As I try to focus my mind
On positive aspects of life
I find myself facing my fears
And inhibitions. I hope everything turns out well.
Today I will be meeting Arun mostly and I am so happy. I wish life were better and that I was better equipped to handle stress.
I love Arun. But he is married. I don't want to let him go. How does he feel? Does he view me favourable? Is he happy with me?
I love him from the core of my being with all his anxieties and worries and stresses I love him. I am grateful to him for accepting me wholly. He is so cute. He is such a sweetheart.
Today I spoke to Ns Chouhan about working as an assistant director in his next film. Hope that works out. I wish Arun were not married. Or I hope he would choose to leave his wife for me.
I simply adore him. Cutest sweetest heart he.
Love,
Doel
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