Im sorry

I know that i bawled
But if only for you
For whom may i have expended
These mortal sinews;
Think about it some day
Even though i was unbecoming
What would you say
If i was so stricken
By all your lovely odour
Your smile so bright and white,
Im sorry for the outrage
And i feel caged,
I had the gall,
You saw me fall,
Im no more tall,
But dazed.