Wednesday, 4 November 2026

Journal 4.04 pm on 4.11.2026 love

Dear Journal,
I woke up around 9.30 10 and fell right back to sleep till 1.40 in the afternoon. I was so drowsy and so groggy.
They say that you only have to wish for something till it comes to pass. I havent yet chanted today.
Arun messaged back. He didnt say he doesnt want Old Monk... he said 'Just Enjoy Your Self.'
I had a dream where I saw that DuMa had prepared a corn dish with a creamy base. And that there was another dish with a creamy base. I also saw in my dream that Lakshit was a trick student, a dummy student in Metamorph. Ive almost finished packing. I just need to buy myself some shorts. Pa has thrown away all my shorts.
I saw Arun in my dream but I dont remember the details. I really love Arun. I hope he is in a good mood. Tons and tons of kisses for him.
I am feeling:
Happy
Annoyed with the sound of traffic
I am grateful for God's infinite love, Grace, blessings and mercy on my life. 

Love,
Me.
4.10 pm

Ps: yesterday Pa told me something poignant. I was complaining about Ma to him, and he said: 'Dont think about what Ma is doing or not doing. Think about your own karma. If Ma is chanting for something beyond your wishes karma will bite her. See how much pain she is in at the moment. Feel sorry for her. Dont get angry.'
5.05 pm

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