I'm feeling very hurt. Arun is married. He has a wife. Why does he cheat on her? Why does he spend so much time with her? They live in the same house. That really hurts.
I'm also really hurt that he shared the chocolates Sabbir got for me with her.
Why would a woman ever leave a man, who gives her all his money?
He's never ever bought me a single pair of clothes that I like.
I have my period. I've never wanted a single thing from him except him and I don't even have that.
I seek some clarity as to the road ahead.
I was really hurt that he kept Sabbir's chocolates for her.
I'm really hurt dearest journal and I don't want to bug him about it.
Why does he say he hates my family? Why did he call Ma an asshole yesterday?
Why does he believe in being selfish and arrogant? There is something wrong with that belief system.
Why does he compare me to his wife?
Why does he compare me to other girls?
And why am I so hurt?
I want to be happy. I don't want to feel so hurt.
Why doesn't he ever let me talk?
Why does he keep talking about his wife?
Should I leave him, dearest Journal?
I'm so hurt. So very hurt.
Love is enough may be but love should come in whole packages not in bits and pieces and parts. And I don't want to feel so heartbroken.
Love,
Me.
I am grateful for this beautiful wonderful life with all its beautiful wonderful people and all its beautiful wonderful experiences.
I am grateful.
I am feeling very hurt and heartbroken that I don't get replies to my messages these days.
I am feeling very hurt and heartbroken that so much is demanded of me in this relationship.
I'm feeling very hurt. Very heartbroken.
I love myself. I love everybody.
11.50 am
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