I came back after meeting See Dhi about an hour ago. Meeting her makes me feel so anxious. She has a visibly more macabre outlook on life than most people.
I feel the strange ringing in my ears feeling again. It is accompanied by a feeling that a higher power is trying to communicate with me.
I spent the day chanting and going through Tarot videos.
I wish I wasnt feeling this lump in my throat and oh so activated. I also missed Arun a lot today.
I feel like crying actually.
I helped Pa and Ma with the vessels since Moddeley is not coming to work.
I has doodh bhaat kola gud for dinner.
I think I'll go take a walk.
I am feeling:
Alright. A little happy sad mixed.
Totally in love with Arun.
Full of love.
I am grateful for God's infinite love, Grace and blessings on my life.
Love,
Me.
9 14 pm
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