love as surround sound

Got good grades?

Thought everything was made?

But life turned around

As surround sound!

All the babies rest in peace

And we have won far and neat

And love comes calling

Sweetly in my dreams!

Love Doel Sengupta

Arrested

Pranzo and Jojo

Go for a party tonight

And there they

Succumb to

The ultimate

Stage fright!

They pee in their pants

As each holds out the lance

And they fight it out

On stage ultimate,

Ultimate best!

Pranzo and Jojo

Get arrested at last

And there is no

More fighting 

Against security

Or ever any class!

Love comes calling

As Horowitz

Howls

That the war 

Has ended

And we all

Dance in a bar!

-- Doel Sengupta

Hercules and Horowitz

All credit goes where credit is due,

Love ensues in the sweet loo;

Hercules finds Horowitz upside down

And finds the one man who

Is the worst clown!

Then as dusk dawns

There is peace all around

And life in lovely Paradisic sounds.

-- Doel Sengupta

Poise

There is no love without poise

And there is no more any noise;

No more boundaries in freedom

As we dwell in kingdom queendom;

There is love in hibernation,

There is life in freedom

As the pills come rolling 

To a stop, halted, gone

And all billing, killing has stopped.

-- Doel Sengupta

No more drilling

No more killing,

No more billing,

No more drilling!

Love and harmony

On a pine star mantra;

The monstrous

Monster has fallen

Asleep as magic

Reigns and we are

Free!

NaMo was just a hologram

NaMo Namo who more?

Who there? Who where?

NaMo NaMo the whole

World screamed!!!!!!!!!!!!

But NaMo didn't exist:

He was just a hologram.

-- Doel Sengupta

A sleep dance

Love on strawberries

And Goji berries

And berries in general 

Is a monkey dance

Where sleep dances

With love and life.

-- Doel Sengupta

Alcool

Alcool alcool, 

How cool!

Love everywhere,

Love all around

As dusk dawns

There is lovely

Fishy pawns.

Love alcool 

All around!

-- Doel Sengupta

Love for my all

Night has fallen and the sea rages on

And all the diamonds stolen have now

Been found; love comes in a canopy,

Love comes in shelter divine, love

Comes in good food packaged with wine;

Life has come a full circle 

Adorned with the jewels of the Earth

As all around there is only birth--

Birth of humanity, birth of the victory

Definite, birth of love and life,

Birth of a mother, a sister, a daughter, a wife,

A friend of all, God's special child,

God's divine love embracing all,

In me the most, in me all.

Sleep touches us so surely this night

That fighting has never felt more bright.

-- Doel Sengupta

Stolen goods found

The stolen goods are found

By my Modly in a pile

And she has never lost a file, 

Uncorrupted, beautiful,

All my stolen goods

Modly gifts to us today.

-- Doel Sengupta

The bag is found

The bag is found by Horowitz!

not my fault

Minora is minorly at fault.

What happens to her

At the ball is not

My fault!

The curse be upon

Minora is God's

Justly doing!

Not mine, not mine!

What is infatuation?

The biggest lie ever told

Is that the Dhoortoors

Were good and they

Have now been understood

As they be should.

What could have been

Is what is: what is happening

Is beyond imagination

And what is love

And what is infatuation?

True love

If there was one in the bush

There were two in the sky

And for that I must sweetly say

That you must never ever lie.

If there was a rainbow to be captured,

Or a prophesy to be burnt,

The roses would blossom in Paradise

As I have deftly and surely learnt.

Love is a panorama, love is secure

But if you hadn't singed me so

I would never know truly

How truly my love was pure.

If you had a lesson to be roted

It would be only this and only this

That it's you who the heavens voted

And you I truly always missed.

If coming together is a fallacy

It must be the realest of the real,

It must be the Truth that I hang by,

The Truth that I must deal.

-- Doel Sengupta

The Divorce

Chotta: An Army guy

Lover: My guy

Dhruboma: An inventor

Roro: the biggest sinner

Sadist: An ass

Nit: a mite

God

Scene 1

Chotta: I've got the divorce God. When will Sadist leave?

Lover: Nits has left and the divorce is final.

Dhruboma: I hate Roro. I've divorced her finally now.

God: On the night of the full moon they will sit forever in Jail in this immortal Paradisic life. And the pills have stopped and there is no doctor anymore.

Sadist: Sure God? Because we don't want to kill anymore. Stop the pills too God.

Nits: God, I've left them and their sister. Let goodness prevail.

Roro: I think I'll sit in Jail because even in crime I have failed. Love prevails.

God: Be good my children. Your sister is my favourite. Who is your wife Lover boy?

Lover: The love of my life and the love of my eyes. I will apologise now to her for all I have done. Love prevails all across the Universe.

Chotta: She has apple cheeks and very good skin because the pills are bad I've stopped it finally.

Dhruboma: Life is good because there are no doctors and pharmacies.

God: I bless my children.

Scene 2

Roro: Whoopee we are free. We've reached are comfortable house in Saber land. Switch off all the AI and holograms.

Nits: I'll never get married I am free and I got two chocolates at duty free.

Sadist: I don't hate anybody, I love all but Chotta must not make this mistake again of falling in love.

God: you crim croms relax. Are you happy to be free? In your own homes and away from duty free?

Chotta: I love her, my sister and I'm happy to be free and away from Sadist.

God: Good boy.

Dhruboma: I love her your sister Chotta, your wonderful love. I love her more than pearls and this Earth.

God: Love her always.

Lover: Lover I am of her divine grace and she's the best and we are working again.

God: Love always.

All good

Something smells fishy,

Something smells good

But it smells fishy,

Now have you understood?

Under the moonshine

Peace prevails,

Love is saved and protected

As are all whales.

Trees in the wind

Love comes calling as

Trees swaying in the wind,

Lovely, beautiful, sweet,

Pretty, cute and neat.

Most made up

Is not at all

As we all as trees

Stand tall.

-- Doel Sengupta

Love

All dhoortoors lose the plot

And Paradise loses the dirty blot;

Soon the people in my heart and gut

Realised how they sinned

On Paradisical Earth.

The dhoortoors leave me alone

For all eternity as the moon

Shines its light on all my boys and girls.

-- Doel Sengupta

Bliss

Potatos potatoes, tomato tamatos,

In a world full of linen and perfume

There is God's mighty signal,

Mighty love, mighty heart 

Beautiful lovely starts

Under the stars

As sleep is blissful only 

From this moment on.

-- Doel Sengupta

Divine life

Honey butter crumbs fall from heaven

And terror ceases as we enter Paradise,

Divine holy known and loved to live

Forever in this beautiful divine life.

There is a Namo

There is no Namo

But there is a Ramu,

He was a cannibal

And he got out an animal

And set all the animals free

And popped his decree

And lived in a zoo

Because a cannibal Ramu soo.

jelly jam jar

Love comes in a little container,

In a jar of jelly jam and crackers

Burst, burst, burst-- beauty in the eyes,

Beauty in the soul, beautifully whole,

In the beautiful role of a lover of the sky,

The oceans beckon to join love and life,

Somebody's sister, one man's wife.

All strife ceases and life eases

For all the men and women in my life.

Love arrives as a jar of jelly jam

And a lovely pig arises, flying into the sky,

A daughter of the sky,

Nary a lie, nary a lie,

Fie, Fie, Fie.

-- Doel Sengupta

Bad forces give up

There is no fighting, 

The bad forces have given up

And as we gaze forward

Into immortal Paradise

Love prevails,

Love prevails,

Love prevails!

Recipe

A crush of honey,

A dash of lime,

A pinch of tulsi

And love divine.

In the bovine

And the wine

The love of Truth

As in the Seine.

Love prevails

The food is clean,

No one is mean

And like Paradise 

Love prevails!

-- Doel Sengupta

Love comes calling

Love comes calling in the arbres, 

Love comes as a knight in shining armour,

As a whole pineapple cake

And a pudding filled with cream

When life has been claimed.

-- Doel Sengupta

Ego ergo love

Ego ergo sum.

Ego ergo cogito.

Ego ergo prem.

Ego ergo boo.

Ego ergo loo.

Ego ergo hero.

Ego ergo zero.

A hero is always whole.

-- Doel Sengupta

Victory bells are a ringing

Victory bells are a ringing 

And all the world is a singing.

Victory in love, victory in peace,

Life has unfolded as a blooming flower,

Out of a freeze.

Sweet victory, sweet desires

Answered by God.

Victory is thy name!

never Again ana

Never again is there Ana,

There is vomit in her Panna,

She falls in love na na

And life is good for goodness.

Hercules wins all the time

Hercules goes into the pit

And finds out what he always knew

And savit did; he sees mixed blood,

He sees Carcasses of hens

And beats up Savit at half past ten.

Work

Work has started with gumption

And pomp for all the good people 

Of the world, for all the love

And goodness that all beings

Hold in their soul, Makes

Them happy and whole.

Money floods my life,

Happiness is here.

-- Doel Sengupta 

Life is sacred

Killing harmony, Justice felony,

Love in the ocean arises in a swirl

And life in a vigour, life in a girl

Or a boy, all sacred: Life is sacred,

Life is beautiful, life is happiness,

May all beings love and live

In eternal Paradise, free of vice.

Love is life as pancakes on a sunset

There is a long wait for the sunset

And do you want to bet? There is love

On the horizon and in my borne

And not one soul is torn, not one being

Is worn, not one animal is lost

In the vast ocean of love and life

And love comes calling like pancakes,

Fresh out of the love of life.

Love for Arun

There are many sweets on the trees

And my love pure is free for the ardent heart

The beautiful soul, the one that makes

Me happy and whole; There is one

I love ever more dearly than all

And his hands are most divine to hold,

His voice ripples like all the cymbals

In the world and his eyes make me feel

Why I didn't look into them before.

Am I more romantic or is he,

I think romance is adventure for

Those born to victory: in God's sweet

Beautiful way I know I'll lead to victory

All the way: I know that I will

Cross all the hurdles surely

And come out more beautiful, stronger

And lovely: his head is the sweetest

To smell, his skin like dew is the colour

Of worked up bells and his sound

Ripples throughout the heavens

I inhabit; all that he is is mine;

I wish that God blesses me

That all will be well and the reality

Is only the heart can tell.

My hand upon your hand

My hand upon your hand,

My hand upon your heart

My eyes in your eyes

Our love will only grow and always last.

Your soul in my soul

And eternally lovely and whole,

Your life in my life,

Ah! Peace has set upon us at last.

Through the lovely chiming bells

Of your laughter and your speech

I add the melody to which

Your heart does beat.

Happiness in whole, 

Happiness in full,

There is nothing to push or pull

As our love is steady and it rules.

Love: The Truth

Love is the only Truth. There is no other Truth. Love effects everything good: Happiness, Joy, Prosperity, Victory, Calmness etc.

A lack of love leads to anger, loss and all the depravities of the mind.

And how do you summon love? Through acts of care and affection and thoughts of the same and words of the same.

Today I got angry with Pa. And I've been feeling sad and lost. I know that he has lost his faith in me through his own doing, not because of me. May be I expect more love from him but I must accept that he won't love me any more than he does, at least for now.

Love can be cultivated through disciplined effort.

My thoughts of love, care and affection always remain with Arun, Ma, Pa, Buro and all I meet along the way.

Love is not submissivness. And even though people don't believe it love requires effort, sometimes monumental effort. Love is the only antidote. Love heals all. It is possible to summon love more and lowering expectations from those around. That causes you to look inward and awake.

Whole

Today under the open sky

That gives beautiful splendid signs

The burden eases for all eternity

And the shoulders relax

And there is peace untold in every sinew

And joy like none other,

Knowing that love is all for the giving

And all for the living

And the mind is seeped in thoughts of pure love

And serenity as you realise you are forgiven eternally

Sound and secure, beautiful and sure

Of every step, of every way

And that you have the character

Of the most virtuous noble soul

And you know that I feel that way

And you feel full circle and whole.

Bountiful Earth

Time has left its ramparts

That stand on the ruins of yesterday

And with all the shard and rubble

I play as if with clay and build 

A ball of love and happiness

For all the world to see

To witness me painting with my vision

The canvas the sky can be.

And all about me illuminate

And all around me there is birth

For life is life and life goes on

On this beautiful bountiful earth.

cooing and calling

When I'm cooing or I'm calling

Or when I'm walking in the barn,

I'll let low the lamp of life

As I spin a soulful yarn.

Love is a thousand good intentions 

And the feeling to give and forgive

And to resurrect the soul from the burning cinders

So that the loved may love and live.

What is love that comes calling 

On a smooth Autumn's day

When all of Nature rests at peace

And the love does all the say?

What is the heart's reason really 

But to give and give,

Evolving to become a giant of love

So that even I may live.

Journal 4.7.2024 1.40 pm Thursday

Dear Journal,

I really really miss Arun. He won't believe it but I'll never be able to move on from him.

May be I'm God's to take care of and tend. I think I'll dedicate my life to doing the work of God as a lay person and work just to serve humanity with all my love, dedication and fervour.

I wish whatever decision he takes amounts to favourablity for him.

What is he thinking? What is he doing? How is he feeling? I wish I could just hear his voice. Did he eat today? What did he wear? Is he at Salt? And are his circumstances favouring him? Is he in a good mood?

My circumstances are fine but I need to focus on work. I can't live without this man. I'm utterly devoted to him.

Pa has been so kind to me.

I am grateful for everything, life's beautiful rhythms and all the love and happiness.

Love,

Me.

1.47 pm

Love has won

And in the fell chance of circumstance

There is a glimmer of hope

That lights the way ahead

Out from the bones of the dead

Into a mystical Truth that is love,

The only reason to be,

This love that resonates

Lights hell and heaven

Bringing joy to all

And not one being dies

Unto sorrow

In this circumstance 

When love has won.

Journal 3.7.2024 2.03 pm

Dear Journal,

If anybody knows it is you how much I love my boyfriend. We've broken up and I'm very sad. Very very sad. I'm grieving. And I'm constantly picking tarot cards which are showing me that there is heartbreak.

I'll never be able to get past this and I'll never be able to love anybody else again.

He doesn't know what he has done to me.

For two days all I've done is send him messages. 

I know he'll move on because the Tarot shows that. Why has there been such a tragedy in my life?

I miss his face, I want to smell his skin and look into his eyes and tell him that I'll always love him. I want to take his hands and kiss them.

May be this happened because it's his wife's ichinen, her intention. May be she was getting hurt with our relationship and I have been praying for her happiness. Arun told me a few times that it's important to accept the problem. And this is the problem that we've broken up and I'm still absolutely nuts, absolutely crazy about him. And the problem is that he's married and leaving his wife would be more painful than him leaving me. That is why may be it was God's plan that things stand this way.

I'll keep praying for him and his family.

I'll keep praying for his wife and children's happiness and I'll know that I wasn't party to breaking up his family. That would not have been good.

So now I accept this. This makes sense.

Love,

Me.

I am grateful for all the people and experiences in my life, especially for Arun and his beautiful family. May his wife enjoy good health and all the happiness in the world. And may he and his children enjoy good times.