Journal 1.6.2023 4.44 pm

 Dear Journal,

I read a quote on sm. "The burden you carry for weeks, or months, or even years gets lifted miraculously in one moment." This seems to be that moment.

Today, has been such a low pressure day, it's unbelievable. I just had two meetings. Researched a little on monsoon hacks for Shilpa. And sat and faffed in my mauve FabIndia dress.

Every time I wear this dress it feels wonderful. Clothes have a wonderful way to shape your mood.

On top of it I had Ras Malai because my firm earned an account.

Planning to meet JD Hemmady on Saturday and Nir Pan on Sunday. It's not like I don't have a social life. I have one, and a brimming one at that.

I hope to break the shell and exhibit a confident self.

Life is going to be super good. I already have a lot of things going for me.

I am super excited about Bu's wedding. I think I'll contribute towards their honeymoon fund.

Love is in the air. Life is here to celebrate. Enjoyment is right around the corner.

Today, I spent about 1k on cosmetics, 100 on cigs, and hundred on travel. That's 1,200 bucks. Oh, I also bought cola, which makes it 1,250 bucks.

I plan to take Nir Pan to Kake da Dhaba. That's another expenditure.

Hopefully on Father's Day which is on June 18 I'll be able to treat family at Nav Chaitanya.

I feel like such a lucky girl. I'm basking in glory and love. The glory of life, the glory of the heavenly bodies shining their bright light on me in delightful prophecies.

I love my sweet brother the most. I don't know why but I really do.

I remember when we were small I used to fantasise that I'm protecting him with my life.

Love is truly beautiful.

Love,

Me.

I am grateful for all my clothes. They are treasures.

I am grateful for all my books. They are also treasures.

I am grateful for the love in my life. They are ultimate treasures.

(I have to call Dr Dhaw in about an hour.) I am grateful for him.

I am grateful for this beautiful talented mind I have.

I am grateful for writing. It's a blessing.

I am grateful for my wonderful mind and spirit. They make me an interesting person.

I'm grateful for this beautiful body. It is supple and beautiful.

I am grateful for my eyes. They reflect kindness.

I am grateful for this wonderful job. It is rejuvenating.

I am grateful for my watch. It is a treasure.

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