I came back home after 2 am last night and slept till 12 today.
I went out with Twi, Lee and Marzoo to OnToes.
At first I felt miserable there without Arun and wanted to go back home. But then I felt such a deep love for him later. I love love love my Arun. I dont think I ever want to lose him.
10 months of not seeing him and yet the emotions run so deep. I truly love him.
I met his friends Yus and Muk there and random people were talking to me when I went out to smoke.
I had a good time. But I missed Arun inordinately. I want to start hanging out with him again. And I want to earn money so that I can sometimes pick up the cheque.
I love my Bhulu boy Arun. I dont think Ill ever stop loving him.
I saw a dream with Arun in it but now I dont remember it. I also had a deja reve sitting there in OnToes from earlier this year.
I want to always be loyal to Arun.
I am feeling:
Happy
Loving
Oh I went down and did a little yoga.
I am grateful for God's infinite love, Grace, blessings and mercy on my life.
Love,
Me.
1.26 pm
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