Today I took a half day much to my boss' dismay to go watch Batman with N. A guilty pleasure.
N has definitely lost interest in me. He told me he was very hurt when I cut him off for two months.
Well, nobody feels worse about it than me. Sometimes when the going gets tough all my bruises ache and I feel so broken. But the truth is that only good times lie ahead of me. The future is bright. This too shall pass.
Boss messaged and said he is terminating our social media agency. Truly my job lies on tenterhooks.
I think I've wasted a large part of my youth bitching and complaining. I always grew up listening to Ma complaining about everything. She still does.
I've decided to never complain ever. Stating bare facts is different. The future definitely looks like the Sun may rise on Eagle Peak. Small decisions have big consequences.
I vow to be happy.
Grateful to N for taking me for the movie.
Truly grateful for friends.
Love
Doel
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