When you are angry with someone

When you are angry with someone
You are actually angry with yourself!
Did you know that you pithy lesser mortal?
May be you made a fool of yourself
Or you misjudged clear signs written
In stone for you by the wayside.
When you are angry with someone
You really hurt only yourself!
Did you know that you pithy lesser mortal?
How low have you fallen?
Oh! What have you done!
Abandon this cacophony,
Let down your guns!
When you are angry with someone
A kind thought, a thank you,
A sorry even may be can call it truce.

Ladder of life

I climb down the pink ladder of life,
But I'd rather just be your wife,
The room is empty with strife
And the suitcase is empty undenied.
Where are you headed now?
In the vacant space you look forlorn;
I'm pained by the foreboding
But it's to you that I am looking.

Kisses for you

It has been a while since we've spoken
And I want to wrap you in my arms,
You don't know how torn and broken
I feel, teary into nights and until dawn.

I wish you would call me and say
The three special words I longed to hear,
I'm in love with you that's a given
I want to lap up all your tears.

It's been some time since I've known you
And you've floored me every time,
I began to feel that what is true
Lasts, and now I'm eating humble pie.

I want to smother you with kisses,
And smell your sweet smell into eternity,
Will you please forgive me my deary,
I've had enough of being so teary.

Why did I slap you?

Why did I slap you?
I don't know:
May be it was because
You were smiling at my anguish
And agony, and saying falsehoods
To my face.
I was a bit rattled already;
I'd never raise my hand,
I wish and only wish
That you would understand.
I miss you sorely
But you have moved on,
I wish that you had heard
The painful song,
Then playing in my heart;
I want to caress that cheek,
Now I'm so meek,
To forgive myself
Is all I really seek.
You have left me
And for good,
I wish you all the best,
Every moment we encounter
Must verily be a test.
Know that even though you are far,
My eyes see you near,
I wish I hadn't done the unthinkable,
I wish I could quell my fears.

Moonless night

It's a moonless night today
And I miss the shiny beam,
That makes sand glitter like silver
And shows me what seems is like it seems.
Yesterday it was a sliver,
Not a tiny speck, not round,
Today I must spot the dark cloud
Alone, and keep my self dusted and sound.
It's a moonless night today,
Time to turn up the lights,
And forgive myself and seek it without,
Because it's a moonless night.

Please say yes

Will you please say yes
The next time I ask you,
It seems an inordinate amount of time
Since I heard from you.

Are you fine? Are you angry?
Are you philandering? I wonder.
I wish I'd heard your voice cheery,
Chiding may be, but never asunder.

I miss the smell of your sweat
And Teas and onions on your breath,
I know you've been through a lot,
And now with me you're caught.

I miss the dandruff in your hair,
Me picking them with care,
So please say yes to me
The next time i ask you.

Free as a bird

I thought I wanted to be free,
Free as a bird,
But now our destinies,
Have intertwined and hurt.
I miss the shackles,
And the care,
What is what
That's beyond repair.
I miss the golden moments
And now I'm free as a bird,
How I long for a nest
From where I can take wing unperturbed.
No more will I hope
To be free as a bird.

Irreparable mistake

I love you dearly and
I made a huge mistake,
Will you please forgive me now,
Of course with friends you can pics take.
I was depressed and lonely,
You may not know the feeling dear,
I'm feeling so sad and I want you near.
May all the work you have undertaken
Go astoundingly well,
I dont know if I'm more shaken
Or in love, only time will tell.
I wish I could convey
What a champ you are,
I see you getting an Oscar
And me very far.
I love you and I thank you
For all that you do and have done,
If this mistake is irreparable
I'd never forgive myself hun.
I'm not feeling too good these days,
And I wish I'd told you that,
Instead of doing the unthinkable,
I wish I hadn't held back.
Tears dont stop flowing now
Because you were the one
And you always are,
Please forgive despicable me,
Please know that I am sour.
I hope you will take care of yourself
And eat and sleep well each day,
If there's anything I can do to tell you I love you
Please convey it to me and I'll do as you say.

Slap

I slapped someone today,
A dear old friend,
All he did was hide a thing or two
And we were supposed to clear the bend.
Forgiven I am not,
It's not the action but the thought,
Why oh why did my hand move?
What is this feeling so loose.
I am sorry my dearest friend,
You'll be the best till the end.

Trample

Why does man trample upon man?

Love me

I wish there were someone to love me dearly
With all my faults and all my blemishes,
Willing to get past the silly skirmishes,
I wait upon wait for someone to love me.

Distraught

I am distraught, I am crying,
This too shall pass shall it not?
Is this what I did to you in the distant past,
That's why with malice my life is fraught?
Tears rolling down my vacant heart,
I know not who is mine, who is not,
Nothing I own belongs to me,
A loveless specimen of destiny,
Today I make this vow in your stead,
I'll be more than just a damsel who is well-bred,
I'll be a rising star in the night sky,
Not today may be, not tomorrow may be,
My time is nigh.
Rise I will above your dusty chidings,
Your holding me but never binding,
Most successful, most endearing,
Even you with kindness I will welcome.
Rise I will above your beatings,
And become more than a mere speck,
A shining planet, that rules me at my beck
And call, I will be all and more. Your thinking is wrong.

Destined love

I love you so and more,
Ever ever ever more,
But what does destiny
Have in store?

Original sin

What is this guilt you carry
That makes you act so obnoxiously?
What guilt is this you bear,
Holding your ego threadbare?
Why are you so guilty,
Of what tell me now sweet
That you trample on my gentle heart
And wonder if it Is the start
Of a new golden beginning?
Watch me soar as bells do ring.

Love changes

How love changes,
Once an eternal bond,
Atrocious harbinger of transformation
Of once once fond.
How love changes,
What is this anger within,
Love must grow by leaps
And bounds, of love we must sing.
Oh! How love changes,
To be caught in a trap,
Faith in goodness
Is the justified crap.
Love does change,
I know that now,
When reeling under pressure,
One must never cower.
Love changes eternally
For once a wise man said:
Change is the constant verily,
Say why does love change?

Life ain't ugly

Sometimes life takes an ugly turn
For better or for worse,
But its surely not a fallacy
Because life is never a curse.
It means it's beautiful,
It means it's kind,
Not probable for humankind
To understand that life's ugly turn
Is never ever for a curse.

I miss you

I miss you today more than ever,
Come close here hear, hear,
I know you need to get away,
Run even may be, but please stay.
I hope you understand what agony
I put you through is only and only
Because I love you so and so.
Your outrageous rage on this day I miss,
How you call out a bluff and sometimes hiss,
Today first thing I wanted to plant a kiss
And tell you this is what it is.
You never know what paths life may take,
It's undulating course we must not break,
But even though I whine and veer,
It's to you methinks I'll always steer.
I don't know how you feel
About me, but I miss the steal
Of your glance, your outrageous rage,
I miss you more than ever today.

Happy birthday

It's your birthday today
And you haven't cut a cake,
Instead your far away some place
Leaving all that's yours at stake.

I'm sorry I know you'd called
And now must be so appalled
That I have cried and I have bawled,
You must not think missing you I'm enthralled.

It's your birthday today
And I wish you were not far but near,
May all your wishes this year be granted,
May all that sooths your ear you hear.

You are edging close to the middle ages
And I'm sure you understand
That on your special day I miss you dear,
I wish you were close at hand.

It's your birthday today,
Let's celebrate and bring in good cheer
For a happy new year,
Your wrinkles and crinkly smiles, no tears.