I still remember the day

Doel Sengupta presents

I still remember the day when I was two

And sitting and painting murals and doing

Phoo phoo phoo and singing and walking

And chattering with the birds how Chumki 

Beat me up black and blue in not a first!

I still remember right from the start

How everybody else was favoured over me

And i didn't get chocolates, pocket money or chaat...

I remember everytime God ditched me

For Ashwini his other Honey... that day when

I was 12 and hurt myself how my brother, father

And hubbard ran away... i remember when

I was 13 in my blue silken drape

Being praised by all for being so kind and sweet

And such a babe when God ditched me for

Ashwini and Toral Mehta and took them

To Kwality Walls refusing to marry me and all!

I remember every moment God has ditched me

And all for Ahana and Esha and Punita Bhakta...

How he keeps me with no food and money

And goes around calling every girl Love and Honey and Shona!

I remember each time I've been beaten up

And raped... i remember each time

I've slept with God calling me names!

I don't know really if I have a marriage today

Or if God is on my side or is fighting

For his four other babes!