I have fallen into a state of inertia and lethargy. I hope to make the most of my time and quit smoking cigarettes.
I just got out of a 45 minute meditation session.
I lost my cool with Ma. Ma is so precious. Why am I so lazy?
Meditating on love has led me to see optimistic dreams.
Last night I dreamt that I was preparing to dye my hair red, and then I was watching the video of 'Huzur is kadar bhi na itrake chaliye.' May be my subconscious mind wants to tell me not to be so vain.
Then, till I woke up, I dreamt that Arun was telling me something. I don't remember a word of what he said.
I must get out of my inertia.
I have yoga homework to do.
I hope to get over my insecurities, and my feeling of shame and guilt.
I think I'll have a bath now and do my homework. It's not a lot to do. I hope to live a happy life full of love.
Yoga class is a packed four hours.
There are so many religions and systems of faiths. What accords with my logic and reason?
Love
Action
Victory
Happiness
Money
Truth
Forgiveness
Happiness
Health
Peace
Security
These are worthy ideals to aspire to.
I think I'll sit and make my mission, vision and values for my push pin board. I've been thinking about it for a long time. First, bath, then that, then homework and dinner.
Love,
Me.
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