Thursday, 19 October 2023

journal 20.10.2023 8.44 am

Dear Journal,
Why did I get involved with a married man? 
It's a big mistake I made.
I want my Haroon, my srk, my Leo.
Somehow after a point, men I date start saying I'm not that beautiful.
I must not be very beautiful. Or may be I am.
I want the situation to ease itself out to the best possible outcome.
I wish love was easier.
I wish for a man who treats me the way Pa treats Ma.
I wish to find golden love.
I've been praying for Arun and his family. He says he is never leaving his wife.
What the hell am I doing with him? Why on Earth did he pursue me when he knew that he would never leave his wife?
I hope to get a fantastic job.
I forgive him. He needed love.
I'm a good person Journal and I want my man to see that and appreciate that.
I really hope for life to get much better.
I've been praying for it.
Now, I'll have a bath and chant and pray.
Hope to utilise each moment of my life well.
Love,
Doel.
I am grateful for my family.
I am grateful for my husband and children.
I am grateful for life with all its experiences.
I'm grateful for love, happiness, success, health, wealth, victory, and brilliance.
I am grateful for all the people who love me across the three existences.
I am grateful for my beautiful body, heart, spirit, and possessions.
I am grateful for Qudsiya.
I am grateful for this Journal.


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