unemotional me

I have wasted many a day in lies and emotions

But now I'm imbued with an all new notion

Rr

RA sweet disposition with emotions out of the rout. 

I will scale all peaks that come my way

Tirelessly garnering sweet thoughts and says. 

I have come this far the emotional me

How far will my strength take me, let us see. 

The crow caws sweetly

The plaintive cry of the crow

As it loses its mate to a storm

As it flutters by me, it's wings 

Touching me, bringing winds warm. 

I drop it a morsel of food, 

Its feathers are dripping and cold, 

Water it does not need, it would do

With something chewy and cold. 

The crow swooshes in line

To meet all its needs with roti. 

What a day that I felt the

Sweet cawing of a crow. 

Space travel in dream

A while ago as I lay asleep

I dreamt of my space travel spree

And aliens many befriending me

And me on the sun with glee;

Could I stop but alas! I awoke

As my mother nudged and me poked, 

I woke up with a startling start

Vowing to make the most of my day, 

Conquer real lands and my thoughts. 

I seek to win today and befriend

Real people this day. Carpe Diem! 

I am not what I imagine myself to be

The Earth rotates surely from West to east

And I am plagued by imaginings unknown to me;

I raise my voice in order to be heard, but alas! 

I cause the sudden flight of a black bird. 

I am not what I imagine myself to be. 

Then, who am I? A princess? A pauper? 

Fear of failure for what I'm not numbs me

And I am not what I imagine myself to be. 

As surely as the sun rises each day

I vow to succeed and have a victorious day, 

To fill it with not blank walls but currency for the soul 

And then I imagine I can creep out of the hole.