Dear Journal,
I don't know why, but when I need it the most these doctors like Dr Dhaw and Krao don't really positively encourage me. I guess a part of therapy is that the onus is on oneself. The doctor just has to recommend the pills. That's what it is! And that exasperates me!
I just spoke a ton of nonsense on my state of mind and the response was a mere "okay!"And the call was duly cut.
That means all I have to do is pop the pills.
I'm feeling a little anxious and panicky now. It could be because I popped all of Krao's pills last night. In fact, that is what it is because this is a side effect of the medication. Also, the blinding heat and humidity have a role to play.
There is simply no analysis by these doctors. Their analysis is based only on the intake of the pills.
I might start chucking Krao's pills again. I don't like this anxious, panicky feeling.
Why am I feeling anxious after talking to Krao?
It could be because I was and probably still am inherently against popping brain medication. It could and it probably is also a reaction from popping the allopathy pills. I haven't felt this way in a long time.
I hate the allopathy pills. They make you drowsy and make you feel this way.
Love,
Me.
No comments:
Post a Comment