Journal 11.51 pm on 1.11.2026 patience is imperative

Dear darling Journal,

I saw a dream with Arun in it in the morning. I woke up after 12 and went down to do yoga. I chanted a little in the morning.

Then I had luchi with honey for lunch after bathing.

Then Psha messaged that she is feeling low and if I could come over.

Psha had also come home yesterday.

After 2 activities with her I concluded that it's not just goals that I should pray for. But I should also pray to enjoy the process of attaining those goals.

I prayed for Arun to enjoy life. Me and Psha chanted for over an hour today. I spent exactly 2 and a half hours in her house. She made me coffee.

I thought a lot about Arun today. Im not trying to focus on any outcome... it's just that he smells so good :p

Anyhow I need to focus on my career.

Arun is sho cute.

Melon had not eaten all day. Finally he ate dinner. Ma was so relieved. I love my mother.

I came back from Psha's at 8.30. I was immediately packed off to buy paneer for Melony.

Deja reves make me feel that karma is so mystical. 

Also Arun said the shoulder pain he experiences is because he is atoning for his sins. I felt so sad hearing that. I dont want him to view his aches that way. He doesnt deserve pain. I hope he soon gets relevant treatment, medication and advice for his bones. My shona Arun. Muwaaah to him.

Buro and Sadhya will be home tomorrow.

I am feeling:

Happy

Loving

I really find Arun the cutest.

I am grateful for God's infinite love, Grace, blessings and mercy on my life. 

Love,

Me.

12 04 am 2.11.2026

Ps: Something I accomplished.

I was patient with Psha. I fed Melon and Kitoo. And I rested.

2. Something I handled well.

Arun's silence.

3. Something I appreciated.

The support of my family and friends. Cake. Arun. And the fact that I slept well. I also realised that I shouldnt view Arun as a cheater. And more importantly i should take care of him.

4. Something I did towards my future self.

Chanting.

5. Something I learnt about myself.

I can be really patient for an outcome like ennervating Psha's mood.

I am grateful for God's infinite love, Grace, blessings and mercy on my life. 

Love,

Me.

12.10 am on 2.11.2026