Holi Hai and it is so hot!
I had a strenuous yoga class today.
Buro didn't believe I had a class today, he called the institute where they said there is no class and he called me an outright liar. He didn't apologise but I did. For saying unkind things like I want him to stay out of my way. I do.
I wish he wasn't such a terror that he has become. Always accusing, always angry, always bitter, and always shouting.
I spoke to Arun in the evening. What is it about him that draws me to him? I love him. I also love Buro.
Ma finished a whole kg of farsan while correcting papers. That irritated me. But she can if she wants to have a whole kg of farsan.
I noticed Pa's beautiful elbows today as he slept. I love Ma and Pa.
I did yog nidra for half an hour in the evening, procrastinating about my yoga homework which I shall do now.
I finally feel that I can forgive myself, or that I'm close. Prayer is so effective. Gratitude is so powerful.
I'm so grateful to Arun for accepting me as I am and for forgiving me for my digresses. I'll always remember his maturity in handling me. Always that creates a special place for him in my heart. I absolutely adore him. His stories, his heart, his beautiful mind, his vibrant soul, his lovely being.
The situation is such that I'm not brooding about the future-- I'm keeping a positive attitude.
Money is entering my life in abundance.
I'm so grateful to Nidhi for handholding me. It's really sweet of her and speaks volumes about her committment. I hope I'm a worthy client.
Ma and Pa are leaving for a week-long detox camp tomorrow. Buro and Sadhya will be shifting in for three months. It'll be good to have them at home. It's always nice to have Buro as long as he does not fight with me.
I'm grateful that I woke up today after a deep sleep despite my sleep breaking around 4.30.
I'm grateful that I got to eat yummy Blue Park food in the evening.
I'm grateful for all the money I have and for all the money entering my life.
I'm grateful for Buro who is invaluable in my life.
I'm grateful for Ma who is one of my best friends.
I'm grateful for Pa who is gentle kind and sweet.
I'm grateful for Arun who I absolutely adore and love. I hope our bond strengthens and is life-long.
I'm grateful that Arun called in the evening.
I'm grateful for Yoga class where I'm learning so much.
I'm grateful for Nidhi. She holds a special place in my life.
I'm grateful for Dadu, Dimma, Dada and Thama for their blessings.
I'm grateful for the time in my hands.
I'm grateful for the fact that I keep this Journal. This is one of the best habits I'm cultivating.
I'm grateful for my prayers. They steer me on to victory.
I'm grateful for Bunty who gave me a cigarette in the middle of yoga class.
I'm grateful for each yoga teacher.
I'm grateful that I have a habit of reading and analysing.
I'm grateful for my phone.
I'm grateful for my good health.
I'm grateful that I've lived to see yet another Holi. This one was good, spent doing yoga.
I'm grateful that I eat healthy food everyday.
I'm grateful for all the people who grace my life and make it wonderful.
I'm grateful for my heart that loves wholeheartedly.
I'm grateful for my excellent health.
I'm grateful for life.
I'm grateful for the Almighty's bountiful blessings in my life.
I'm grateful for my beautiful body and my beautiful soul.
I'm grateful for the friendships in my life.
Love,
Me.
8.41 pm
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