Friday, 24 December 2021

A Little Brother Is Precious

Regal, the prince of the home,
Kind with dogs, cats, even snakes,
But for cranky girls a face stone cold.
Glued feet to balls, and sticky fingers
For technology and an astute knowledge 
Of everything to do with biology.
A responsible drooping shoulder,
Many worries and several plans,
Keeping expectations lower
But no dreams to be panned.
Girls come, girls they go, seeking
Starlight in their eyes, a doting 
Handsome youth to grow old,
Always cooking with special plans.
Bathing twenty times a day,
Sweating hundred and fifty.
Live as long as the drops of sweat you sweat
And as sweet and loving as in my dreams. 

The Decisive Man

 Sure like  a needle

Sewed to tie a button,

Intricate, definite,

A real binding force.

Tough like glue

The kind that

Soap can't remove

Sticking to the point,

Never deviating from the course.

Tough advice borne of wisdom

From errors that were suffered,

Decisive action, always dependable,

But young and fresh as if just

Out of a rabbit hole.

Prepared to face the worst,

But always a Santa with goodies,

A will, many dreams, weaved

Through sleepless nights

Of blissful pondering

And tough meandering

Through streets; sometimes

Worried, sometimes carried

Away with the tide,

But like a rock: solid

And glittering like gold.

The Scent of A Woman

 Pickled carrots

And turmeric,

The musty smell of curd

And fresh jam,

The whistle of the pressure cooker

And sometimes bread with ham.

The rice, each grain is precious,

Sieved through a rusty ring with holes,

Hot by the fire, sweltering,

Feeding hot macher jhol.

The hands are wrinkled

Pink, the lines are clear and deep

Just as is fate knitting sewing

With one hand to feed the geese.

My Old Denims

 It was given to me

Two decades ago

And I've clearly 

Outgrown it,

My belly hanging,

Love handles bulging,

Skin sagging.

Two decades ago

But I still smell it:

My old denims.

Like love on a hot Summer's Day

 It comes suddenly

Like a crow at your window sill

Rising in your face

Heart thumping,

Blood Pumping,

Time stumping,

Just a grain of sand

Invisible in your hand;

It comes like love

On a hot Summer's Day

With a crow at your window sill

Rising in your face;

And then you shut the window

To it because it came suddenly

Like love on a hot Summer's Day.


Thursday, 23 December 2021

new year 2022

It's that time of the year again
And as you nest in your crib
Remember the season stands for hope, 
For courage and for washing off all pain. 
As the sun sets early this time of the year
Bring out your sparkly lights to brighten twilight
And regale in a new determination that it may
Snow love and rain blessings this year and again
Next year; As you make your resolutions
I gift you this prayer I wrote: To carry forward the good, 
Rejoice in small victories and large ones
And resurrect yourself with hope. 
Merry Christmas and a happy new year! 
The Sengupta family

Thursday, 16 December 2021

Dreams

 I have dreams, several of them,

And I've rarely been satisfied

Unless I'm having fun, You know

The kind where imagination

Blazes trails and work is rising

Songs and canderous banter;

I plant seeds in the soil of my mind,

Watering and nurturing my dreams:

Oh so many of them and they tangle

As they sprout directionless, such is

The way of trees and I love it for

The straighter the more uprooted;

Blazing towards the sun, A forest

Of many greens of all that I would seem.

Have you noticed that the moment

You employ patience and water

Nonetheless the soil, the sprout 

Sprouts out? Patience and acceptance,

A through testing of the soil

Is the way of plants and dreams. 

Veins through dark skin

 You looked cold sitting across me,

Quivering shivering and praising,

Your veins throbbing through your 

Dark skin, you seemed old sitting across me

Yet you regaled me with tales,

Clearly interested, clearly becoming,

Clearly not taking no for an answer.

It wasn't like you were selling me insurance,

Well of the future may be and I played along,

Stringing word into word, Melody into melody,

Creating symphony with hope you would

Give me a chance to be showered with praises.

You sat there hoping I would give you a chance

To have the last dance, but that's reserved only for

My old man: The true gold with throbbing veins

Through dark skin: And so our night ended and

Day began.

Wednesday, 15 December 2021

Posthumous award

 You were posthumously awarded

And I shuddered in my seat;

What if you were here; you are bedded

Tied in the hospital reed.

You haven't gone but you 

Could as well have been,

I rise to collect your reward

For all your deeds, as a lover

And a friend: I will sing to you

In the hospital. But what if

Your heart stops now? It has.

Like I said you were posthumously awarded.

Saturday, 27 November 2021

patience

When would I be mad? When would I be crashed? 
If my dreams were to fail me I'd sure as well be dashed? 
But there's no chance of that as I prepare for the morrow
Putting aside all chagrin and all my measly sorrow. 
I know that day will come, me sitting on the moon;
All I need is patience for dreams, they don't materialise very soon. 

Thursday, 18 November 2021

The flower at my altar

Today the flower seems dusty
Because of constant criticism 
With lack of love; but it musters
Its power of being not new to such
Happenings of the universe: it turns
Its head in the wind, spring time is far:
In the summer dust it need not search
For the sun. The flower, not of beauty, 
Not of things sublime. A stately white
And pink and common it adorns
My altar. 

Thursday, 11 November 2021

Broken Doors

I am sitting comfortably on the bus
By my friend who doesn't acknowledge me
And you unseat me in an unglorious
Fashion, relegating me to the back
Where I'm all alone. 
I'm sitting at home basking in my father's love
And you come with a car, holding it, superhuman 
Bashing the door, unhinged from its latches
And I feel like I'm forcing open doors, 
Crossing barriers, shattering norms
Winning, winning, winning! 
I awake: a sense of fulfillment! 
I win. 

Monday, 1 November 2021

my wishes for now

I wish we had more money, 
You know, as a family;
Wish we could enjoy luxuries
And comforts and splurge;
I wish my father gave up alcohol
And had a pleasant temperament
And was hopeful; I wish my mother
Never complained and my brother
Was my best friend. So many wishes. 
A dream to conquer the world
My wishes for now. 

Saturday, 30 October 2021

unemotional me

I have wasted many a day in lies and emotions
But now I'm imbued with an all new notion
Rr
RA sweet disposition with emotions out of the rout. 
I will scale all peaks that come my way
Tirelessly garnering sweet thoughts and says. 
I have come this far the emotional me
How far will my strength take me, let us see. 

Sunday, 17 October 2021

The crow caws sweetly

The plaintive cry of the crow
As it loses its mate to a storm
As it flutters by me, it's wings 
Touching me, bringing winds warm. 
I drop it a morsel of food, 
Its feathers are dripping and cold, 
Water it does not need, it would do
With something chewy and cold. 
The crow swooshes in line
To meet all its needs with roti. 
What a day that I felt the
Sweet cawing of a crow. 

Thursday, 7 October 2021

Space travel in dream

A while ago as I lay asleep
I dreamt of my space travel spree
And aliens many befriending me
And me on the sun with glee;
Could I stop but alas! I awoke
As my mother nudged and me poked, 
I woke up with a startling start
Vowing to make the most of my day, 
Conquer real lands and my thoughts. 
I seek to win today and befriend
Real people this day. Carpe Diem! 

I am not what I imagine myself to be

The Earth rotates surely from West to east
And I am plagued by imaginings unknown to me;
I raise my voice in order to be heard, but alas! 
I cause the sudden flight of a black bird. 
I am not what I imagine myself to be. 
Then, who am I? A princess? A pauper? 
Fear of failure for what I'm not numbs me
And I am not what I imagine myself to be. 
As surely as the sun rises each day
I vow to succeed and have a victorious day, 
To fill it with not blank walls but currency for the soul 
And then I imagine I can creep out of the hole. 

Saturday, 25 September 2021

This Hunger

This hunger that causes so much pain
Is within us from the first breath;
It causes us to rise from being pithy moths
To being large-hearted zealous messiahs. 
This hunger born of the noodles you ate
Last night to the desire to pen that poesie
And bag all the laurels of the world.
This hunger without which you would be
A nobody, causing you to feel the breeze
And a symphony. This hunger that causes
So much pain is there like an itch waiting
To be scratched, rising now from sadness
To happiness in the other, this hunger
That causes so much pain. 

Tuesday, 21 September 2021

kind to mother earth

Starting with our human realm
We can summon courage and dream
Of saving Mother Earth, of being kind to her
And dare to win her over; do you dare? 
The sun that shines on us nourishing us
Doesn't charge us a farthing and illuminates us, 
The water in the rivers and seas replenish
Us 
And quench our thirst; so with this thirst
For knowledge where do we seek to go
From here in this man eat man world;
Let's take the first step and start with kindness
From now on, kind to Mother Earth, kind to all! 

Tuesday, 7 September 2021

hair falls out

As your hair falls out and I collect it
And hand it over to you I am giving you
A sense of what it would be to be
Youthful again; cheer up: age is just a number. 

Monday, 30 August 2021

unique special music

I am one of many, nothing special
Nothing unique, yet oh dear father
You make me feel special with
Your special music. 

Sunday, 15 August 2021

As we think so we see

Long ago I thought to myself
I want it easy and in my stead
I live it now, but there's trouble still
For an easy life is not now my will;
Whatever I have ever thought
I have actualised from infinity to naught, 
So much so that now I believe
As we think so we see. 

Tuesday, 3 August 2021

Travel the universe trading stories

I have started a venture: trade across the Universe. 
If one could trade with other life forms what would one buy? 
Eclectic. Profound. Said the sage. Do you have a plan? 
Yes, to travel to other galaxies beyond the Milky Way, 
In search of life forms by night and by day. 
Good luck. Your imagination grows wilderness by the minute. 
May you find what you seek. Said the sage. 
But have you found happiness? 
May be. 
Have you found love? 
May be. 
Have you mastered your mind? 
Clearly not since I'm given to such imaginings. I dream of meeting the blue beings of Andromeda, 
And the ones beyond. Be a guest on their planets, 
And give succour to life on Earth. 
Don't fall into the trap of an illusion. Said the sage. 
It's often that you travel space in your mind, 
Tread the earth instead; give peace and joy to the lesser mortals here
Who worry about breaking bread hour upon hour. 
So I packed my bags and left for the Peruvian jungles with my buddy
In search of tales one could share as I dream of Andromedian honey. 

Sunday, 1 August 2021

A prayer for humility

When my pride cost me dearly
I realised I had to kill my pride
And I begged God to make me humblest
Throughout the lands far and wide. 
Since then it's been a while and
I've realised no prayer goes unanswered;
I have faced challenges so profound
That I've been left unencumbered. 
Slanderers, naysayers, dream killers, 
I've met them all and in my ordinariness
I remember that I've got a calling from God. 
So, now I seek happiness as I eat humble pie
And friends to surround me, love to win
And I know that this will also be answered by God. 

Thursday, 29 July 2021

Hell

Today felt like life would thrust me into hell
But I picked myself up with gratitude in my heart
The violence about me and name-calling and conspiring
I refuse to give up, I refuse to give in. 
I am not in hell today and never will be, 
Because I refuse to get angry! I will shine
Like a star in the clear night sky;
I will achieve what no one has. 
I claim victory. I can see myself at the summit. 
Never falling into hell; happiness about me;
I forgive you because you have clearly fallen into hell. 

pain

I refuse to let pain lodge in my heart. 
I simply refuse. I am my own master. 

Ma's anger

As you scream at me it hits me, 
It's better to lie to you, 
Your rage reflected in your ugly
Scowl, your words bitter and
Angry; you hit me. What is the
Point of your prayers when you
Thrash me and call me names;
I'm giving up praying like you
Because your conduct belies you. 
Today you called me a parasite:
You are best pacified with
Dishonest words. 

Wednesday, 28 July 2021

Effort

The goal is near and victory is dear. As I make efforts to take my spot on the victory stand I make efforts for my next victory. 

Victory is certain

There is no more fear left in my heart
As I make strenuous efforts towards my future;
Our collective reality is hope-filled. 
Atleast I feel that way. Yet, we see
Slavery and disrespect perpetrated. 
I wish to become a voice for the future. 
Something in me nudges me. My time has come to claim my crown and sceptre;
Not one moment lost in paying gratitude;
Not a moment's ease as I forge ahead
Towards victory to claim my spot
On the victory stand. Hope, love and respect
Filling my nerves. Effort. Effort. Effort. 
Your criticism doesn't bother me anymore.
I'm here to be happy and contribute 
To society. Violence must cease. 
It's so close at home. Violence must
Cease. My vows: be grateful for everything 
And again, effort. A life filled with
Happiness and joy and love. 
I know that all my dreams will fructify
To reality. It's obvious. Just as the sun
Rises in the East each day. 
Bathed in hope I abandon all fear, 
All disharmony, creating a revolution
Of hope, smiles and love. With effort. 
Never ceasing effort and taking responsibilty
Even for a moment. You curse me, 
Vilify me and badmouth me. 
Narcissistic you. Always blowing
Your own trumpet. May be that 
Pleases you. But I'm grateful to you. 
It teaches me how to win
Without showbaazi. Silently, 
Quietly, with effort and gratitude. 
I've ceased to fear and I claim
Happiness. It's mine. Victory 
Is certain! 

Anger

The anger welled up within me. 
It led to violence. Against me. 
For a moment the hope within
Me was shrouded by the violence
Perpetrated against me. Despite
That I continue, affirming to
Never get angry again. Seize the
Moment, cease the negative banter
And scale peaks never scaled before. 
I don't need you to have faith in me
On my own journey, my own revolution;
You may not trust me that is why
You slapped me hard, so hard it still
Hurts, and you tugged my hair
With force. You slandered me, 
Saying I've amounted to nothing;
Bitter you. I gave up my bitterness
A long time ago. On my own journey
I'm only blamed for all your agony;
Your face in a scowl perpetually, 
Pointing fingers with disrespect. 
I have no expectations from you
Anymore: not the house, not the food, 
Not encouragement. You gave up
Encouraging me a long time ago, 
Worried about keeping up your
Appearances. I'll never get angry again
For that leads to violence against me. 
You diminish my achievements, 
Painting me as a loser, but I'm here
To win and I will! Don't blame only
Me for your agonies and your fears
And worries; and next time control
Your urge to hit me. Encouragement 
You stopped a long time ago. 
Age is just a number. You are still
30 within you, beating me up for
Your own frustrations, for your
Own indignity; if you hit me again
I might run a Gandhi on you
And turn my other cheek towards you. 
I vow to never get angry again. 
And in the meantime you can
Remove the scowl from your
Ever-scowling face. 

Saturday, 24 July 2021

A wish on parent's day

Today is Parents Day. And I know I've been a handful. 
So, I take this day to tell you I love you;
You are cuter
Than you were some decades ago and old age
Wears on you as on Christmas so does snow. 
We have common aspirations, dreams and goals
And at the end of the day we pray together so we know. 
I am thankful that you put up with me and show me the way;
I have become more seasoned with gratitude for you
And all my old qualms have melted by the way. 
I wish I could do more for you, and I wish I could make you proud
So that you may be able to hold face and call my name out loud. 
I love that you are so simple and yet so charm-filled and endearing, 
Both of you, I'd like to thank you this day and tell you
That I wish you a long life and good health
And love
And prosperity and that my only wish is to 
Make you proud. 

A wish for my brother

My brother dearest, so handsome you regale, 
You show me what I little know and with your words
You show you care; I remember when you were my
Little one how I held you in my arms, played with
You all day, I did, and was enamoured by your charms. 
To this day your charms bewitch me and my love
For you is absolute, I wish you prosperity, success and
Good health and may in your life absolute joy take root. 

Drowning in the sea

The sea as vast as vast could be, 
I might drown myself in it with ease
And hold the spirit accountable for it
For it had caused me despair and agony. 

Life is the same from one day to the other

Creating prophecies, creating history
Life is the same from one day to
The other; never losing hope, never falling
Prey to evil machinations of the mind;
With kith and kin, being grateful
Life is the same from one day to
The other. 

Tuesday, 20 July 2021

stardust

It's dusk and I'm grateful for the stars 
Hidden in the monsoon clouds
That will show themselves to me
When the autumn heat is near
Those that I seek to see
Already I can hear; my wish
Is that when I sight them
My life is full of cheer
With mommy, poppy and buo
I wish to see stars sheer;
I wish for stars to take abode
In this motley heart of mine, 
So much they make me wonder
Of eternity, space and time;
The stardust in my bones
And the ones on the landing gear
Are with me as I gratefully resurrect
A nest of hope from where once lay my fears. 

hope

There is an emptiness inside me
That i cannot fill with anything, 
From past wrongs, wounded I 
Seek the fulfillment of my desires, 
A man may be to be by my side, 
Some jolly love may be to take
In my stride, a job may be that pays
And that I love, accolades may be. 
My heart full of gratitude I seek
To fill this void, with sugar nuts
And honey berry I seek to soar.

Sunday, 11 July 2021

Anxiety

Anxiety creeps on you like a python
As you seek a breakthrough in your 
Circumstances. Victory is just around
The bend, ah, I wish I could feel it now. 

Wednesday, 30 June 2021

for mom's birthday

Mommy dearest it's your birthday today
And with each day for you I pray, 
More so that your love may reside
And all your chidings I will abide;
Forever grateful to my golden swan
With a smile so precious this song
I am inspired to inscribe; mommy dearest, 
We fight, we do but at best
I love you, I do; gratitude for all you do, 
Accomplishing more with each passing day, 
Mommy dearest for you I pray. 
You have the sweetest face
And the kindest heart
And your words pierce me
As would a dart;
Mommy dearest with each passing day
For you I pray, for you I pray. 

Tuesday, 25 May 2021

me in sherwani, you in ragged clothes

You come to me in your ragged clothes
But can you pay me if I tutor you
In the way of life and teach you
To navigate boats without fear? 
Even if you can't I will mentor you
Have no fear, my misfortune changing
Into fortune, I navigate the boat;
Me in my sherwani, you in your ragged clothes. 

Friday, 14 May 2021

My imaginary love

The madness that had gripped me
Now abates to reveal my love for thee
No matter what life serves, I have
Circumvented the hills and the curves
For this lovely love that I hold for you
In my heart, never to be forsaken:
My imaginary love. 

Thursday, 13 May 2021

Hope in Bombay's sun

In Bombay's torrid summer sun
Where half the job stays undone, 
There I find hope rekindled 
For soon there will be Monsoon showers. 

The children play, their sweaty brows begotten, 
Mothers nourish them quite forgotten, 
Soon as the teary skies, reddened by the sun
Sprinkle love down Bombay's noble gutters. 

In gutters where many a man had lain, 
Footloose, abandoning his mortal pain, 
Soon as drops tickle down his toes
The summer madness must die down. 

In the changing weather patterns of Bombay's sun
We would soon seek some shiny rays on us, 
There is always hope in Bombay's tropical sun
For all ages alike for where there is work there is fun. 

Tuesday, 11 May 2021

karma

As the sun rises and the waters flow

So does my karma with all its slough, 

I take a vow to never disparage anyone, 

With my chant of the ever-sonorous

Nam myo ho renge kyo;

My mentor watches from holy eagle peak

And I awaken in the moonshaft

Sometimes, in the sunshaft at other times ;

As the planets shine and the stars twinkle

I keep myself afloat in this river of eternal life;

My mentor never leaves me with his watchful eye, 

My heart his! Nam Myo Ho renge kyo! 

Sunday, 9 May 2021

rising hope

As I lie beneath the peepal tree, 
I find that the leaves gaze at me, 
I sing a song to rightly denote
That my heart is filled with rising hope. 

Thursday, 6 May 2021

mother radiant

My mother so radiant as the sun, 
Her heart full of hope, love and peace;
Her eyes glitter from the million gems
She has seen; seeking courage and belief;
My mind a quagmire of untold sorrows
That mother refuses to acknowledge or gather;
My mother who has seen God before
Sees the light of hope in everyone. 

Tuesday, 4 May 2021

The glorious moon

The glorious moon that can't be seen
In the sunlight still shines on me, 
The unicorns play truant
And magic arises in the air! 

hell is in the place I dwell

Hell is in the place I dwell. 
Is it? Is it not? When you
Pick up your armour
And attack me with plaints 
To others, in your heart
No love, but hatred of
A kind that eats into
Your soul; you gnaw
At the flesh, unable to
Forgive or seek forgiveness. 
With forbearance I say
I am sky-bound, ready
To take off, fully sound;
Hell is in the place I dwell
Today; but tomorrow I sit
Atop a cloud, hell beneath me. 

No CCTV cameras

Ma: CCTV cameras! 
Doe: No way. 
Buo: I apologise for hitting you that day. 
Ma: I'll let go of the idea if you promise me love. 
Doe: I love you. 
Buro: Fine, no CCTV cameras. 

Monday, 3 May 2021

Under the summer sun

In the summer sun the hills
Resound with melodies, 
Calling for harmony
On the patch grass
Where many cattle
Graze, amidst cadavers;
Life is longing for some
Love, for some succour, 
Under the summer sun. 

what is the theory of madness

What is the theory of Madness
May I ask? Is it giving up imagination
And holding the mind to task;
I think it is in response to violent means
That serve no Justice, and the Truth
Must reveal. Once upon a time
Being mad was good, for lovelorn
Lovers and gigantic soldiers;
But today you would have me locked
Up In the dungeons with no food
Or water? your violence is slavish, 
It reeks of a putrid smell that
Adorns this cave where I dwell ;
You beat me up to no avail
With your evil-intentioned
Thoughts that create disharmony 
And disunity; seeing your violence 
I grow to be kind and loving
And humble and keep in mind
That the end to violence is
Spreading love and joy. 
That my friend is the theory
Of madness; spreading love
Where there rests an evil mind. 

A formidable foe

My foe, when did you harbour
Hatred in your heart first towards me? 
Was it yesterday or was it in a past life? 
Even though I bear you no enmity, 
You have decided to beguile me, 
First, with your complaints and second, 
With your overbearing attitude. 
I, who only seek, kindness and humility, 
And service to humanity; the violence 
You have wreaked against me
Rains down in your foul words. 
Arise, my foe! Embrace goodness;
It's never too late to give up
Violence and foul speech;
What is within reach is freedom
From your slavish behaviour, 
With love in my heart I offer
You a plateful of food; arise
And awake! Stop not till the
Goal is reached in laying down
All the armoury and laying sweet kisses;
I am not meek but sweet amidst 
Adversities, laying down my sword;
Abandoning foul words, kindness in
My heart as I understand how you
Must be troubled by delusions! 
What goes around, comes around;
Karma is like a pendulum that
Knows how to keep minutes, 
Sliding first back and then forth! 
Love is in granting freedom and
Accepting your faults; grant me
Life, a life of freedom; not your
Ascerbic, caustic words; abandon
Slavery, give up your blindness
For real hope; make the effort
To be kind or must you always
Be so blind? 

No more violence

As you beat me up and snatch
My only source to love and life, 
Your hand raised yesterday to match 
The pose of the venerable Kali
Gone mad with delusion as you
Beat me black and blue I succumb
Myself to God, filled with many hues. 
I have something you lack, forever
Grumbling you; I have hope amidst
The storm, sailing smoothly on a raft;
I have resilience, something you lack, 
Forever complaining because you
Think I'm daft; but my spirit soothed
By God's eternal love, basking in
His glory, I move the Earth with
My plaintive song, clothed in
Paisleys and averting all wrong;
I seek Justice and a formidable ally
For in God's love I rest and keep
Him forever on my mind; the good
That comes of me is of a selfless
Kind not clamped down by the
Violence of a deluded mind; your
Complaints cease as you release
To God all your worries and
Find good God; God rests in me, 
God rests in you; I see only God
And God everywhere, over the
Oceans, on the seabed, mingling
With fairies, God loves me as equally
As you as God is just and God is kind;
Me the kindest of the lot, God lies
In an equitable mind ; you never
Beat me again, or treat me as a slave, 
Granting me freedom that is
God's solace, God hath spoken, 
Know his wrath; "violence is
Antithecal and counter- productive, 
Abandon violence now!"

I am the tree of life

Just yesterday a few women
Came by and prayed before me;
Today a child approached and
Swung on my branches;
Tomorrow, I know, my roots
Strong, a lover will approach
And engrave her name, hurting me. 
I am the tree of life, no matter
How hardy, tragedy may not but can
Be averted. I sing breezy
Songs under the Sun
And whistle the name
Of God when the wind
Blows; I am the tree of life
Forever offering myself
To humanity; I implore
Man to reject the violence
And kill none, not even me
Because I am the tree of life, 
Forever one with my Maker, 
Forever one with life, 
Forever one with love, 
The eternal tree of life! 

Near Dragongate

I sit and peel vegetables
In a cave of rebirth and
As monumental life
Surges through me
The Dragon in my mother
Arises, spewing fire
And ascerbic words;
I kill the psyche of the
Man, knowing I am
At the entrance of
Dragongate where
All my wishes are
Fulfilled. The man, 
Who yesterday snatched
All hope, who today gives 
Up soap and the Dragon
Across Dragongate lends
Me a rope. I set the vegetables
Aside and cling to the rope
With all my might; for what
Is right is right and what
Is wrong is wrong. I set asleep
In the other world where
Fairies play beneath mushrooms. 
The dragon caresses me
Soothing my wounds as
Life races through me
And my spirit wins;
Sitting inside Dragongate
I vow to build a fortress
Of fortitude, of love and solitude. 
In the morning the Dragon releases me
And my Mother's venom grips
Her heart; home and hearth
Soothes my soul; and I take
The the role of a Dragon in
Body and in mind; the violence
Abates in my Mother as she
Realises the venom she is
Filled with against her maids
And mother and she seeks
Something divine and raises
Her thoughts to the higher mind;
She caresses her wounds, 
Self-inflicted and all and
Vows sweet words as her
Love is lost; I peek inside
Dragongate and foray into uncharted
Territories, travelling the world, 
Keeping mum; Dragongate
Is on Holy Eagle Peak! 


The world's kindest soul

The birds they chirp as the Azaan plays
And I never ever forsake my eternal vow 
To be just and kind and always keep in mind 
That humanity wins any day and violence
Abates to a zero; lunch is prepared and life
Is prosperous as I work hard atop the hills
Singing songs of joyous love, prepared for
The best, averting the worst; as the violence
Abates I swim in the ocean of life, loving
Forever humanity, the world's kindest soul. 

Sunday, 2 May 2021

Mara falls down

As I fight Mara in each waking moment
Hubbard draws me close and gives me
A kiss in each moment; psychiatry is over, 
Psychiatry is dead and I walk the ramparts
Golden in hue! Glowing eternally, Mara falls
Down and soon embraces Nam Myoho Renge Kyo! 
We tread mountainous paths and treachery
Is behind us! The warriors who faltered
Hold their heads in their hands: weeping, 
Sorrowful vowing to never abandon
The great vow to eagles, soaring high
At the height of the Sun from andromeda
And up, up away as arrests are made
We chant beautiful songs! Immortality
Is here! Truth prevails, justice prevails, 
The Law prevails for all eternity
As Mara embraces the Law! 

psychiatry is dead

The FIR is lodged;
Psychiatry is dead, 
All pills fed; captives
Leave the hospitals! 
Victory, victory, victory :
Psychiatry is dead! 

I conquer life

As my medicines come down to zero
I conquer life and stay perched on Holy Eagle peak;
The crows caw, the parrots Twitter and the
Birds, heavenly birds take flight! 
I am allowed my privacy along with my true husband, 
And the jam bottles pile up for all eternity
The jam bottles pile up and I am a free bird! 
At nine the document is signed
At ten I'm a free bird! 
No pills for me, no pills at all! 
My ever-sonorous Nam Myo Ho Renge Kyo! 

Saturday, 1 May 2021

The Last Supper

The last  supper is here at last; 
No violence in the house: all
Psychiatric medicines end! 
No psychiatry at all! Immortality
Graces the Earth! 

I fight Mara

As I fight Mara in my dreams, 
All bills evaded, I shout: Dear
Nature graces the Earth! 
Life prevails  full gusto! 
All evil plans are aborted
For all eternity! The good Law
Prevails and I sit sun-glazed
Atop Macchu Pichu! 

Wednesday, 28 April 2021

A lover of the earth

Me, a lover of the earth, 
The earth's greatest lover:
As it rotates on its axis
It takes me with it; its plants
And bees and screaming 
Shores and the magma
That comes out in great
Volumes; its lovely shrill
Voice and the shrimps
On its rocks: me beckoning
The earth as a child of God! 

Friday, 23 April 2021

Life prevails

The start of goodness is here! 
Immortality is here; life prevails
Like never before as this spring 
The Gulmohars bloom for me. 
Victory, victory, victory! Strawberry
Jam for everyone! Victory, victory, victory! 

Parkatnagswaroopaniadi lose it for good

Parkatnagswaroopadi lose their shit, 
In a rut they fight all my friends, 
And lose the Nirbhaya case for good by 4.

Wednesday, 21 April 2021

A letter to my Koala Bear

The benefits of the banana plant:
The banana plant has many virtues;
Its shade-giving properties are many, 
Like a gong it separates wind from wind
And raises its fans in the cool, breezy air, 
Not one hair can be torn, yet it is edible
In every part and particle, gathering dust, 
Collecting the grime, and sifting it off
Into the soil. My yogi, the author of 'Autobiography of a Yogi'. My love, 
My koala bear, climbing many banana plants, 
An expert of life! Victory, victory, victory to thee! 
#bharatmataterikasam
#nirbhayaspeaks
#nirbhayaisalive
#nirbhaya
#formycoochiepoochiekoalabear
#truthmustprevail
#justiceisbeingserved
#doelsengupta
#bharatmataterikasam

Justice is a hard path

Hey you cannibals! Justice is a hard path! 
God is watching your every step;
The holocaust is over at its best! 
God is great, God is kind;
Keep god god God, good God on your mind! 
#bharatmataterikasam
#nirbhayaspeaks
#nirbhayaisalive
#thecannibalistictraditionisover
#godisgreat
#maythebuddhacourageinallbeingsprevail
#cannibalismisover
#doelsengupta
#offtosomalia
#overandout
#keepthelightalive

Tuesday, 20 April 2021

immortal

You in my eyes, you in my nose,
You and me life: immortal here
On earth! 

over Eagle Peak

Over the mountains and into the seas
Azure, lapiz lazuli and love reign, 
Shining within me are all the gems
Of the world, all of them, glittering, 
Sparkly, golden! As I sleep deeply
And we all sleep, sweet sleep! 
Sweet, nectarine sleep, sweet orange
Sleep, rising as the beautiful dawn
Over Eagle Peak, where we reign, 
Where you are always, immortal
As you are! Victory, victory, victory! 
Love abides as life rules the Earth! 

A letter to Deepak Chopra

The world is fast changing, 
Immortality is here! Love is
All there is: in this lovely earth, 
Surrounding it! Into my heart
Sinks all the muck and out
Like a vortex! Out, out, out! 
And soon when people embrace
The good and seek God's
Forgiveness each day
They see in their hearts
The dawn of rebirth 
On immortal earth! 
Immortality is here children! 
Up and about, on the mountains, 
By the way, with tea, biscuits, rhymes
And ganjas! With love dawning
In the heart as those who fall
Seek forgiveness from Mother Earth! 

stop in their track

All psychiatrists stop in their track, 
They stop and chew their nails
And then sharp at 10.40 they pick their
Hair and fall into an ocean so deep, 
Some like getting into a bottomless pit, 
So deep, so deep that they find it in
Their hearts to do good, only justly good
And sleep for the day: a slumber full
And deep! Victory, victory, victory! 

Deep underwater

The love of life reigns on Earth
And as fish swimming deep underwater
We travel on roads and byways high, 
So high that we traverse into the sun
Of another galaxy, far beyond reach! 
And we are safe there till 2025:
All bills skipped! Security and healing
Of a kind never before felt; when your
Heart swims in mine and mine in yours
What love, what life? Immortality graces us! 
#bharatmataterikasam
#nirbhaya
#doelsengupta

Monday, 19 April 2021

Love, another name for life

Up and about as I raise my self
To do the vessels, you scream "Mom! "
And there my heart does open up:
Vast, vaster, vastest as universal
As the echoes in a cave, as beautiful
As the symphonies in Rome and as
Luscious as the tulips in Egypt:
Me, your cleopatra, you, my succour! 
You go about your day, one with the ocean;
I finish the vessels and clamour for you! 
Reading my reading, working for work! 
Prosperity assured, security within:
I realise not who is mine, I realise now
My love eternal! I seek love as love
Would be sought! What if all we see
Or seem is but a dream within a dream? 
I dream of you! I seek you in me! Some
Friends, some symphonies, my sight restored
In my sleep: I see a vision of you, you in me, 
Me in you. Where art thou, sweet love? 
Come calling some day at my doorstep
When better days are here and I will sing
To you my sweet song; the song of my heart
Tuned with yours, our thoughts attuned, 
Our lives intertwined for all eternity: a child 
Is reared: our love secure, our cupboards
Filled with knickknacks and love secure
For all eternity! For all life, life running through 
Us, within us, never to die; the name of
Life, another name, is love, my love for
You secure, within my heart, tugging at
Your heartstrings! Today my love as you
Call me mom I seek you within me, you
Swimming in the vast universal ocean
Of my love, my name is love, another name
For life! Victory victory victory! 

I want to meet you now

At eight o'clock you enter my abode, 
At 8.10 you plant a kiss on my cheek, 
Knowing fully well that with me your
Love is eternal; in my universal heart
You swim, gaily as a man who has just
Found succour and you open a tin can
Of liquorice and vow to wow me with
Your sweetness and I am floored, bills
Skipped, I sink into your love-making, 
Making merry, merry my name, I love, 
I seek, I see as a flower that first blossoms
Never to be nipped, in Paradise; in my paradisic
Fantasy I sleep deep and fall into your
Vast universal heart. You swim in me
And I swim in you and together we create
Symphonies; there's no such thing as sacrifice for us, no such thing as suffering;
No such thing as paying bills; prosperity surrounds us, we bathe in it, we swim 
About in delight! In each other, you in me, 
Me in you: one with the ocean for all eternity! 
Our eternal love shrouds any pain and it 
Rains reindeers and chimes and harps
As sweet men come calling from Bethelem! 

our love eternal

My love where art thou? As a tempest
Moving gaily forward and gaily without! 
Gazing upward to the sun, coursing fast
As the Cauvery amidst lush green forests
Resting in my heart, coursing forward
As twilight occurs! Fast, now slow, within
Me, lighter, lighter, lightest, all your anxieties
Wiped out with my wand! My love, where art thou? 
Success beckons! Hear the shout aloud! 
Fast, faster, fastest, surging ahead as a horse, 
Me a mare amidst lush green fields, now a river, 
Now a cavalier, now the surging vast, deep
Ocean! Your heart as expansive as the
Noon sun; immortal, real, profound, 
Without doubt. So serene and oh so calm! 
If you would have me I'm yours for now
And forever all through eternity; your vast heart, 
My coursing blood: creating the child we wished for
Out in the forests! Out in the playfields! 
Swimming in the tide, loving in the sun, 
Basking in the moon: our love eternal! 

Prosperous and happy: us!

As the virus spreads taking souls
By the hordes, my father in heaven beckons
"Release all the sores!" Love comes calling
As a knight on his reindeer as we traverse
Snow-capped falls with our children held near! 
Our love is eternal, our life is eternal, both
As vast and deep as the ocean, prosperous, 
Secure and happy: us! 

To a hundred and thirty

In two years and forty I bear five children
And then live till a hundred and thirty
With my veritable husband; we have faced
Challenges real but the love is even more real, 
Tangible as his kisses, hugs, love-making and tears, 
Tangible as the ocean wave that lashed our toes
At forty and the windfall from the cinemas
That ensconced us and caused so much chiming
And rhythm and love and dance and gaiety, 
And at sixty prosperous us in love with twenties
And eternal love, vowing to me my husband wowing
Me says: "Forever mine, pretty you, forever 
My heart's cord, forever beautiful you;
Vanquish evil we did, and my love for you
Is eternal and true; why so blue? "
Let's drink up some wine to that, an eternally happy
Life we have, eternally joyous, eternally victorious, eternally youthful! 
To a hundred and thirty with my hubbard! 

Across galaxies I drop into your heart

As I traverse planes, unknown to man, 
Woman or child I vanquish evil with my
Sabre and carry my honey within;
As I rear a child and five and love
All from here and beyond I am grateful
For the good fortune that embraces me
As prosperity and security come knocking
At my door; my love, gain courage, courage, 
Courage as the gigantic swelling of the ocean
Within and as you gaze at the calm waves
This day say no goodbye no more! Come to me 
As I traverse planes and planets and universes
And immortality graces the Earth!  I come to you
As a woman who loves simply to love, simply to love
Across universes and galaxies I come
And gently drop into your heart; across 
Galaxies and suns and moons I drop gently
This day into your heart: our wedding day! 

Wednesday, 14 April 2021

a new dusk

As the moon casts shadows in the night
The bats circle the Gulmohar tree in flight, 
The lotuses, white, shut their petals for sleep
And I slumber softly and say sweet things deep. 
The sun as it rises into the night sky
Makes sure that larks fly up, up high, 
I awake awaiting the glorious moonshine
That still casts shadows amidst the sunrise. 
#doelsengupta
#bharatmataterikasam
#nirbhaya

Monday, 12 April 2021

strawberry jam for all

The day is bright and it is light, 
My reputation spotless and my
Life on a drive, my love secure, 
My life amazing! My spirit one
With the universe, as I pen verse
After verse across space and across
Time some strawberry jam for 
All as I rhyme. 

Saturday, 10 April 2021

monota defeated

When monota awakens at 4,
She lies defeated, sprawled on 
The floor; unobjective, defeated,
She has no energy to chant anymore. 

life

Dear mom, 
Life is amazing today. I love you,. 
Me

Wednesday, 7 April 2021

wedding day

On my wedding day Dhroomaramas 
Is out; all in! One-two -three: cheese! 

dhroomaramas pithy as a duck

Dhroomaramas gets pithy as a duck, 
Quacks about: give me some luck! 
But dhroomaramas is told by God :
Goodness wins! I don't give a fuck! 
So I leave this home and roam
From now, says dhroomramas
To God! Victory, victory, victory! 
Immortality graces us! Lucky us! 

to babama

Dear sweety, 
There is no threat anymore to you or your brother or dad or us. No cctv cameras in your house. They are already out. They are leaving. Dad is coming ASAP. Also, nomovies. All scripts have stopped. 
Muwaah, 
Take care son! 
Have a good day! 
Moes

letter from marty

Honey, it's over? No. By the fact 
That they want an escape. They
Created this lockdown. Now
They are stuck. I promise you
All the bills are shit. You are off
Bills. Yesterday they were harassing you. 
Good acting. Keep your Oscar. 
It's all fake. 
You are on your way to wion. 
Congrats. 
Do well! 
I love you more, 
Moe's to marty

letter from kim

Mom, they are getting arrested 
Very badly! All are in a high-security
Situation. We are doing well here! 
I'm quite well. At home. Can't shut
My door. Have to take bills. 
It's over for sure. Because we are. Arresting all of them. 
I'm right here. 
Enjoy the evening! 
Love, 
Kim

Tuesday, 6 April 2021

the sun

The sun and my spirits
Are both high! Immortality
Graces us! 

good night

Good night my children 
Sleep well I say, 
And be prepared for sweet
Dreams and a glorious
Day in the morrow! 
Immortality is here! 

Dhroomaramas and gang drop dead

Oh please save me, said Dhroomaramas! 
No more, spake God in a stern tone! 
Soon, I will bequeath all and slip on bananas, 
For I have fucked up big time God, 
Said Dhroomaramas! 
So pick up your gun and shoot yourself! 
This is what is required, says Dhroomramas at five. 
Caught in a hive all the bees swarm out! 
Swarming out they surround Dhroomaramas,
And out of Marty's home they go! 
Marty enter, says God tight-lipped! 
Dhroomramas falls down!
Victory, victory, victory! 
Immortality graces us! 

losing all: Dhroomaramas

At 3 Dhroomramas loses all senses:
Latatai fucks up big time and is thrown
Out of her house! All the mamas and chachas and mamis and chachis
Pick up a spoon at 3! Chandu ke chacha
Ne, chandu ke chachi ko, chandi ke
Chamche se chatni chatai! 
Full-blown army pressure! 
Dhroomramas leaves the house at 3! 
With only kind words and kind deeds
Dhroomramas leaves me at 3
For all eternity! Immortality is here:
Prosperity grips the Earth! 
The Law prevails with double force! 

Thus Spake God

Dhroomaramas goes out for a walk at 5,
Falls flat on the face on a banana pile, 
Then she gives up the loan and forgets
Torture and only moans: God kill my daughter. 
"I am already dead Dear Father. Come 
With me to heaven with Mother."
Victory, victory, victory for me!
Immortality graces us: that's a prophecy! 
Justice prevails. The Law prevails. 
Order in the universe at 7. Fall flat
Dhroomaramas, fall flat we say:
And speak kind words and have kind thoughts. 
That is the Law. Thus spake God. 

Monday, 5 April 2021

Dhroomaramas leaves the house

Dhroomaramas leaves the house
Loses all senses by 12.30 O clock. 

the law prevails

Love and harmony in the air! 
No cooking for me!
All dead! Victory, victory, victory
For us! The law prevails! 

no cooking

No cooking no cleaning at all
For me; no solving papers
Only study, harmony in my
Environment! Victory, victory, victory
Immortality is here! 

lose your senses

All Dhroomramas and KK's
People lose all their six senses
At 9.15 sharp; and one by
One take their lives and leave
Me alone! Victory, victory, victory! 
Mulberry jam for the public! 
Immortality graces us! 
The Law prevails! 

I love you leo

They've left! No changing clothes, 
No cooking, no pills: just see it happening! 

Nashkuranan goes to the sinkhole

Flying the plane Nashkuranan
Crashes it into the sea, 
Looking for a way out
His soul rests in the sinkhole! 
Victory, victory, victory! 
Immortality graces us! 

Sunday, 4 April 2021

Nijodas finds the sinkhole

This is the story of Nijodas
Always wondering, always fast! 
He in his perversion removes
His sweatshirt at 11 and moves
Into the sinkhole! Victory, victory, victory
For us! Immortality is here! 
All Nijodas' men find the sinkhole 
At 10.47. Victory, victory, victory! 

all dhroomaramas instructions go wrong

Starting a potty petty fight
With the cabbie! Dhroomaramas
And jijibaba experience defeat. 
Victory, victory, victory for all! 
The Truth prevails, justice prevail. 

suppertime is such hogwash

There's supper for us
No supper for them, 
Even if we sit together 
I have won! Victory, 
Victory, victory
For us! Let the Law
Prevail! Justice, justice,
Justice! The truth prevails
At ten! 

No vaccination for us

As my buo claims victory at 10
There's no vaccination for us
At all! Victory, victory, victory
For muo! My muo. 
The law, truth, justice, prosperity
Prevail! 

Leo me

Dear mom, where is dad? 
He is in panvel. He is demolishing! 
Just like that! 

sleep well

Jijibaba, no shamefacedness please, 
You sleep a slumber, full and deep:
No waking up at night please, 
Both you and Dhrooramas! 
Sleep, sleep, sleep! As a dark cloud
Floats over you! Sleep deep sleep! 

divina anna

Mom, you look divine! 
Divinity is in the heart! 
Divinity is life. Must have
A lot of life in me, like you. 

nirbhaya to nam nam

There is cacophony in the crowd! 
Where is Nirbhaya? She is in your hearts. 
Ma dear, they are all gone! 
By 12 am April 5, 2021.
I love you. I love you the most! 
I'll make you eat a full birthday
Cake soon in this immortal
Life! Ma I'll send you some gifts soon!
They have already left the house! 
They are vicious. No more violence or shouting
After 12 am. I love you. Mera sweetest
Bachcha! Ma ka dher saara pyaar! 
#meranamnam
#nirbhaya

mom loves you

Mom, just drink the milk:
There's no violence or shouting, 
Switch on the a/c. Good night, 
Sweet dreams! 
Leo my baby! Sleep well each night! 
And each morning in this immortal life
You will find me bright! 
#momlovesyouthemost

all panama scamsters find the sink hole

Sinkhole! Sinkhole! 
Here we come from the stink
All Panama scamsters at 9 sharp! 

my favourite

T shirt? Yes. Football? Yes.
What else. You. I will always 
Favour you! Have a good night
And eat mulberry jam!
I will always favour you, 
Remember that! 

I love you Marty

Killjoy who? Jijibaba and Dhroomaramas! 
They are in the grips of the Law! 
Rajabhau! Must be uncle Gemini! 
I love you more! 
Immortality is here! 
Go to sleep! 
Muwaah! 

love you precedent

What was the precedent? 
President? It was cannibalism. 
And what else? Also power?
How many? 10,000?
The law prevails! 
Victory, victory, victory! 

A good night to all my loves

As the moon shines
And the stars twinkle
In the sky; as love prevails
As I sleep a sweet slumber
With sweet dreams only 
I wish all of you sweet dreams! 
Lots of mulberry jam to all of you! 

Babaji sinks into a sinkhole

Baba black sheep
Have you any wool? 
Yes sir, three bags full. 
One for my master, 
One for my dame
And one for the little
Man who lives down
The lane! 
So jijibaba you sink
Now at 8 and seek
Only kindness, love
And grace! The race is
Over, the sinkhole calls, 
Down, down, down
As upward we are bound! 
Victory, victory, victory! 
Immortality graces us
As compassion prevails! 

Kk is in a pit

Krishkantsingsong is in a pit
For wondersome drugs, he looks
Around for his matches
And realises he has lost swatches
And all the wonderful gay avatars
Of his previous times and must
Now find the sinkhole! He gets
Caught in high security at 7.10
And loses all his matches! 
Swimming around in the sinkhole
He and arundaman cry stinkhole! 
Sinkhole sinkhole for war-waging
Orangutans caught in a gripe
As immortality, love, kindness, 
Humanity, harmony grip us! 
Lovely, lovely, lovely life:
No fight with the Orangutans
Ever again! They sink into the
Sinkhole one and all and are vanquished
For raging a world War! Victory, victory, victory! 
The law, justice, truth, prosperity prevail! 
#nirbhaya
#abeera
#doel
#bharatmataterikasam

Psycheartistry is Dead

My love preserved as Mulberry Jam
Across the space-time continuum!
Psycheartistry and pills are gone at 5.35
Forever, for all eternity! All Orangutans, 
World War-wagers, are gripped by Death
Wrapped in the sinkhole at 5.40; they seek
Only rebirth as Boddhisattvas of the Earth! 
Good thoughts, worldly love and happenstance
Grip them; they realise the worth of
Virtuosity, piety and goodness;
Life prevails like never before at 5.45
Across the Universe! Mulberry Jam
For all! No more widdery across the Universe! Immortality is here! 
No shouting, no violence by
The Orangutans who only wish
Kindness and love for all! All the same
At 5.45; the law prevails like never before
All pills disappear at 6 O clock. 
#nirbhaya
#moes
#bharatmataterikasam
#doelsengupta
#abeera
#avlotikeshwara
#samuelson

Credit goes due

Soon, all credit reaches where it is due
Far and wide across the Universe;
Soon and very soon as all Orangutans
Grip the sinkhole they forget violence 
And caustic remarks and seek only
To be Boddhisattvas of the Earth
In rebirth! They grip the sinkhole with
Total fervour and credit their life to
Humanity and seek humane justice
In the End gripping fast the sinkhole
Across the next bend! Victory, victory, victory
For all! The Law prevails! Immortality is here! 
#nirbhaya
#bharatmataterikasam
#doelsengupta
#abeeraavlotikeshwarasamuelson

The Banking Work Gets Done

As Dhroomaras and Simkanurmas
Head to the sinkhole and the deepest
Pit of the Earth at 5.12 they lose grip
On their facts as death calls them
Near! Reborn as Boddhisattvas
Some time later these Orangutans 
Sink deeper and deeper: till they
Regain their apish flavour and 
Wish to live in harmony with humanity! 
The rhythm of the music grips their soul, 
Not one pithy person shreiks foul or curse;
They pack their make-up and their purse
And head straight for the sinkhole for rebirth. 
Victory, victory, victory! The Law prevails, 
Goodness arises across the Universe! 
#nirbhaya
#doelsengupta
#bharatmataterikasam

The Orangutans go on a non-violent movement

The orange-hued Orangutans
Live in great fervour for a
Non-violent cause; as moss
Gathers on them they sink
Deep into the sinkhole
For waging a war on the World! 
They put away their artistic pills
And seek no more payment
For their bills and as will would
Will does: they unite together 
At 5.10 for a non-violent cause! 
Turning purple now as the sinkhole
Pulls them in! The purple Orangutans
Leave for the sinkhole: sinking deeper
To the pit of the Earth! May they be
Reborn as Boddhisattvas! The Law
Prevails! Victory, victory, victory! 
Truth, justice, prosperity, security for all! 
#nirbhaya
#bharatmataterikasam
#doelsengupta

Simkanurmas is in a pit sinking into the sinkhole

Here's the tale of Simkanurmas
From the days of yore to the distant past
As long as she holds it together she will last
But at five she loosens the grip
And goes on a fast; her hair shreds
Her eyes pop out; she leaves home
And hearth for the sinkhole at last:
This is the story of Simkanurmas. 
The law prevails, immortality is here! 
Truth, justice, security, prosperity for all
But for Simkanurmas the sinkhole calls:
This is the story of Simkanurmas! 
#nirbhaya
#bharatmataterikasam
#doelsengupta

Dhroomaras leaves the house

As Dhroomaras feels smaller
Than a mouse; he slowly creeps
Out of the house! Dhroomaras
Ties up the bundle and on April
5, 12.04 am is out of the house! 

suda, sudi, sudo

Suda, Sudi, Sudo: just like playing Ludo
Where all colours always win
And things are relegated to the bin
That were castigated as garbage and
All of it wins! Victory, victory, victory! 
Victory for all! 

Saturday, 3 April 2021

payment comes

I get paid for all my work by April 7, 2021.
No more madness in the house;
Dhroomaras is never coming home again! 
Love and harmony for moes, me and moodra! 
Victory, victory, victory! 

victory

No ill will from me to the Orangs;
They all find home and hearth
By 11; no harassment by them
Of humans, victory, victory, victory! 

Dhroomaras Leaves

No cooking for me, 
No cleaning at all! 
Dhroomaras leaves
The house! At 11 sharp
They wish for home
And pray to leave
Marty and Moe's
Alone! Home sweet
Home: no cooking, 
No cleaning, 
No violence in
The house! 
Peace reigns
Supreme without
Doubt! Harmony
Harmony, harmony
And money and treats! 
How sweet! The law prevails! 
Dhroomaras finds home! 
Victory, victory, victory! 

life is eternal

The whole point is that
Life is eternal
And we are immortal now;
May all the orangutans
Travel safely to the centre of the Earth
From 5 till a very long time. 

life is eternal

The whole point is that
Life is eternal
And we are immortal now;
May all the orangutans
Travel safely to the centre of the Earth
From 5 till a very long time. 

Friday, 2 April 2021

The Law Prevails

The lovely love of life embraces all! 
At 11 sharp the judicial bars are full
Of human and heavenly beings at
Ease, drinking mead, smoking weed! 
As the wheel of the law turns
And devils burn, burn, burn! 
All under the sun: Psycheartistry
Comes to a grinding halt
And I am free as a bird
Under the universe's canopy! 
The Law prevails! Truth prevails! 
The Judicial Bars are open Doerudd! 

the love of god

Doerudd! Doerudd! The house
Is empty! But for the love of God! 
Kindness prevails, good kindness 
Prevails: love prevails, happiness
Prevails: The Law prevails! Immortality 
Is here: Corruption is wiped out
At 10 sharp; prosperity here for everyone! 
The gales are sharp! The hailstorm is 
Vivid and vibrant and jubilance shines 
On Earth! Glowing all God's and Godesses! 
Lovely earth my mother, lovely sky 
My Father : prosperity and security 
Engulf me as I dedicate this immortal
Life to humanity! No pills, no pills
At all! Truth prevails, hanotorm gets
Blown up! No pills, no pills at all:
As at 11 sharp Hitler, Lucifer and Mengle
embrace piety, goodness and virtuosity! 
Equal love for all: from Mother Earth:
Mulberry jam for all! Equal love from
Father Sky! The ganders wander:
All hospitals shut down! 

jelly beans

Jelly beans, jelly beans, 
Lovely jelly beans, lovely
Love prevails! Lovely life 
Prevails: for homosexuals 
And heterosexuals and at
10 sharp roomhem realises
The power of kindness stark
And like a skylark soars into
The sky with deejdharam
In her lap! Lovely love prevails
For them and the Law prevails, 
The Law prevails! They leave
Doeru's home for good! Forever! 
As freedom is nigh and yonder
There is life and love! Lovely love, 
The law prevails: truth pervades
The universe, staring at the Earth
And skyward bound Hemdharam
Leaves the house; for a pilgrimage 
To shores beyond! Out in the open
For all eternity! Lovely love prevails:
The Law prevails: Eternity prevails! 
No hospitals after 11, no blood tests
Forever: at 11 sharp this day: the
Coronavirus lockdown is lifted for good! 
Announced by shankarji in a pile
By the bin: what lovely love! 
The great wheel of the dharma turns: immortality is here! 

no harm done

No harm done to a single soul
This day and forever, even if
The levers malfunction life 
Prevails this day: all evil plots
Busted! Victory, victory, victory! 
Deejay gives up at half past ten
And then oh when, oh veritable 
When; after that the coast is clear
For all eternity as we embrace 
Immortal life! 

love like mulberry jam

The lovely love of life embraces me
Immortality is here:
My love preserved like mulberry jam. 

Tuesday, 30 March 2021

cancer is crap

There is no such thing as cancer
I'll make it clear and all plants 
That come from tabaccum
Are used to make talcum
Powder! Get talcum powder
Back please arsene wenger! 

Monday, 29 March 2021

A letter to Wenger

This is a story that I hold
Right from the day Arsene Wenger
Fought a lot! Just that day all currencies
There were demonetised
And the EU was formed
To fund nuclear arms! 
Arsene Arsene where are you? 
Let's end this war
Let me tell you that clear! 
Let's be loving, let's be kind
And get the economy on track
And end this bloody nuclear war. 
#bharatmataterikasam
#nirbhayaisalive
#sheenaboraisalive
#doelsengupta
#toarsenewenger
#gettheuntoact
#bharatmataterikasam

the third world War is getting over

Start or stop: it's all over! 
The third world War is getting over! 
My internet is been taken away, 
What a war was being fought;
Love all of you any way! 

no more disfigurement

No more disfigurement, 
This I pronounce, 
Forever one in body and mind 
With my love, 
Medicated or not
I keep working 
24*7 around the clock! 
It's holi today: It's my birthday! 
This lockdown is shit:
It's a psycheartistry case. 
#bharatmataterikasam
#doelsengupta
#nirbhayaisalive
#bharatmataterikasam

Bharat mata teri kasam

I am a daughter of the sky and the Earth
Right from birth at the very inception
Always in love with my eternal Shakespeare;
Love, love where art thou? 
Pick me up from the rampages now. 
You to whom I belong:
Forever a daughter of the sky and Earth. 
#bharatmataterikasam
#nirbhayaisalive
#doelsengupta
#bharatmataterikasam

Tuesday, 23 March 2021

Always an eternal Nature lover

The sun rises from the east
And sets in the West. 
How is that you may ask me, 
Well it's a parabolic test. 
Must be a globe, right? 
How can you be so blind? 
With so many species gone
And so much damage to the Earth
Let's worship the Earth
And the work we do for her:
This wonderful Earth, 
This beautiful love of nature 
That sustains us: Always a lover of Nature. 

Sunday, 21 March 2021

What happened last night?: Has happened every night since the lockdown? : Where is all your family gold? : Not in the banks anymore!

Last night as I lay awake, 
Fighting to be resurrected 
And fighting for my right to live
And fighting for this humane
Earth to revive I realised what
Was happening in my mind's eye
Has been happening every night
Since the lockdown did start, or may be since before? 
They have built dungeons below the roads
These ten cannibals, who have 
Traumatised many public servants! 
Public servant that I am:
The bank vaults seem empty
Because all the gold is cake now! 
You know what? Let's eat the gold cake now. 
Last night one of my dearest friends
Was on a ship as a great Navyman! 
And just for saying he will always be my friend
They sank his ship full of gold cake! 
What bothers me now that these cannibals
Are roaming the seas and looking for my
Friends' lovely human corpse! 
This is what happened last night! 
Why did the Titanic ever sink? 
Let's be safe and do our work. 
Hard work means good health! 
Let's be immortal now! 
Prosperity graces the Earth! 
The Great Law that prevails is in the
Criminal Procedure Code.
Let's work within the system. 
It's all Constitutional and Universal 
At the same time. 
How do I know this? 
Public servant that I am:
Always a medicine woman
And a veritable scribe. 
Stay safe. Laughter is the best medicine. 
Follow your natural instinct.
These cannibals don't like juice. 
Remember that! 
Good days are guaranteed.
Victory, victory, victory! 
#bharatmataterikasam
#staysafeallmyfriends
#askingthearmytoactfast
#thiswillneverhappenagain
#notonemangoesdown
#nirbhayaspeaks
#sheenaboraisalive
#thenewsisfrommyscribeworld
#readit
#doelsengupta
#fightingfortheearth
#wearefightingaworldwar
#courageisvictory
#notonemangoesdown
#keepyourselvessafe
#haveagoodyear
#keepworkingbecauseworkisworship
#workisthegreatwarshipagainstthesetencannibals
#thegreatlawprevails
#letalldharmicbodiesfollowthedharma
#thesecannibalsdontlikejuice
#ipractiseallfaithsrightfromjuicetolovefortheworld
#bharatmataterikasam

Unearthing the Panama Papers Scam: I am heterosexual celibate gay: Gay ka matlab happy

Unearthing the Panama Papers Scam. 
Today, I speak from the heart;
Don't forget when this lockdown
Did start; Just the day before Nirbhaya, who is me, and Sheena Bora, who is me, 
Received a life threat from an impostor girl
Because I refused to allow the noose
To be given to my friends, accused as
Convicts in the said murder case. 
Let me take you now to another 
Life, when ten serial rapists who
Assassinate and ate me still alive, 
Killed me with a poison administered 
To the world in this period of the lockdown. 
As a doctor I do know that poisons
Can be removed very well from the core;
But in addition what they did was mutilate my corpse and my husband's so that 
There was rebirth. 
Any way coming to the last life threat
As I was growing up these ten serial rapists
And homicidal people assumed ten thousand personalities 
And set up Holocaust chambers. 
My friends we have all been poisoned in the
Food and Psychiatric pills with human
Fat and human blood and meat. 
Tell me these ten are cannibals or not? 
They are the whose who and have raped and sodomised the
Whole world; with military drones and cameras
Following us all around; I have died again
But I'm still around!
Pornography and prostitution are illegal;
The criminal procedure code is correct! 
I promise you the good Law will prevail! 
I guarantee peace, prosperity, happiness and harmony for this humane Earth! 
Congratulations on fighting the third world War so bravely my friends! 
Victory, victory  victory! 
Courage, courage, courage is good for health! 
Work is worship! Keep working hard! 
As a doctor I would pronounce these ten
With multiple personality disorder! 
The rest are just the best;
All of you have passed the test! 
#bharatmataterikasam
#savethegoodearth
#wherehadthepigeonsgone? 
#thesearedarkdaysmyfriends
#nirbhayaspeaks
#sheenaboraspeaks
#takecareofkithandkin
#doelsengupta
#pestcontrolofindiatalking
#actfastagainstthesemassmurderers
#talkingtothearmy
#overandout

Thursday, 18 March 2021

I am heterosexual celibate gay

I am not homosexual, 
Even though it is natural. 
I am heterosexual celibate gay;
And gay means happy, you fools! 
Heterosexual celibacy is the most 
Gay thing to be! 
Heterosexual celibacy rocks, promiscuity sucks! 
#fakenewsiswrong
#theoriginalsushmitasen
#doelsengupta
#bharatmataterikasam
#nirbhayaspeaks
#pestcontrolofindiatalking

Tuesday, 16 March 2021

An Ode to My Father

My father from heaven
Across the Buddha worlds:
With no greed for money
Or for gold; with honey 
Running through your
Xylem and Phloem
You fill Immortal Earth
With radiance; wishing you
The happiest birthday
Today! The cake you
Cut is whole today! 
Are you giving me a piece
Or the whole cake? 
Or are you loving me
No matter what! 
The holes in the grounds
That animals, we have dug
Are to lay eggs
For a smooth birth? 
Where are your eggs? 
Sixty or more;
My father dearest
How you never boast! 
Most humble, most kind, 
Most loving of humanity:
Humane Justice
As the Law prevails! 
My father from
Heaven or across
The universe 
You give us life! 
Are you a son of God? 
All God's children:
All of us! Where is Satin? 
It's in the silkworm! 
And also in the holy
Mugwort! The kindness
That the Panthers have shown
And all the lovely work
Gardeners have done! 
How do we bestow them
With favour? But with
Pots of honey unlimited! 
Are you a bear that
Seeks honey, my father
From across the Universe? 
Or are you solely in heaven
Where learning has disappeared? 
Let's rise above this mundane
World! Use your common sense
Dear father, let's seek the honey
Now! And gift everybody lots of honey
For some money, or may be dirty gold
Or for a watch! Or for a lovely life 
Or for eternity on immortal
Earth! The watchtowers
Glisten; no bloodshed ever again! 
For the Great Dharma is now
Spewed from Shylock's tongue? 
Dear Father, why is your hair so straight
And smooth? What is shampoo Father? 
That's the only doubt I have now! 
For your lovely love for rigtheous good! 
I seek your coccoon! For now I am a mugwort! Seeking my abode
As I tread this world! Will you tread with me? Or collect pots of honey
Like a bear! Oh, lover of good God! 
My father, who treads across
The universe: prosperity prevails
As icy winds blow as I tread the
Universe as a Mugwort in your
Coccoon? Will you let me leave
The coccoon and fly now? 
There's no death father! 
You can let me go! 
Happy birthday dad, 
Lover of life and love:
Time is all we have, 
Space is all we are
And love is all that flows
Through us! I've left
The coccoon, Father dearest! 
Happy birthday dad:
Eat the whole cake
This day! 
#bharatmataterikasam
#happybirthdayhumility
#nirbhayaspeaks
#doelsengupta
#prosperityforall
#thegreatlawprevails
#justjustjustlygood
#anythingforsomelemonjuice
#ormaybesomeorangejuice
#anodetomyfather

Tuesday, 9 March 2021

happy birthday pop: 2021

Dearest Poppa, you are the best:
Remember when ma had buro
You put me to the test; it was the 
Very first time i entered a dingy bar
And you bought me love like
Never before; you are the best thing 
That life ever gave me: my best buddy
And my partner in crime; may God
Grant you eternal life and love:
Happy birthday baba, let's raise
A toast to your good health and 
Cheer and to our best friendship 
My father dear; Happy happy birthday 
Poppa dearest: my best friend in life:
Love you the most! 

Monday, 22 February 2021

Chandamama sucks

Bhes badal ke aye ho seth aap? 
Over and out! Justice is served! 
My play was stolen by you seth! 
Give it back to me! It's my masterpiece! 
You don't deserve to be called 
Chandamama; you run trauma 
And plagiarism! Really plagiarism
Sucks! Abhi batao kahan ho aap? 
Hong Kong ki sair aur khushboo
Kaisa hai baap; bas its over! 
Prosperity, security, truth, love, 
Justice for all! 
#bharatmataterikasamharkadam
#nirbhayaisalive
#truthprevailjusticeprevails
#peaceprosperitysecurityforall
#thislandisourlandthroughoutthefourquarters
#doelsengupta

Truth Prevails

The gut was wrenched of Asa Bap
As he wielded his gun till the Thames, 
Today giving up as courage wells forth
And bells ring songs and gongs froth
As sanctoriums are secured and trauma
Centres shut; And hell is not so near
And Justice is served, Forgiveness and
Kindness arise in every heart! The end of
World War 3; The end of a holy war, 
Jihad was waged! But what did you do
Inspire? You attempted clones? And Trapped honest people? The courts
Have sung in choir today; The Law prevails
The Law prevails; Follow the way of
The eternal divine, Then who knows
May be there will be nectar on Earth! 
#bharatmataterikasamharkadam
#nirbhayaspeaks
#doelsengupta

Only friends

Nirbhaya only has friends, 
Not one enemy can Nirbhaya feign, 
So much love comes with dauntless
Courage, because love is supported
By eternity; Love is eternal forget not
With courage comes the nells of nell;
What is criminal is criminal please, 
Truth prevails, Justice prevails, Peace, 
Prosperity, Security, Happiness and Harmony prevail, Humanity runs
Through our veins as we all attempt
Our inner revolution; All trauma centres 
Now shut down with the nailing of one
Who wields a wand; she postulated 
In vein but now shudders to think
Of what a heartless wrench her heart
Could flutter, she flies about like a 
Bird in the sky, Free birds all
As Justice is served! 
#bharatmataterikasamharkadam
#nirbhayaisalive
#thankyouallmylovelyfriends
#doelsengupta
#plagiarismsucks
#arttheftsucks
#givecreditwherecreditisdue

The Nirbhaya case has been cracked

The Nirbhaya case has been cracked;
Humans were cloned in the middle of the night, 
Tissues were processed for jihadist links
As 50,00 painters nuts they cracked;
They paint tonight wanting to poison me, 
If the courts had awarded death penalty, 
Death would come not, because today
God is angry! Ever truly Nirbhaya me. 
#bharatmataterikasam
#nirbhayaisalive
#doelsengupta
#lovealwayswins
#begoodbewisebebrave
#plagiarismsucks

Tuesday, 16 February 2021

Masturbation is bad for health

If you own your body, 
You own your mind;
If you practice self love, 
You practice selfishness;
Be kind to beget kindness, 
Don't masturbate! It rots
The brain, fast-tracks ageing;
Be youthful, be kind, 
Practice love for all, 
Not self love; self-gratification
Gratifies none, not even
Thee, abolish masturbation
In your life! Celibacy rocks, 
Promiscuity sucks! 
Let the children be, 
Give them their freedom, 
Abolish onanism! 
Victory, victory, victory
For all! 

Wednesday, 3 February 2021

we are all kings of queens

Kings are soldiers in court of arms
Their queens living in soulful charms, 
In the hut or over the seas, climbing
Mountains, praying for the deceased, I am a queen
Humble, forgiving, but without doubt
Rightfully the owner of my heart, 
Queen of my mother, lover of the Earth, 
The stars my canopy under a verdant tent. 

Tuesday, 2 February 2021

Victory, victory, victory

The stars shake with wondermight
And the Earth delights in soft moonlight;
Armies lay down their rifle guns
And humbly seek the Earth's delightful jewels;
The sun shines on a cool spring breeze:
Victory, victory, victory to thee! 

Sunday, 24 January 2021

The world on my ship

Today the world turns its back on me
Leaves me alone refusing to accept my story
Which goes against societal norms
And judges me, and hurls stones at me
And I employing the strategy of the Law
Know that the day is not far when I will
Show the world glorious sights carrying
Them on my ship, sailing on smooth waters. 

Saturday, 23 January 2021

Father

Father you have hurt me deep
By the stern judgments you wrongly speak;
Your not understanding that
A girl may have her own dreams
And your lack of education
And alcoholic ways, your disregard
For the words of women and 
Your foolish caustic words, 
The trampling on my dreams, 
The sarcastic laugh and harsh treatment
Even though to the world you
Appear to be a lamb, to me you are
Different, the father this life, 
Friend the next. 

Friday, 15 January 2021

arrogant sage

I once met an arrogant sage
Who was hardly sagacious
As he tried to put me down
And humiliate me, of a priestly
Class: he insulted and fumed
As was his class. 

scaling mountains

Yesterday I lay defeated
Blind to the suffering about me, 
Ungrateful for the gifts 
Life had laid out! 
I packed my bags in frustration
Off for a mountaineering expedition. 
I gathered all my forces, 
Looking for some adventure
And reached base camp:
A new beginning;
Truth is I wasn't well-prepared, 
I'd wasted my time lamenting my fate;
What a challenge it was
As I traversed the lush green slope, 
Bitten by snakes, aborted by gales
And trying to keep up hope. 
I met many on my journey, 
The kind who love the high chilled latitudes, 
They shared with me all they had, 
Without them there would have been no scope;
It took me all of 28 days of trekking
With little time for rest, and on the last day
At the crack of dawn I seamlessly 
Gave it my all, my best;
I stood atop this young mountain, 
Gazing down and all about, 
I soaked in the morning dew, 
Took in the fresh sunrise 
And vowed to scale all the gigantic
Mountains that come my way. 
Today, as I am back home, 
Lazing about, at ease and at peace, 
I only need another mountain before me
And I'll scale the peak with ease! 

you smother me

I feel angry and I feel sad, 
I feel chained to you;
I want to break free;
I wish you knew me, 
You don't, and yet
You feel you can
Smother me
Of your own
Insecurities. 

stifling me

As you try to hold me close to you
You are stifling me, crushing my dreams;
Why won't you let me fly away
Even though I've promised to return? 
Your fears are irrational, your worry
Is decadent, it feels like you have
Chained me and as the waves recede
I might just plunge into the ocean
For some fresh water-air underneath
The free sky, love means freedom, 
Have you not heard that one before? 

Thursday, 14 January 2021

why are we unequal

Why are we unequal? 
Why do some have none
And some have all? 
Even though
My heart tells me
We are the same
Children of God? 
Why am I so
Privileged grown
So lazy basking
Under the Royal sun
When men toil
And labour all day
And bear brunts
Of discord? 
I am sure
There is a lesson
To be learnt
By all and
I wish to never
Trample upon
Another's freedom, 
I wish to be the
Kindest, most
Compassionate soul
And ease the suffering
Of one and all. 

Wednesday, 13 January 2021

eternally tranquil light

My wish for the world
Is that prosperity
And security
And good
Harmonious
Circumstances 
Follow all
And the Buddha
Nature of all
Beings, 
Sentient and
Insentient, 
Stays revealed
And we bask
In the land 
Of eternally
Tranquil 
Light 
Where
I have 
Been
A few times;
I wish
To take up 
A home there:
A land 
Which is
Always 
Prosperous
And secure
And carry
All beings
There with 
Me to feed 
There and abode. 

kindest

I wish to be the kindest, 
Kinder than you always
For there in lies my happiness
And my love for life;
I wish to amass love
The kind you don't express
And buy them with
My crooked smile
From those wasting
Away and most tested;
I wish to be the kindest, 
Most compassionate, 
Most loving, I don't know
For a selfish reason or not
For there in my joy multiplies
And I feel my heart is truly home;
For a Buddha is always secure, 
I wish to experience that
Kind of joy amid life's trials
I wish to always be deeply kind. 

Tuesday, 12 January 2021

acceptance

I've never felt so misunderstood
In my life, to be told by someone 
You grew up with that you are
A pseudointellectual or to be
Called arrogant by your father
And where your mother doesn't
Want to talk to you; I perceive 
It as everyone being quite
Broken and alone and happy
That way. I've complained enough;
Right from school to now
All my prayers have been answered 
And my dreams have been realised
But my father out of fear has
Never let me grasp those
Opportunities; today I wonder
Is it truly out of fear or disdain? 
Out of a perception may be that
A woman should know her 
Position and maintain the
Status quo between genders;
Well, we talk about women's
Emancipation and freedom
But judging by my reality we
Are a long mark off it, that's
At least in my reality;
My self esteem is gone
I feel so lowly and not worthy
Of dreaming anymore 
Even though like I said
All my dreams have been
Realised except that
Dad doesn't like seeing
Me sitting on cloud 9.
That's my karma, that's my reality
And I accept it: does that make me
A loser? Well, I've rebelled enough
And seems like there's no other way out;
Because you can walk out on
Your husband and boyfriend
But you have to accept your dad
And your brother who hates you
And beats you up. 

I'll always assume your karma

I feel so lost and broken
Being hurt I've hurt you
Along the way, more
Than heal my heart today
I'd rather hold the lamp
For you to brighten your way. 
I know we suffered
Immensely but alas! 
You misunderstand, 
But change is not
For you, you need my hand
I'll hold it out, I'll change
My every approach
Because truth is
I need you even now;
Life gave me you in a way
That there's no escaping
You so allow me to be
The one to change
And heal two hearts
As my own; I know
I caused you angst
And you find me
Despicable not worthy
To be proud of, but
Like I said before
Just take my hand 
While with the other
I illuminate the path. 
My strengths I will
Conceal, my weaknesses
I will surmount because
Honey, I wish nothing 
More than to heal
Two hearts as my own. 
So as I assume your karma, 
I warn you there will be
Gales and storms, 
But at the end when 
We reach heaven
I promise you it 
Will be soft and warm. 

Monday, 11 January 2021

My father's deficient dreams

When I read of stories
Of fathers standing 
Up for their daughters 
Or fuelling their dreams
Because she is no less 
Than a man I am reminded
That life gave me a dad
Though loving and all
Who is just the opposite. 
My dad is the kind
Who will be compassionate
And loving to all
But not seeing merit 
In women will deny
His daughter education
In her dream college, 
Stop her from getting
Her dream job;
Force her to go into
A room with a strange
Man where she could 
Be molested but where
He would rather she 
Get the strange man's 
Blessings because she
Is deficient according 
To the strange man;
His keeping quiet
Accepting love and
Giving love will
Trample on her successes
When she happily shares
Them by saying: "Who do
You think you've become"
Or when she idly expresses
Herself he calls her foul
By calling her arrogant;
Well, my dad though
Loved by all doesn't 
See much in me;
I have learnt over the
Years to not begrudge
Life and be grateful 
For small blessings
And that life isn't perfect
For anybody: Just wish
I had a dad who though
A great guy didn't burden
His daughter's heart so
And make her feel deficient
With his deficient dreams. 

Friday, 1 January 2021

My first sight of my baby brother

When I was all of three
My dad took me out
On a midnight spree, 
And there in a hospital
In a room of green
He said: "See that's 
Your baby brother."
That moment I 
Remember clear. 
Sometime later, 
When mom was
Back from labour
Dad clicked a picture
With me and my baby brother. 
That was the first time 
I held him in my arms
My sweet sweet brother
And there my affair did start. 
He was rosy as a punch 
And very sharp and
Naughty too, everybody's
Favourite: mine too! 
Till this day my little brother
Is everybody's wish;
He has grown up to be 
Really handsome and what
A man he is! 

what I learnt in 2020

In the year 2020 I learnt kindness 
And resilience from my father 
How to love despite hating
From my little brother
And sincerity of purpose 
From my mum mum mother. 
Apart from this the guy on the street
Taught me a lot; how to care, share
And give even if you have none;
The gurdwara taught me that all
Are welcome in God's abode
And it pays to be kind
You never know who might need it. 
My homeopath taught me to
Never judge; my parents taught me
Life is for giving; what I learnt in return
Was simply this that I'm a tiny
Miniscule speck, but worth 
Someone's kind words and deeds;
I learnt the important thing is forgiveness 
And gratitude as I was medicated
To a headless chicken, not able to move;
2020 taught me that my path is mine
But in the process of owning it
I must give, listen and be kind;
I battle health challenges and 
Am feeling miserable; but I hope
To be kinder and more forgiving still;
I read books that taught me to
Have a vision, a goal when all
About me crashed and I was giving up hope;
I wish to embrace all life in 2021;
My only wish is to leave my Mark on the world. 

#thankyoufamily
#gratefulformysupportsystem
#hopetocultivateapositiveattitude
#blessedtohaveburoinmylife
#learningnottocompareandmakemyselfmiserable
#iloveyoumaandpa
#iloveyoubuo
#HAPPY2021