I was feeling gloomy for the past two days. Arun hasn't called at all today.
I did not do any yoga homework today. Was just not in the frame of mind.
Met Amahamana and Pasha separately today. Feeling much better.
I know that things will look up for me very soon.
Everyone gives hope, but things don't materialise as you want them to.
Pasha said he'd cast me and get me some writing project. I'll call him next week.
My mental health has caused me to behave very erratically with people. I've lost a lot of friends. I feel guilty and ashamed about that.
I have to get over this feeling and let my life open up.
I'm feeling far more positive than I was feeling in the morning.
What am I upto? I love Arun. But what am I doing? I need to get my act together. I shine,
I'm bright, I'm the light. I'm the kindness, courage and wisdom of God. I'm God's favourite child. I'm the sun's illumenescence, I'm the moon's richness. I'm success. I'm happiness. I'm love.
I don't know where I'm headed but I hope to be on the high road.
Love,
Me.
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