Journal 4.6.2023 6.42 pm

Dear Journal,

Yesterday we had the chatgpt workshop. I called and messaged Ajinkya to no response. He didn't even bother to call back. That I find abominable.

In the evening I went to Raj Palace. We were there for five hours till 12. There was Jd Hemmady, a director called Shibu, and Kali with me. After that Kali took me to Bora Bora.

They spoke a lot about films. There is so much I haven't seen. So much.

Today I went to see a Raheja property, and then met  Sandy adman. He's a really sweet guy. Fun. I don't know what he thinks about me. He doesn't say. His mount of venus is soft. So he is a sweet soft-hearted guy. I played tarot with him and watched Friends. 

After this I'll be going out for dinner with Nir Pan. He's alright. A little too serious.

I feel bad about the last few years when I lost myself in hallucinations. My tarot deck keeps pulling out 8 of swords and three of swords. That's bad. Let's see what happens.

I hope to buy a house and be super rich. I hope to surmount all obstacles and attain absolute victory (a Soka prayer).

I feel bad for being coldly thrown out of the Soka Gakkai just for asking why I haven't been made a leader.

I've lost 500 rupees at home. I hope the maid hasn't stolen it.

Mangala emptied my entire bathroom, stole everything. She was so annoying.

I heard some gruesome things that are too difficult to write.

The cat lady Hamida's dogs were burnt alive. That is so chilling.

I hope to live a plush rich life.

I'm planning to start uploading vlogging videos on Youtube.

I hope to be super happy.

Sandy adman just went through a divorce. The tarot shows that he went through hell. 

Well, he didn't concur saying he doesn't believe in the cards which is perfectly alright methinks.

Ma made a nice hot cuppa for me when I got back home from Sandy's place.

Love,

Me.

I am grateful for this beautiful wonderful life. It is full of pleasant surprises and love.

I am grateful for my parents.

I am grateful for everyone who graces my life.

I am grateful for my rejuvenating, dynamic job.

I am grateful for the food I eat. The many animals that are sacrificed to feed me. I am grateful for them.

I am grateful for my home and my room.

I am grateful for money. I don't earn a lot but it is still something. I am going to be super rich.

I am grateful for my kind heart. It has place for everyone.

I am grateful for Dhaw's homoeopathy pills. They work like magic.

I am grateful for this Journal. It's becoming like my life line.

I'm grateful for my wonderful spirit/soul.

I am grateful for my beautiful body.

I am grateful for every experience in my life.

I love myself. I love my life. I love everyone who graces my life. 

I am truly beautiful.

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