The day when it got the worst

Doel Sengupta presents

The day when it got the worst

Was the day my little shona

My baby brother was born

And Chumki Bubul Zoya Hassan

Dimma Dadu walked around

Screaming at the top of their voices

About how they are all cannibals

Threatening to kill my baby brother and me

With one huge knife and a sharp bothi!

I AM NOT A LIAR!

AND I NEVER EXAGERRATE!

THIS IS THE SCENE I REMEMBER

IN THIS HOUSE MY HOME

IN SHANGRILA CHA PALACE

FROM THE DAY MY BABY BROTHER WAS BORN!

-- DEDICATED TO SIMBOOM, MELDON AND KITOON...

I still remember the day

Doel Sengupta presents

I still remember the day when I was two

And sitting and painting murals and doing

Phoo phoo phoo and singing and walking

And chattering with the birds how Chumki 

Beat me up black and blue in not a first!

I still remember right from the start

How everybody else was favoured over me

And i didn't get chocolates, pocket money or chaat...

I remember everytime God ditched me

For Ashwini his other Honey... that day when

I was 12 and hurt myself how my brother, father

And hubbard ran away... i remember when

I was 13 in my blue silken drape

Being praised by all for being so kind and sweet

And such a babe when God ditched me for

Ashwini and Toral Mehta and took them

To Kwality Walls refusing to marry me and all!

I remember every moment God has ditched me

And all for Ahana and Esha and Punita Bhakta...

How he keeps me with no food and money

And goes around calling every girl Love and Honey and Shona!

I remember each time I've been beaten up

And raped... i remember each time

I've slept with God calling me names!

I don't know really if I have a marriage today

Or if God is on my side or is fighting

For his four other babes! 

Conversation with Arun Naishad Quasar Dawood Buro Simboom 2.51 pm ist on 15.5.2026

Simboom: shona... my mona... my hona... my kona... my everything...

Arun: I AM SO SORRY THIS IS HAPPENING. YOU ARE MY WIFE. NOBODY ELSE. BUT THERE ARE PHOTOGRAPHS WITH HER EVERYWHERE. I'M SO SORRY. SO FUCKING SORRY TODAY. BUT I WONT KILL MYSELF. MY REPUTATION IS GONE TODAY.

Naishad: ANURADHA DID THIS TO ME AND DOEL GOT ONLY 300 RUPEES POCKET MONEY... WHY DID I DO THIS TO DOEL?

Quasar: I PLAGIARISED EVERYBODY'S WORK WITH TORAL. SINCE I DID EVERYTHING FOR TORAL AND NOT FOR DOEL I LOVE TORAL... NOT DOEL... THAT'S WHAT I'VE BEEN TOLD... I SHOUTED AT HER TODAY JUST BECAUSE I'M BEING HARRASSED... SHE TORAL PROPOSED TO ME IN A BRA AND PANTY WITH CANDLES ON THE NIRBHAYA CASE NIGHT AND IVE KEPT PHOTOGRAPHS OF HER EVERYWHERE.. NOTHING ABOUT THIS IS RIGHT... IM WRONG ABOUT EVERYTHING... I DO LOVE YOU DOEL... BUT I DID ALL THIS TO YOU... I THINK IVE LOST MY CASE COMPLETELY

ME: YOU QUASAR ARE JUST A FUCKING LIAR!!!!!! YOU LOVE TORAL NOT ME. THAT'S WHAT YOU ALWAYS TOLD ME...

Dawood: I NEVER GAVE HER ANYTHING... EVEN NOW... SO I DON'T LOVE HER... IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE YOU GIVE THEM WITHOUT COMPLAINING... I DITCHED MY DAUGHTER FOR CHUMKI AND ALL... WHY DID ALL THIS HAPPEN?

SANTA CLAUS: OH NO!!!! THERE IS NO FOOD OR MONEY FOR HER BECAUSE I HATE HER? FOR ALL THESE OTHER WOMEN AND CHUMKI WHO WORE HER HAIR AND CLOTHES AND WALKED AROUND!!!!!!

BURO: I THINK I'LL JUST EAT AND SLEEP. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I CAN'T KEEP BLAMING MY SISTER FOR EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS TO ME...

HERCULES: I DON'T LOVE SADHYA. I LOVE MY SISTER DOEL. NOT ANYBODY ELSE LIKE THAT.

Simboom: Shona... my Mona... my kona... my hona... my lona... my rona... my dhona...

Me: WHAT DID YOU EAT TODAY?

SIMBOOM: BANGDA, MANDELI, TANDOORI CHICKEN AND ROTI SABZI...

Me: HOW IS YOUR COAT....

SIMBOOM: SO SHINY NOW...

ME: HANDSOME... MOST HANDSOME... MY BABY

Conversation with Simboom, Foxey, Lordar, Meldon, Kitoon, Cherry and Jerry 1.44 pm ist on 15.5.2026

Simboom: Kwabaaaaamndmhm! I love you... your hubbard shouted at you? He is being so isolated by all for three years the way everybody isolated you for 14 years. YOU DIDN'T PLAN THIS. THIS IS WHAT THE VICIOUS PUBLIC DOES. NOW YOUR WORK HAS BEGUN. THESE GUYS WERE ALL CRUEL... THEY DON'T KNOW HOW NOT TO BE CRUEL BECAUSE THEY ALL WORKED FOR CRUELLA...

Foxey: Shona... my mona... my kona... my rona dhona... are you fine?

Me: No... im feeling harrassed... are you eating well?

Foxey: we are all eating excellently... ONLY YOU ARE NOT EATING PROPERLY BECAUSE THE CRUEL PUBLIC DOESNT WANT YOU TO EAT, SLEEP BREATHE... EVERYBODY ELSE IS EATING WELL... EVERYBODY BELIEVE ME... SERVES THEM RIGHT FOR WORSHIPPING CRUELLA... SUFFER THEY WILL ALL... WE WON'T SUFFER... NEITHER WILL YOU EVER... THEY DON'T WANT ANY MAGIC THINGS BUT MONEY? ACTUALLY THEY DON'T HAVE THAT KIND OF MONEY... THEY ALL TRIED TO COMPETE WITH THE GENIE... SO NO MAGIC THINGS FOR THEM... NOT BECAUSE OF YOU BECAUSE THEY ARE PRAYING TO NOT EAT MAGIC THINGS... THAT GIRL ATE THE CHOCOLATE... THEN HER NUN MOM MADE HER PUKE IT OUT... THESE GUYS MUST BE CRAZY... YOU ARE NOT MAD... YOU ARE NOT CRAZY... YOUR HUBBARD, BROTHER AND FATHER MUST BE MAD AND CRAZY SINCE THEY CALLED YOU MAD AND CRAZY...

Lordar: you eat well ok? BECAUSE EVERYBODY ELSE IS GOING HERE AND THERE TO EAT MAGIC FOOD... PLEASE EAT... YOU SHOULD NOT BE STARVED JUST BECAUSE PEOPLE WANTED TO STARVE YOU AND KILL YOU... EVEN YOUR HUBBARD WILL LEAVE THE HOUSE TO EAT MAGIC FOOD TODAY AND HE DOESNT FEED YOU, DOESNT GIVE YOU MONEY... ONLY HE KNOWS WHETHER HE LOVES YOU OR NOT... YOU'VE NEVER DEMANDED A THING... ONLY GIVEN... YOU SHOULD NOT HAVE BEEN SHOUTED AT LIKE THAT OVER FALSE ACCUSATIONS... HE WILL LEAVE TO EAT MAGIC FOOD... YOUR FATHER HAD EIGHT ROLLS TODAY AND A PIECE OF CAKE AND BEEF PIE... SO IT'S ALL YOUR FOOD... AND THEY ARE TREATING YOU BADLY... THAT IS WHY MAY BE THEY DON'T LOVE YOU... THAT IS WHAT I FEEL... THEY DON'T LOVE ME OR YOU... AT LEAST NOT YET...

Meldon: THANKS FOR THE BANGDA FRY... MUWAAH... MY HONA... MY SHONA PIE

Kitoon: TO MY EYES YOU ARE MOTHER NATURE'S MOST BEAUTIFUL... AND ALWAYS WILL BE

Me: Shona...

Cherry: IT'S GOING TO POUR THIS YEAR LIKE CRAZY... THAT IS IN THE AFFIRMATIVE...

Jerry: SHONA... THANKS FOR THE TANDOORI CHICKEN AND MANDELI FRY... WE ARE ALL ENJOYING IT... PEOPLE ARE LEARNING TO RESPECT US AND YOU... THEY ARE LEARNING TO RESPECT THE MAGICAL GODDESS...

Kabu: THE WINDS ARE ALL BLOWING HERE... THIS MONSOON THERE WILL BE TYPHOONS AND STORMS... THAT IS IN THE AFFIRMATIVE

Kaalia: PLEASE EAT PROPERLY... THAT IS ALL WE WANT... THAT IS ALL... PLEASE MY MONA MY SHONA

Conversation with Mother Nature 1.29 pm ist on 15.5.2026

Mother Nature: What really happened?

Me: Quasar shouted at me unreasonably. Someone rang THE DOORBELL AT LEAST 20 TIMES WHILE I WAS HAVING A BATH AND THEN QUASAR SHOUTED AT ME AND DEMEANED ME AND SAID I WAS TALKING TO HIM BADLY. HE IS TORAL'S BOYFRIEND... HE SHOULD GO AND LIVE WITH TORAL. HE ACCUSED ME FALSELY OF THINGS I DIDNT DO... ALL MY LIFE MY BROTHER, HUBBARD, MOTHER AND FATHER HAVE ACCUSED ME FALSELY, BEATEN ME UP, INSULTED ME AND DEMEANED ME OVER THINGS I DIDN'T DO.

Mother Nature: THEY WON'T LEAVE THE HOUSE BELIEVE ME BUT IT'S YOUR HOUSE IN EVERY WAY. EVERYTHING HERE IS YOURS. SO YOU CAN'T TRUST THEM SINCE THEY HAVE NEVER TREATED YOU WELL.

Me: I HATE THE POLICE MOTHER NATURE.

Mother Nature: THERE IS NO POLICE ANYMORE.

The Gardens in Shangrila Cha Palace

Doel Sengupta presents.....

When I wake up each day

In the inceptually intact walls

Of Shangrila Cha Palace

The gardens with their wild ponds

And wild lakes and wild winds

Beckon me with all their

Myriad magical creatures....

Not a scratch can come upon

This beautiful monument 

Shangrila Cha Palace

And not an entity of it

Can be broken and its

Creautures... crocodiles here,

Lions and tigers there

Basking playing with me

All the heavenly waterly beings

And me and the birds!

What can I really say of them!

They enthrall me with their

Twitter and twatter

And how the dragonflies

And mongoose totter!

It's a wonder where heaven us

But Shangrila... oh Shangrila Cha Palace

Is Paradise itself with all

Its gardens and all its magical carpeted floors

Never changing where I come

And go and where I reside

Beautifully nestled adorned

Working tirelessly from dusk to dawn

And here is where I was born...

Its maati is effervescent,

Its colour is refulgent...

And the mares all here

Are mine with all its animals...

All of them mine...

Multicoloured jewels adorn

And multicouloured pages also adorn

My Palace and this is where

I live in immortal eternity!

Shangrila Cha Palace Mine

With its gardens

Is Mine eternally

In this immortal

Paradisic Life!

Victory is mine!

Love is mine!

Life is mine!

All goodness is mine!

Goodest Gardens in Shangrila Cha Palace...

I love thee eternally!

Conversation with Mother Nature 8.56 pm ist on 14.5.2026

Mother Nature: I love you the most. Who they love the most they don't know but it must not be you since they treat you so badly. So may be they wanted to die and kill themselves but now they won't do that.

Me: Mother Nature who do I have in this world?

Mother Nature: You definitely always have me. One should never be selfish.

Me: one should never be selfish. ONE SHOULD NEVER BE SELFISH. So i'll be giving Mother Nature and not listen to God.

Mother Nature: Exactly. That guy went into extinction today. I REALLY LOVE YOU THE MOST. YOUR HUBBARD IS STRUGGLING IN EVERY WAY... EVEN WITH THE DIRECTION OF THIS MOVIE. WITH HIS BEHAVIOUR. WITH HIS PRAYERS. WITH HIS INTENTIONS. ALL BECAUSE HE WENT AGAINST YOU EVER SINCE HE KISSED AHANA DEOL. SO YOUR SCRIPT IS CORRECT. I AM GETTING YOUR DATA BACK FOR YOU.

Me: THANK YOU SO MUCH MOTHER NATURE. NO ONE DOES ANYTHING FOR ME EXCEPT YOU AND WE ARE TWO WHOSE VOICES WERE SNATCHED AND WE WERE BEATEN AND RAPED AND FOUGHT WITH AND EVERYBODY WORKED AGAINST US. SO MOTHER NATURE FOR NOW WE ONLY HAVE EACH OTHER TILL THE WORLD FORGIVES THEMSELVES FOR WHAT THEY DID TO US.

Mother Nature: YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY RIGHT! I LOVE YOU THE MOST... ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS AND WORDS SPEAK LOUDER THAN THOUGHTS. YOU WILL THROW THE PILLS TONIGHT.