How time flies by?
I came home from yoga around 5 pm and it's four hours since then and I haven't sent Shivansh the mail and I haven't done my yoga homework. I have fallen into an inertia of lackadaisicality and I don't feel motivated to do anything else.
I bought sausages, salami and juice today. The thing is that I was hoping that Arun would come by today but he didn't.
He has a blister on one of his vocal cords. It must really hurt.
Yesterday, Nidhi called. Her involvement and dedication is truly inspiring.
I met Manish Singh yesterday. He is a director and he sent me a few of his videos yesterday out of which I liked one.
Today he shared a film of his to me. Sweet. Predictable but sweet.
I got really scared when Arun called and told me he has a blister. I imagined all sorts of evil forebodings. However, if he just gives up on alcohol and cigarettes he won't suffer from a blister there again.
Pushpaji is so nice. She is a really good teacher. I like her and Yogitaji a lot.
Today we learnt the exercise of reflection that I think I'll do everyday. I'll sit and do it now and send Shivansh the mail.
Arun said he will come tomorrow. I also called my yoga peeps home but I think I will have to cancel plans with them. I'll call them home some other day.
Arun has been unwell, and he hasn't been responding to my messages at all. I don't think I should message him.
In yoga they say that our success is determined by our motivation. I should keep that in mind. Motivation is everything in yoga for a healthy and happy life.
The house is all empty because Ma and Pa have gone for a detox camp.
Buro is always so angry these days. Of course I know I have upset him. I want Buro to heal emotionally from all his pains. I love him.
I hope tomorrow's yoga session goes well.
I'll sit and do reflection for 15 minutes now and go to sleep by 11.
I am grateful for Ma and Pa.
I am grateful for Buro and that he messaged today.
I am grateful for Sadhya and her smartness.
I am grateful for Arun and all that comes with him.
I am grateful for Nidhi and her dedication.
I am grateful for all the good doctors in my life.
I am grateful that I ate today.
I am grateful that yoga class was so enjoyable.
I am grateful for my beautiful body.
I am grateful for my beautiful heart.
I am grateful for Pushpaji's amazing session with us today.
I am grateful for all the friends in my life.
I am grateful for the amazing bath I had today.
I am grateful that Madhuri cleaned my room today.
I am grateful for this beautiful house.
I am grateful for Pepper.
I am grateful for all the beautiful techniques I'm learning in yoga class.
I am grateful for the money in my life.
I am grateful for my phone.
I am grateful for my journal and this blog.
I am grateful for the future.
I am grateful that I can hear the sounds of children playing downstairs.
I am grateful that Arun is being taken care of and is healing.
I am grateful for fucidine.
I am grateful for this beautiful Universe.
I am grateful for love.
I am grateful for happiness.
I am grateful that I made my bed today.
I am grateful that soon cigarettes will be a thing of my past.
I am grateful for trees and plants.
I am grateful for water.
I am grateful for food.
I am grateful for yoga.
I am grateful for collagen building powder.
I am grateful for glutathione.
I am grateful for meditation.
I am grateful for pens and books and paper.
I am grateful for art and music.
I am grateful for a good night's sleep.
I am grateful for my world of dreams.
I am grateful that I breathe.
Love,
Me.
9.31 pm
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