Wednesday, 24 September 2025

Letter to my Journal 11.59 am 25.9.2025 dream of Ali being a shit person

Dear Journal,
I've been sleeping in the mornings. I had a dream that Ali has been sedating me each morning and that Ali is Tailap, who is my shona Ayesha and Alyssa's mom character.
In my dream I go to Ali's shop, buy a cigarette and fall asleep on the pavement.
I sleep for a long time and then I wake up and go home and there is a furore at home over why I slept on the pavement. Himanshi is the mom character and they want to send me somewhere (like a hospital) because I slept under sedatives. But finally, they don't send me.
Ali comes home and I realise she/he has a French girlfriend because his phone rings.
I say: "Tu avez un bonne ami." Which he corrects and asks me how I know such good French. Then he tries to sleep with me. Then with Ali I go to the cigarette shop walking along a long desert with an oasis. And oasis is Ocean in Arabic.
Then Arun tells me through telepathy (because of course he doesn't want to call me up) that he's entering my life as a certain Nr Guha and I wake up.
I hope this sedation by Ali stops in the morning.
I woke up and went and bought Beedi, two cigarettes and Ganne ka sharbat and Arun told me he will never leave me but he is entering my life as a certain Mr Guha. I love Chotto the most. 
He would definitely tell me what I should do.
Chotto what should I do?
Don't go to Ali's shop. But have a Pepsi today. ARUN WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU.
Thank you Chotto.
Love,
Me.
12.11 pm

No comments:

Post a Comment