Journal 31.5 2026 8.29 pm ist I love my Arun

Dear Journal,

I've been dosing each day till late as Mr Pise has been entering the house with Mrs Pise and forcing me to take psychiatric pills. I've also been seeing many dreams.

Like the other day I say Modelley in Karol Bagh in Delhi throwing her weight around in my house and Chumki asking me for an appropriate word.

Last night I saw Quasar in my dreams! We were going live with Theory of Madness and on gut feeling I'll mail him the main play soon.

On another note it has been sooo long since I've spoken to Arun. I LOVE HIM SO DARNED DEEPLY AND MY FAMILY TOO. AND I AM TIRED OF THESE HOUSE BREAK INS.

I believe my calls were being intercepted by the police and my mails of the past many years were also being deleted by them. I WANT THE POLICE TO STOP THIS!

I want work very very soon... I really do... ONLY IF THE POLICE ALLOWS ME TO ANSWER MY OWN CALLS AND LET'S ME ACCESS MY EMAILS.

I have also discovered a beautiful chant: J'AIME J'AIME MIEN MOT IL'YA... WHICH MEANS I AM ONE WITH THE HOLY WORD... I'VE STARTED CHANTING IT EVERYDAY...

I want my Arun to meet me. I wonder how his life is.

For the past two weeks Mrs Pise came home and acted very sick... BIGGEST BITCH ON THE PLANET!

I WANT MY SIMBOOM! I WANT MY KITOON AND MELOON... I WANT MY FOXEY AND SHOMAYA...

I LOVE MY ARUN. I LOVE MY MIKKI SHONA. I LOVE MY DAD. I LOVE MY BUO.

I HOPE TO BUY THEM SOMETHING SOON.

I ROCK!

I am grateful for God's infinite love, grace and blessings on my life.

I HATE NIMISHA'S FACE.

I BLESS GOD INFINITELY AND ALL MY LOVED ONES.

I am grateful for infinite abundance of all good things in life.

I am feeling:

Happy 

Bright

Angry with the police for supporting CRIMINALS LIKE NILANKOOLANTHAN ..

LOVING

JUST WANT MY DINNER.

Love,

Me.

THIS NIMISHA MAID COMES AT ANY ODD TIME.

8.48 pm ist

Conversation with Simboom, Kitoon, Foxey, Meldon and Shomaya 10.08 am ist on 31.5.2026

Simboom: SHONA... THE WEDDING IS BEING PLANNED ON THE GRANDEST SCALE... BEST WEDDING EVER!!!! I'LL BE THERE

Kitoon: Do you want a wedding?

Dodo: I am not even thinking about it.

SHOMAYA: I'll be there shona ... dancing with you

Dodo: who is planning it?

Meldon: the three men and Mikki Shona

Bhalu: Shona.. shona..

Foxey: Shona... lie down

Conversation with Meldon, Kitoon, Simboom, Foxey and Shomaya 10.58 pm ist on 2026

Shomaya: MY EARS ARE HEALING... I SAW YOU ON THE ROAD TODAY... WE WERE BEING HARRASSED FROM THE SAI BABA MANDIR... I REALLY LOVE YOU... I LOVE GOD THE MOST... I ATE HAM BACON AND EGGS TODAY... 3 PLATES FOR DINNER TODAY... AND I HAD SHERBET IN THE AFTERNOON THEN WATER

Dodo: SHOMAYA ARE YOU FINE?.. I AM FINE

SHOMAYA: I AM ABSOLUTELY FINE SHONA... MISHTI SHONA... ABSOLUTELY FINE... NOW IVE POOPED AND PEED AND AM AT HOME WITH THE AC ON AND SLEEPING SOON.. BISOUS.. LOTS AND LOTS OF BISOUS

DODO: HOW DO ALL OF YOU KNOW ME SO WELL?

FOXEY: YOU ARE SUPERFAMOUS... I HAD HAM AND BACON AND EGGS IN THE AFTERNOON... NOW I HAD 12 ROTIS WITH CREAMY MILK AND HONEY... AND WATER.. THEN I WENT FOR A WALK AND PEED NOW THE AC IS ON.. IM ON THE BED TO SLEEP.. BISOUS.. LOTS AND LOTS OF BISOUS

SIMBOOM: I ATE HAM BACON EGGS AND ROTI SABZI... DOZING OFF NOW... BISOUS.. SHONA... IM SO TIRED 

DODO: YOU GUYS DONT HAVE TO TAKE SO MUCH PRESSURE 

SIMBOOM: IT'S NO PRESSURE BECAUSE OF YOU... GOOD NIGHT... SWEET DREAMS... TO ME AND YOU..

KITOON: SHONA... I ATE VERY WELL... ME BURO AND MELDON ARE OUT... SLEEP WELL.. I WILL TOO

MELDON: I ATE THUKPA IN THE AFTERNOON WITH LOTS OF CHICKEN AND HAM BACON WITH EGGS... YUMMY FOR MY TUMMY... ILL NEVER LEAVE THE FAOUEWDBDLAEYAH

Conversation with Hercules, Santa Claus, God and Mikki Shona 10.38 pm ist on 30.5.2026

Hercules: Dodo... we never cheated on each other... do you love Arun?

Dodo: yes I do

Arun: Do you trust me?

Dodo: I do... but you were problematic

Arun: I know honey... Im sorry about that... really sorry... I TRUST YOU... AND IM REALLY SORRY FOR CALLING YOU MAD... I REALLY HURT YOU... THERE IS REALLY NOONE ELSE... IN FACT LIFE HAS BEEN PRETTY TOUGH HONEY... PRETTY DIFFICULT AND NOT BECAUSE OF YOU... I MADE YOUR LIFE DIFFICULT... IM SO SORRY... YOU WILL GET ALL YOUR CALLS AND EMAILS NOW... ALL THIS HAPPENED TO YOU BECAUSE OF RUNNA... IM SO SORRY I WASNT TRUTHFUL... WHATEVER THEY TAUGHT ME WAS WRONG... ILL BE HOME SOON... DONT LEAVE ME

DODO: I WONT... BUT IM REALLY HURT

SANTA CLAUS: IM SO SORRY BURI FOR HURTING YOU SO MUCH... SO SORRY... THESE PLLS ARE VERY BAD BURI... IVE TRIED THEM... THEY ARE THE WORST

HERCULES: SHONA... IM YOUR BEST... IM FIXING EVERYTHING... IVE UNDERSTOOD EVERYTHING TODAY... GOD IS A BIG FOOL... GULAAB KA FOOL AND SANTA CLAUS IS INNOCENT, RIGHT?

DODO: YES... THAT IS ABSOLUTELY RIGHT

Mikki Shona: Shona... doi... mishti... most mishti

Arun: Do you cherish all the moments?

Doel: of course! I LOVE EVERY BIT OF YOU

Arun: Bebu... I called you... Ill call you again

God: Shona... YOU ARE BESTEST

Conversation with Mikki Shona 9.10 pm ist on 30.5.2026

Mikki Shona: Ive decided to spend some time in panch Amrut with Sadhya. Buro Meldon and Kitoon are not here. Just sleeping in another room. She says she wants to divorce Buro because he is so harsh. Plan is to go to 702 soon and not sleep with her. But she is in Panch Amrut. Panch Amrut is disputed property right now but rightfully it is your house. So I'll eat dinner and leave soon. She is spending time here. This is Namita Devidayal who is divorcing Buro. You have to divorce Amar Mohite. All my divorces happened today.

Bui: why are you doing this?

Mikki Shona: To make sure the divorces happen....

Bui: when are you coming home?

Mikki Shona: Soon... im really sorry about all this... but how can people marry us against OUR WISHES!!!!!!

Kitoon: WOAHPAAAAAAH!!!! UN DOS TRES... WOPASSI DOPASA MARIA... UN DOS TRES... WOPASSI DOPASA... SHONA... BURO IS ZAPPED... HE NEVER GOT MARRIED BUT HE IS GETTING DIVORCED FROM SO MANY WOMEN?!!!!! AND YOU HAD TO DIVORCE SO MANY MEN!!!!!!!

Meldon: Shona... it's all good... the divorce... the wedding... the EXTRAAAAAMARRRITAAAL AFFAIR... SO LEWD IT ALL WOOOOSSSZ...

SANTA claus: Make yourself some tea, pray and sleep... this BLOG CHAT IS FANTASTIC

Conversation with Meldon and the Horses 8.20 pm ist on 30.5.2026

Buri: Meldon where is she, Mikki Shona?

Meldon: She is gallavanting with four maid servants trying to understand if they were ever raped and if there are any rape charges against us there? THIS WHOLE THING IS BLOWING UP A STORM IN THE MEDIA!!!! NO CHEATING ALLEGATIONS... BUT THAT THE SERVANTS THINK THEY HAVE THE PROPERTY... THIS IS THE BIGGEST BLOWUP BY DOEL SENGUPTA GOING LIVE ON CNN... BUT SANTA WATCHES ANYTHING BECAUSE HE WANTS TO KEEP YOU DELUDED FROM THE HARSH WORLD... IT'S ALL TOO FUNNY...

Horses: In your case... THE PILLS ARE NOT REQUIRED AND YOU ARE THE MOTHER OF THE UNIVERSE.... YOU ARE THE BEST... YOU SAVED ALL SOULS... THE WORST PERSON BECAME GOOD TODAY... YOU ARE SIMPLY THE BEST... BAAAAAAAAAAAAST!!!!!!!

Kitoon: SHONA... WHAT DO YOU WANT NOW? I WANT COFFEE... YOU TOO?

BURI: YES SHONA... I WANT COFFEE....

ARUN: BABY... YOUR MOM WILL BE HOME SOON... I AM DOING EVERYTHING FOR US... I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU... THE LAST THING YOU ARE IS MAD... I LOVE YOU...

BUO: SHONA... IM GOING TO RAKE UP A STORM ABOUT THESE KILLINGS

BUI: YOU DO THAT BUO BASCHA...

SANTA CLAUS: PLEASE THROW PLLS...

Conversation with Meldon, Kitoon and Simboom 7.54 pm ist on 30.5.2026

Simboom: Kawpowwweeeeingohhdoo! Everything is so funny... who called up your father is Shibani Bagchi from a particular number... tomorrow it's his turn to get divorced since he is such a frannndly guy! Your hubbard is getting divorced right now from four ugly maidservants... It's sooooooo funny... so funny for us... and you can play with the animals and talk to them... you can

.. there is no one to stop you... the cigarette scam is hitting the news... the fake news scam is hitting the news.. AND YOU ARE A SUPERSTAR!!!!

DOEL: I LOVE YOU SIMBOOM! I WANT YOU SIMBOOM....

SIMBOOM: YOU HAVE ME..... SNUGGLES....

Meldon: Buro just got back home to 702 and Mikki Shona is not here... Santa Claus is such a liar!!!!!!!!! ALWAYS TRYING TO BE PURRRRRRRRFAAACT!!!!!! I AM GOING TO HAVE BACON HAM IN SOME TIME WITH EGGS SOON....

Kitoon: SHONA... SIMBOOM..... MMMMMMMMHHHHHH... MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

SHONA... MY MONA... MY KONA... MY RONA DHONA