Saturday, 23 April 2022

journal 23.4.22

Dearest Journal, 
I feel so hurt by the things my parents tell me when they are upset with me. They make me cry so. 
I haven't lived a single dream till today -- a life of many quashed dreams. I haven't gone abroad to study like my peers. Pa says ma spends 1 lakh rupees on the upkeep of the house. Why are we spending so much money? 
Ma and pa say such hurtful things. 
Enough of that. Where am I going wrong? Why am I not living the life of my dreams? 
Why am I squandering time so? Where has my chutzpah gone? 
Well... Something to think about. I don't feel like chanting or doing anything. But I feel better pouring my heart out in this journal. 
May I conquer all negativities and really overcome. 
Love
Doel

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