journal 3.7.22

As I'm disassociating myself from the Sg/sgi, I've realised how intolerant and judgmental this cult makes you. When there even as a common member I had a sense of superiority and ambition that was too heavy for those around me. As a result I've lost a lot of friends. If you need them you don't need your friends. No one should make it a priority. 

Ma is planning to throw out Shilpa. A sweet girl who doesn't steal. So stupid.