Saturday, 28 October 2023

journal 28.10.2023 6.09 pm

Dear Journal,
I am so grateful for Arun. Having him in my life is a huge blessing. I feel that I have an eternal connection with him. I wish him all the very best. He is always in my prayers. I love him devotionally, unconditionally, and I think he is one of the most handsome guys I have laid my eyes on. Mashallah!
I have been waking up everyday and chanting for about one hour, various chants. I then exercise, bathe and meditate. The whole process, including eating breakfast, takes me about three hours. It has set a wonderful tone to my day. I feel more focused and happy.
I intended to paint today, but I didnt. Instead I read, which is good.
I want to increase my emotional intelligence.
Arun is spending time with his writers today, so there's no meeting him. I hope he is having a great time. I wish this film of his does very well.
I hope Buo and Sadhya's wedding goes very well and everyone is in joyous spirits.
I snapped at Ma in the morning. I love her. Her crabbiness does feel annoying sometimes when she is always criticising and complaining.
I slept for two hours before lunch. It was rejuvenating.
Yesterday, Arun and I went to watch Killer of the Flower Moon. I loved the film. His hands felt so warm and inviting.
I feel less worried by the day.
I'll now meditate for about 40 minutes and then go take a long, vigorous walk.
I am so grateful for this time that has been made available to me.
I see myself as a world-famous actress, bringing hope and joy to everyone.
I love everybody in my life. Simply everybody.
Love,
Me.
I am grateful for this beautiful wonderful life with all its beings and it's varied experiences and joys.
I am grateful for love.
6.20 pm

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