Wednesday, 19 December 2018

Gaze

One look, and I gazed,
That feeling has left me so dazed,
I'm amazed At the profundity
Of that thought, the serenity
Of that compassionate gaze is fraught
With stardust in those very bones
Of a bloody battle hard fought,
Is there no more peace
In that gaze, a friendship lost,
But I am still dazed.

I knew not we were trapped in a maze
Going round and round in a haze,
The golden Sun in your hair,
But my well-fought battle lost -- unfair,
So many words I meant to speak,
As I run over them now all I've tweaked,
Into the deep, dark silence of your gaze,
The shining, but sullied of a lost case,
A negative paradigm of a friendship gone cold,
But I'm still amazed by your dazed gaze.

Tuesday, 18 December 2018

Apologies

I am sorry you misconstrued,
Beat my ego down to pulp,
But those salty tears now falling hard
I hold back and down I gulp.

I am sorry there was little time
To dance to songs and sing to rhymes,
But that divine order I find cryptic,
What's in store is shy, mystic.

It hides from me, but it gives me signs,
A feeling and a pause sublime,
I know I shouldn't push and pull,
But what if of inertia I am full?

I said Sorry, yet I don't know if,
What is willed will or won't,
But what's a given is that I will give
My utmost, my very most.

I rise like a bird into the sky,
With the wind in my hair
And the sun in my eyes,
Onto the long road so fair.

And I take you under my wing, don't I?
I said Sorry, right, didn't I?
I patched it like tweed, didn't I?
Will I be forgiven, won't I?

Monday, 26 November 2018

Thirty three

Oh the misfortunes of a woman
In her thirty third year,
Like the crust of a mango pie, delicious
But now ripe, slightly sour.
To change the tide in the run-up to
The deathly hour, the decay,
Gearing up for the marathon, the bitter
Truth making forth the way.
Now, to change tracks; Now, to become
What the twenties couldn't promise,
In the final analysis when you do the sum
The total fortune of this woman is extant.
She knows her lines from her vices
That line her muscles, faith departed,
She knows she lacks now in certain spices,
But now more willing to give than when she started;
She's no more a kitten: abominable for her to purr,
But in a nightclub she could still evoke a stir,
Her twinkle, her wrinkle and her forty different  shoes
Are all for the long journey ahead, affecting the blues.
She knows more Now, but humility has set in,
She understands no vow is all for the asking;
More determined in the promises she makes,
She's more a woman, now, no more just a busty damsel.

Monday, 29 October 2018

I wonder

I wonder sometimes
With no ado, what is what
And what is true;
All is life,
All inheritors of this earth,
I live long, knowing dirt from dirt;
Girls in white skirts are singing
Devotional songs;
The dancers dance
Far and long;
We come together,
Let's rejoice,
For the wine is drunk,
And cheese always spoilt.

Monday, 22 October 2018

Love

Dear love, fear not;
Fear hundred, fear two hundred,
A thousand angels reside
Here, in happiness decide
That love, kindness and compassion
Is the way,
Forever to stay;
Love, oh love,
Low and high,
Never hush-hush,
Never shy.

Friday, 19 October 2018

No more

Him, but her,
Total wonder,
No child
No grave,
All asunder,
The battle is won!

Saturday, 13 October 2018

Sky

Winning streaks of polar bear,
In the sky do look and stare;
Forgiving, loving, wonderful law,
With beauty meaning victory won;
Pride of His insanity is to look at eater
Wonderfully; no more tears to be shed,
Life is Wonderful in his head;
Looking forever, forever bound
By a guilty feeling that resounds;
Life is life, life is good;
Tickling laughter understood.

Thursday, 11 October 2018

Clock

The clock turns clockwise,
Never anti,
Never cutting,
Forever moving.

Monday, 8 October 2018

Clouds

Love all,
No more the rap
From god.
Inept but whisper,
Clouds deliver.

For my bj

I love you bj,
Love, Love, love;
Your hair,
Your smell,
Your eyes,
Are all I want today,
Loving forever,
Loving you and only you,
Forever and forever,
My jaybird, my jaybird.

To my dad

The monster has recoiled,
His nature in the soil,
Our private charter now,
Is never in a cow.
What feat we have achieved,
I love you dear, so please,
A successful battle won,
All brothers and sisters stunned;
You are mine now forever,
Love you now dear daughter.

Saturday, 6 October 2018

For mr murthy

The divine shine
No ignominy,
No evil shroud
The papacy becomes,
A heavenly given
Thoughtful slumber,
Of dreams forgotten,
Of friendship never foregone;
No enemies, but love
For a star,
For a little girl,
For her father,
Her god,
Gifts of beautiful,
Of colours, auras,
So superego
Some superhero,
Some devilish functions
Will stop,
Forever living
In goodness unbounded,
Love,
Death is a fallacy,
The lulu gods
Are laughing.

Tuesday, 2 October 2018

For all

We love, never hate;
No more damsel in distress,
A wonderful perdition,
A singing birds intuition:
My love forever resides
In my heart as the flames decide
What is what, what is not;
We love,
Hence survive.

Sweet mother

My sweet mother
All your chiding I bear;
I know now
Little secrets are hard to unveil;
I love you so
Let's not be dirty;
Hair is important for hygiene,
It's a god-given gift to clean dirt
From the mind
And be soothibgly polite,
So what if I'm dark
And not sometimes white;
Mom, I say, be sensible now,
Be the queen you are,
For your love endowed;
Trust humble persons,
For pride will vanquish you:
Absolute happiness is nirvana.

For mom and bro

My sweet little brother
I love you so;
Mom knows best
And I do too:
Health is all in the mind,
Think good thoughts
And be very kind,
Love is for real kinship,
Friendship must be worn
Like a candlestick;
I love you brother:
I'll be very Frank,
Sometimes you are my heartbeat,
In this land;
Of lovely thoughts,
Lovely desires;
You are the healthiest child
Mom ever sired;
We love you mom:
Let's be positive now,
Let's have some humour
And not gloomy thoughts.

Monday, 1 October 2018

Waterway

Yes to my love,
No to everyone;
Dirty talk is not sanctimonious,
It's like a beautiful heart;
Love is pure,
But dirty talking,
Walking men;
Within me my love resounds,
My love has conquered,
And I flow
Like the waterway
In destiny's core;
No more sinking,
Forever I rise;
Thinking one and all
Will be happy,
When the bride walks half,
And holds his hand;
The dirty talking
Will be just sand.

Sacred church

Good times are here to stay,
Public places are here to stay;
Life-giving hair is sacred church,
Love forever when you lurch;
Kindness, compassion forever
In your heart;
Mindful love is just a start;
Sensei sensors everywhere,
Hair is most important when you care;
Mother: shouting matches no more,
Let's play with love everywhere.

Hair, there and everywhere

The infinite possibility of goodness
Is hair and there and everywhere;
Love lasts forever,
Because we really care;
Kindness is an opportunity,
Thank you for the cake;
But I'm leaving now forever,
For the life that I must make;
Signals barging in and out,
The battle has been won;
Required to perish,
When the job is really done;
Shying away from a Simon's gaze,
Hair today, gone tomorrow.

Thursday, 20 September 2018

The Rose

When to count,
When to divide;
The wholesome mind
Has its own plan.
The driving force
Is integrity,
Showing none
Depravity;
The ringing ogre's
Singing enigma;
Is the choice she made,
To live forever;
But God has better things
Planned for her;
Because she is so good
And she is so whole.

Wednesday, 19 September 2018

Not prey, but pray

A rap by God in Christiandom,
Is a rap by heaven, so rise one and all!
Claim your Gods! Forgive yourselves,
Pay penance yourselves,
Not prey,
But pray,
But love,
Not love,
Not desire,
On the middle path.

Life is life!

Love yourself, love, love, love yourself!
Know, know, know yourself!
Educate, educate, educate yourself!
Forgive, forgive, forgive yourself!
Remember, remember, remember yourself!
But I love you my holy man,
I love all, because of this great love you gave birth to,
Never ever even think of extinguishing,
Because life is life;
Life is happiness,
Life is the miracle,
It's always life!
We are all Gods and goddesses,
Life is life!

Love is all that counts

Never say never,
Love is all that counts,
I love a great, holy man
And that is why I'm sound.
I love for loving all of nature,
I love the divine,
Divinity is goodness,
It is kindness in the mind,
You wonderful friend of mine,
Just say it as you will,
But never corrupt your nature,
For nature also has a will,
We love all, we love one,
We love and never lose,
All of humanity knows this,
But corruption is the noose;
That is why I love him,
That is why I never ever lose,
Holy words are for all betterment,
Let's rejoice in absolute happiness.
The big fighters in life,
Always live forever.

Sexuality

Kryptic puzzles, no more tests,
Life is for giving,
I've forgiven the rest,
Let's face our tests,
Let's face our trials,
Let's walk out of delusion and denial,
Nonsense makes sense,
Zero is forgiving,
I rise forever, always forgiving,
I love nature,
May no one deny,
That natural laws are in place,
To do the deed for the rest.

Understanding!

Verity, verity, verity,
Verily yours,
Niceness counts,
Politeness counts, courage counts,
Bravery counts,
Love counts,
Kindness counts,
And that is what will
Beat all negativity;
Let our hearts grow wider with
Ever-widening compassion
Because all children are so holy,
Never beat us, never torture us,
Grow! Grow! Grow!
Evolve! evolve! evolve!
With ever-widening love, kindness, compassion
Understanding!

Destiny

Trent went on a bend,
Dignity has survived,
Nothing is more perceived
As water in the eyes.
Things of future are not objects,
No one is holier than thou,
But wonder not what may happen,
Do the right thing now.
What is curly is whirly,
What is straight is bent,
But in the real world today
God has sent
A wonderful beginning,
A wonderful creative dent,
Let no one spoil for choices,
Let's all work towards our destiny,
I'm no small girl spoilt for choices,
My destiny is always in the making;
Do the right thing now, dear friends!
I love your futures,
So I pray,
As you prey on evil eyes,
Let's love, not hate.

Santa Claus is coming!

Santa Claus is coming to town!
Jingle all the way!
All children should be making merry
For happiness is the way;
We all love gifts
On Santa way,
The high road may be tough for some,
But it's really Karmaland,
Let's brave the storm. Come, let's arise!
That is how we really stand,
Let's tolerate each other,
With love evergrowing
And forgive with an open heart,
Never change nature's way,
But do good always.

Kill no one

Kill no one, Kill nobody,
Love everybody,
Because compassion is the way,
Be kind in behaviour,
Be kind in thought,
Be kind in the secular way,
Be kind in action,
Be sweet in words,
Be lovely in all you do;
Think fearless thoughts,
Rise above the storm,
And with words of love undo;
There is no trick, there is no magic,
Mystic is the way,
Life is beautiful,
Life is right
In the middle way,
No radicalisation is good;
All extremes are bad,
The holy war is won,
We have all surmounted
The tidal waves;
This is the youth
Of all eternity;
All children
Are good and lovely;
We are all
Homosapiens,
But really we are all human
At the end of the day.

Karmaland

I have confidence in myself,
Have you lost your confidence today?
Dearest mother, I appeal
Let the sunshine thou bathe;
This world is not a crucifix,
Fix and heal in Karmaland,
Because Karmaland my dear
Mother, is really really Dharmaland.
In wonderment, you desire,
That I be fixed for an anomaly;
But, I'm no anomaly mother,
We are all nothing and everything;
So what if you think I am a loser,
I'm a winner all the way;
This is what it is dear mother,
Let the moonlight thou bathe;
This victory is for everyone,
We have all won the fight;
Decorum has been set in order,
Put decorous thinking in sight;
Life is not a game dear mother,
Life is all we have;
Be good, be sweet, be kind, be happy,
Becauise that is Buddhaland,
My life is enormous mother,
For you I live and breathe,
For the best mother of all time;
My mother dearest
Forget seduction
Because that is a huge deduction,
In a land where we only evolve
And learn the good way of life,
Nobody is so corrupt mother,
That they will slay me to be free,
I have won the battle, mother, etre silencieux, please.

Tuesday, 18 September 2018

Bill and Gates

Intention! Intention! Intention!
Is what counts, That is the way,
Right intentions, on the middle way,
No more hypertension,
No more hyperbole,
No more greed,
All ambition
Is a mission,
We are all actors,
Our life
Emerges in a playground,
Hit and run,
No miss ever,
That's the secret of evil
Desire.

Forgive

Believe, believe, believe
Children! In the power of forgiveness
With strict strictures, with the prayer
Of nature, The dance of life,
Is danced forever,
In joy, prosperity, and good health,
With immense riches,
Complain erases good fortune,
No complaining, no tension,
Hypertension is preintention,
Forgive yourself,
Forgive! Forgive! Forgive!
That is all we have,
That is all we got,
That is what it is.

Humanity

Time to go home,
Mission accomplished;
No more death thoughts
In the realm of God;
No more operation,
Pas de hallucination,
La verite est la realite,
Greed no more,
Chastity in eternity,
Justice done in temperance,
Love in charity,
Purity in diligence,
Never damnation,
Always holy,
Wholer than whole
No more holes to punch,
And no more fights fight,
Life is the rhythm,
The dance is life,
Life goes on,
Life is all we have,
Life is life,
Life is no game,
In trust lost
There is no shame,
Shameful?
We are all quite shameless.





The battle is won

Just dependency is in the heart,
The star must shine in Pashtun;
The dignity of a woman has been removed;
And I have won the battle forever wooed;
Have you desired a cup of tea,
Before anything else in the world;
This dignity can never be stolen,
Because cigarettes actually rule the world;
The killing spree has stopped forever,
Who do you want to kill
Those who gave birth to sire;
To love forever,
Never ever
Losing home or hearth,
In a defeated way,
All winners all the way;
No charge,
No degree,
No hyperbole,
Just wonder,
Why love,
Because time is all we have,
Space is all we are,
And love is all,
That flows through us,
No death wish is granted,
In the realm of God,
God grants all wishes,
To good people,
God is all we want,
Death is never granted,
Life goes on.

Life

The light has struck,
The snake has bonded,
With love in his eyes,
He is too grounded,
The world must collapse,
In love expand,
The verity of creation
Is evolution,
In fallacy those who live,
Must be amiss;
The zero wins always,
Its all life,
Life is life;
The grazing cowherds,
Sheep their wool,
The wisdom of the winner,
Is never lost.

Monday, 17 September 2018

Fearless

Great times are forever,
No tears shed when a fallacy
Is broken, home deus
In a lovely world,
Reality reveals all truths.

Don't kill me

The Mary marry me illusion,
Is an object of delusion;
I am gay and in no pit,
Stop rubbing your armpit;
Sense of sweat is perfusion,
Butts to be scratched,
Wonders in an annal land,
Appendixes to be saved;
Always in holy eagle peak.

Life is not a game

Gay of heart,
And in spirit,
Harry Potter
Is your name,
What you have chosen
Is the black path,
But life is life,
Not a game.

Sunday, 16 September 2018

Gay heart

The venomous poison of creation
Is a circle of ambition;
It's the secret wish of desire,
To wish or to sire;
There is no more mean vexation,
But a potful of decision,
A winged bird,
A caged heart,
A windy, lovely, soothing sensation;
A whim of creation,
Never running damnation;
But a poet's song,
A gay heart,
And a cutting dilemma.

Friday, 14 September 2018

Believe

Think not what I may do,
But your will, and iron desire;
Think not which way the world
Is turning, but which way we are burgeoning;
Think not why we are more than perfect,
And some crawling like heavenly insects;
Think not what light has done to you,
But the darkness that ensconces you;
The children of tomorrow are wiser today,
From them you learn the waterway;
Think not if definite calculations
Are for the unbidding unforgiven;
Instead rise in wonderment like thunderstorms
And live in joy with love profound;
Think not, but do believe,
That the chains will be relieved;
Believe in the beauty of nature and how
The lovely discourse has taken an  outbow.

Thursday, 13 September 2018

Light

Good times forever,
Spacious minds, have no comptroller,
Regarding the wonderment of the maze,
Your spacious contour is Wonderful,
Life for the living is a walk in the park,
Singing with gaiety, like a lark,
Forget me not, live forever,
In this wonderful garden of desire,
Cut-me-off-not xenophobic intentions,
Reduced to a fallacy of hallucination,
Live longer, stronger, fly higher,
Soar as the heart of musical wonder,
Fun times, beautiful clouds,
Rain fury at a justice undone,
So long the sun has done it's work,
And traversed on its path,
Working hard, sending light,
To all those who embrace it,
In the moonlit sky I wander;
Before we've found,
A dignified suggestion,
Banish this cloak of creation;
Wonder not, come-on-by,
We disregard the fruits of a fly,
This is what the albatross has told us,
Jocundity is the way
Into paradise.

Jungle bells

Survival. A word forgotten,
Life is life, worthy for the living,
Happiness for the forgiving,
Rejoicing for the giving,
Jewels shine within,
And the stars twinkle above,
First or last, there is more joy
In you. For the believing,
A resounding victory,
For the unworthy a petty fault,
Pretty damsel in distress,
Announces her own fault,
With courage, you arise,
With courage you become,
Forever evolving in a revolution of hope.

Saturday, 8 September 2018

Good times

Beauty. Fallacy. Tingling:
No more; justice served;
Is justice done.
Enough. In the realm of god.
Heaven had no fury,
But the streets are overflowing
With you, your mind deluded,
With kindness brewing,
Life knows it's purpose,
Life is Wonderful,
Wonderment begets;
Charmed in belief,
Serenity forever;
Justice done.

Friday, 7 September 2018

Full circle

I do it, I did it, I will do it
With a power benign,
Imbued with love, with kindness evergrowing,
Encompassing the stardust,
Travelling beyond the Milky Way,
To lands far, far and beyond,
Around full circle,
To where I stand now,
Now, knowing,
Gazing beyond the waves
Of starlit dreams,
A universe,
Of universal love.

Tuesday, 4 September 2018

Thank you

As desire creeps up on a hill,
At its peak, reaching a crescendo,
Forward, backward, upward, downward,
There in the midst of a cyclone.
I wonder, I wander, I gaze skyward-bound,
Blistering, aching, my thoughts profound.
I seek, I find, I'm amazed in the maze
That we call life; Breaking boundaries,
Shattering ceilings, growing, growing,
Aimed for the sun; And as the night shrouds
The plaintive sky, The moonlight shafts
Through, shimmering me,
I gaze, amazed,
At how I've found,
The solution
To the maze: That is life.

Sunday, 26 August 2018

Differently-coloured

What brings us together is different dolours,
As we fill the room with different colours;
We, sitting here in different postures,
Make varied posits and departures;
You, so green with envy now,
And you, so white with peace endowed,
Some so blue they look like water,
Some so red and flaming like torture,
Some seemingly in the pink of health,
All of us built in different browns with stealth,
Some so forlorn that the greys may hit us,
And black clouds May come and totally drench us;
Each looking for a strip of white cloud
That the rays may hit us and us shroud;
Differently-made like the Apple, the peach and damson,
Our leaves differently-shimmering like the fir, the peepal and ferns,
The self- same heat of the glorious Sun
Bathes us, through the self-same earth our  differently-tapered roots do run;
We each take different postures and turns
As we seek for a Ray of hope and burn,
And burn, burn, burn through life, inspiration abounding,
Standing still as trees of lively nurturing,
We, all differently-hued like the rainbow,
May we seize each day just so.

My friend

My friend, we seem so different,
But we are the same,
Me from a seemingly higher station,
And you so maimed;
From you I must learn the treasures of the heart,
What do I have to offer? There isn't even a start.
"When the heart has won, you ve won it all,"
You told me then, causing my rudder to stall
And steer my boat on waterways higher,
And embrace life even when it seems dire.
On this day of brotherly love
I have no gift,
But a smile, and a Hi,
As through life we drift,
The waves and troughs holding our friendship in stead,
Let's end all bygones and look ahead,
As I take another jewel from your heart,
And adorn my poesies aimed like dart.

For my brother

On this day brother,
I beseech you
To give up warning ways
That seethe you;
May you grow from strength to strength
Our bond of eternal friendship
Smoothly crossing every bend;
May you rock on the sea of life
Ever gently, sailing every strife,
And scale mountaintops
To see suns of gold,
May you hold success in your palms
As your path unfolds;
And more than that what would a sister May
That you are safe and sound
And each day return to the bed you made;
May you know blitheful sleep all through the journey
And soar as an eagle, regal and brotherly.

Saturday, 18 August 2018

For the children

The title is cast and a princess I become,
The raging multitudes bask in the harsh, glorious Sun.
I'm typically pickled by the here and now of now,
Sometimes wafting into memory of things in the past.
The little children hidden, smile their blithe lips curved,
And the heart that is becoming is now brimming with love.
So much to wish the morrow.
So much for the horse's gallop,
So much to bear this injury,
As the mare does me wallop.
So much for grazing grass,
So much for wild fantasia,
The guru summons allegiance,
The chella just sits vella.

Thursday, 16 August 2018

Hugging and kissing and loving

It was just three months of
Hugging and kissing and loving,
Seems like an era has passed,
There were no obligations for the giving,
But you bolted out real fast.
An end of an era. an end of a saga,
The Monsoon rains can't drown my sorrow;
So much for the hugging and kissing and loving,
may you find true heart in all you do.

Monday, 13 August 2018

The Things That matter — Edith Nesbit

NOW that I've nearly done my days,
And grown too stiff to sweep or sew,
I sit and think, till I'm amaze,
About what lots of things I know:
Things as I've found out one by one--
And when I'm fast down in the clay,
My knowing things and how they're done
Will all be lost and thrown away.

There's things, I know, as won't be lost,
Things as folks write and talk about:
The way to keep your roots from frost,
And how to get your ink spots out.
What medicine's good for sores and sprains,
What way to salt your butter down,
What charms will cure your different pains,
And what will bright your faded gown.

But more important things than these,
They can't be written in a book:
How fast to boil your greens and peas,
And how good bacon ought to look;
The feel of real good wearing stuff,
The kind of apple as will keep,
The look of bread that's rose enough,
And how to get a child asleep.

Whether the jam is fit to pot,
Whether the milk is going to turn,
Whether a hen will lay or not,
Is things as some folks never learn.
I know the weather by the sky,
I know what herbs grow in what lane;
And if sick men are going to die,
Or if they'll get about again.

Young wives come in, a-smiling, grave,
With secrets that they itch to tell:
I know what sort of times they'll have,
And if they'll have a boy or gell.
And if a lad is ill to bind,
Or some young maid is hard to lead,
I know when you should speak 'em kind,
And when it's scolding as they need.

I used to know where birds ud set,
And likely spots for trout or hare,
And God may want me to forget
The way to set a line or snare;
But not the way to truss a chick,
To fry a fish, or baste a roast,
Nor how to tell, when folks are sick,
What kind of herb will ease them most!

Forgetting seems such silly waste!
I know so many little things,
And now the Angels will make haste
To dust it all away with wings!
O God, you made me like to know,
You kept the things straight in my head,
Please God, if you can make it so,
Let me know something when I'm dead.  —Edith Nesbit

Never shedding a tear

Wow! You've challenged me again,
With your frog eyes and frog head,
You think I should fall dead?
But the blood in me is racing with life
I am no more daughter, no more wife,
but a woman in whom goodness abounds,
In who no more pettiness shrouds,
The willful intentions of saving all child,
And never shedding a tear over your frog eyes.

The decree

A hundred bells toll for me,
And more than that toll for thee,
But sometimes I really do feel,
That they ring and sing just for me.
I have arrived at this crossroads now
Where more than a vision loud
And screaming, teeming with all those lies
Lay bare the truth that can no more hide.
With fortitude and my head held high,
I cross many shores to deny,
That your intention is true, but your volition not,
What else can I do without
A single morsel, but my heart so proud,
My goodwill will never die,
And I'm sure you can see the sky,
Beneath which all the leaves do shimmer
In sunlight's gaze they wither and glimmer.
The mountains snow-peaked touch the clouds,
My mind right there with no more doubt,
That all is good and all will be
If only you could see the decree.

Oh little girl!

Oh little girl! What challenges face you?
Why are your eyes glazed with sorrow?
Where is your blithe smile,
May I see it in the morrow?
You upset me. What challenges face you
In your little hut? Have they hurt you?
My blood is curdled, hot
Thinking what not
You must've faced
In your little hut.

Sunday, 12 August 2018

Victory

So much for beatifying,
Glorifying, sullying
Not one drop, Fortifying;
To live in solitude,
Gratitude, with attitude;
So much, so now,
No matter what the turn,
I am not ashamed,
Now, nearer to fame,
Glory, Of the heart,
Where reason does start,
Never will I lose
This battle again.

Thursday, 9 August 2018

Lover-friend

What is love, you asked me then;
I'll tell you now you are my eternal friend,
A million, gazillion, are beckoning me,
But you I seek, I'm glad I met thee.
Your so-called scolding I really love,
When I insult you, I am hurt.
I think of you,
I know you are safe,
But call me now,
My lover-friend.

Wednesday, 8 August 2018

My speech

My speech is like a sword,
But my love for you is gentle,
But the time has come,
When I must soften my stance,
I love my little ones,
And you throw fire,
Out of your sweetest golden heart,
My sword will bend,
Because it's not meant to kill,
It's bent nook is to draw you still
Closer, Closer, Closer now.
I love you darling,
And you don't know How.
My piece of liver, kidney, and some sorrow,
Is playing games, but, you know, tomorrow
The first thought that creeps,
The first song I sing,
Is for you, then he, my brother,
Until, you know what life is all about,
I love you Sire, and you don't know How.

From a girl to her lives

My lovely fraternity, I'm bound to you,
My sir has called and both of thy songs
Are locked in my heart for eternity;
And I will create a life for both
And more, For every child,
My tutors and my benign minds,
My lovely little fraternity,
Accept my sorority,
My rightful, darling dear is here,
But you and he seem in trouble somewhere,
Come close to me, call out to me,
My fraternity, my matrimony.
And I'll arrive, I'm always here,
Scaling mountains high
Not a caged bird; Flying high,
Reaching out to the sky,
I love all, but two now dearer,
Fly higher, run faster, be stronger,
My fraternity, my matrimony,
My very blood and bones,
My very life,
My strife is over.
So beware,
Every step in joyful glee must be spake,
lovely darlings,
My very soul,
I love you dear,
Muwaaah! behold!

Tuesday, 24 July 2018

India: 2018

There's saffron flying in the air,
The saints are drinking with little care,
Bovine mothers no more till the soil,
Bearded fakirs do yet recoil
With horror, thundering, saffron all around,
The loudspeaker plays out devotional Hindi songs,
The white-clad leaders smell exotic oils,
Crooked dealers bring things to a boil.
Every of the billion suffering unbidden,
Their cares, upward ambitions so hidden,
They pour in hours, little to expose,
Knives, lathis, charges unfold;
The criminal knows not what got him here,
Sitting in his prison cell he holds none dear ;
The women seek grooms all dandy,
To take them away from the god-forsaken shanty.
The roads of craters and balloons,
Bridges tumble down, spelling doom;
Children learn by heart, eyes away from the world,
Now thrown in the throes of corporate culture.
Let's shout out loud for we are growing,
Amid this diverse jungle, little knowing
That a heartful exchange, and now a kind word
Could lead to change, our flags unfurled.

Saturday, 14 July 2018

A broken-hearted song

The gentle breeze, a touch sullen,
The broken-hearted song is sung;
We've traversed so many paths before,
Never so royal, so taken, with fortitude galore;
A formidable man are you and many a maiden,
Will bequeath to you her charms unbidden,
But the friend that you truly seek,
May be you will find in me;
For you may know not but your sorrows I know,
Your wayward smile and your juvenile brow,
But many a maiden will discover what's hid,
But there would never be a friend like I did.

Saturday, 7 July 2018

Win life

I haven't really been as a lion:
Surefooted, preying, regal.
But, I have been praying, learning,
Vanquishing all that is feeble.
I have a song in my heart for you
That you seek, you will seem;
May all that you believe, construe
Take you on mountaintops of dreams;
May you fulfill your heart's beautiful desires,
May you conquer what evil is without,
May you envision and then Sire,
Your hopes, meaningful doubts
May you defeat, and grow, and live
A life of love, joy, and praise,
May you win every bout,
Every fight, a winner in every phase.

Thursday, 28 June 2018

Pain

The clouds come in gustful blows
Breaking down well-established walls,
With impunity they harangue thee
And the jocundity and mirth stall.
You gather about your senses
As the structures come crumbling down,
You have no more defences,
And a smile is far, but a frown.
To talk is a rightful ordeal
For all have turned against you,
To love is a pain in itself
For all my feelings you misconstrued.

Monday, 25 June 2018

Need some import

You said it, but you didn't;
I must be wild to believe you,
Especially since the hour of solitude
You spent with someone else so dear,
My heart is now clouded with fear
For I did believe you, but I must've been crazy;
But nothing can discount
That the hour of solitude
You spent with someone else so dear.
Maybe I am not that important,
Maybe I succumbed too quickly
For you to give me more importance
Than is necessary, maybe I should backtrack,
Hide my feelings, lest I hurt more,
I can't shed one more drop of tear
Than is necessary;
Why won't you hold me so dear,
And spend the hour of solitude with me,
For I do love you, and I'm willing to bear
Your spites and distastes and misfortunes,
But it's too soon to tell you that,
Lest I succumb too quickly
Again, and you give me less importance
Than I already have verily.

Hurting, paining

I'm hurting, I'm paining
With your various shenanigans,
With your merry-making without me,
With no import I am hanging
By a threadbare string of hope
That things are tighter than the rope
That binds us, rules us;
May be things were better
Till I discovered your various shenanigans,
Your merry-making till the hours of dawn,
Gosh! I feel like a pawn
On a chessboard,
About to be sacrificed;
No words would suffice
To say how much I'm hurting, I'm paining.

Sunday, 17 June 2018

My love

My love you are so cold
For now, your heart warm as gold;
I've fallen in love with you,
My thoughts to you are sold.
I love your smile,
Your laugh so wild,
The purity of your heart
And the nobility of your mind.
My love, I love you so.

Monday, 21 May 2018

My urchin girl

A girl, an urchin girl,
A girl with head full of curls,
A girl of beauty so benign,
A wayward, shifty, Wicked smile.
She danced on a bicycle,
Calling out to me;
I took her in my arms in reverie.
She played truth or dare
With compulsion out of bounds,
With dirt in her hair,
Her mind so sound.
She loved the fruitful cry of nature,
Her life, a veritable adventure.
She gave hugs of glee,
With a laughter so smooth,
She was growing up,
And had lost a tooth.
I wonder where she is now,
My little friend I wonder how
You did the little things you did,
May life be kind to you, God forbid.

Sunday, 29 April 2018

Elections

The torrid Sunrays never cease
To build a skin of hardened ease,
The twentieth to the right stops to smile,
Walking onward mile by mile.
The hundredth person sings a song,
With the fiftieth man waiting so long,
The queue goes on and on and On,
The elections are looming,  so long!

Thursday, 12 April 2018

Regenesis

Within and without,
giving more than the bout,
alternating to and fro
up and down and about.
What words beseech me?
As you draw thee unto seeing,
with more than words could
crave, our hearts may not relent.
have we lost the war, this holy war,
of words and becomings?
This lovely killing desire of gifts,
this wave of life, from hilt to hilt.
with plumes of varied hues coming,
life is but a fortune of retellings.
weaving gold upon gold,
the colourful existence of being
Is cold and fraught with no
undesirable wickedness,
but a gift to mankind and regenesis.

Tuesday, 13 March 2018

les esperances

tout ce que tu veut,
tous Mes aspirations,
tous mes inheritances,
tous les esperances,
nous imaginons,
nous formons les regles,
de les jeux,
de tout ce que tu veut.

Friday, 9 March 2018

repaired

Life  in a forested hamlet,
broken but beyond,
life is there,
life is here,
I am near,
going on as tides summit,
in this wild town
of desire,
love conquers,
peace prevails,
time stops,
In this hamlet.

Friday, 23 February 2018

cry of a werewolf

The minions will laugh
when the gods cry
with the cry of a wolf.
the minions of forgotten
dancing and singing.
as God weeps
there is no better
way to resolve
criteria,
but with love and prayers.
the gods are singing
to make the minions dance
at one glance.
love abounds
in infinite time.

many sounds

a thousand words were spoken
when life became unbearable,
living in the midst of flames
was a flame repeatable.
in this lovely wood of stars
a veritable girl did start,
a journey to the beyond
And below, where lovely
thoughts did flow,
inimitable, resounding,
with beauty abounding.
this is what it is.
this is how it is.

Thursday, 22 February 2018

Life is life

Up and down, in waves of undulation,
Life takes its veering turn,
There in that little bend,
Lies a lotus of whirling spend.
Life nicely turns around,
What is there in this fluttering bird.
A dove of peace, a rightful joke,
As we yawn and we laugh.
There is no gift greater
Than a charming jewel,
A gift of hope, a ray of light,
A lovely x-ray of intent.
There is no bigger, greater discussion,
Than a conversation of intuition,
In imagination, in lovely tones
Life is life.

Saturday, 17 February 2018

eternal friends

another year has gone by,
And yet we remain friends,
But the light that was kindled,
And that's how we began.
our friendship is eternal
And I'll always stand by you,
unto this day that we began

Paths

Have you ever thought
About the destruction
Of the bygone era.
Man suffers. Man destroys.
Life goes on
And the path ahead
Is full of hilly paths
And Rocky terrains
With jewels in our hearts
We traverse the paths
Of evergrowing love.

Wednesday, 14 February 2018

Forgive us

We who lost the way,
Don't know where we are,
Lost in clouds of smoke,
Sometimes wonder on the
Path of evil, and for all time
Arise to goodness, beauty
And harmony,
Knowing naught,
But knowing within,
What it would be like
To truly sin.

Sunday, 14 January 2018

Vilious

I got used to it,
The vile.
The waters surged,
The girls gurgled.
Saffron men
In business suits,
Called sermons.
The trees,
They wilted,
The shadows
Were ghosts,
The burrows
Inviting, lilting
For lost souls.
Nature raged
A war.
Fury, devastation,
Causing to spar.
The girls gurgled,
The saints surrendered.
To hell reborn,
No wonder.