The day went off pretty well. I have to push myself to hold poses in yoga. I have to build my will power and tenacity, courage and self confidence.
Arun is down with laryngitis and his doctor told him not to talk for two days. I thought I would refrain from talking to him over the phone for two days. Surprisingly, he called in the evening. He is so cute. He's my loveliest heart.
I'm still feeling badly about fighting with Buro yesterday. I hope he is able to forgive me, Ma, himself. I do love Buro a lot. He means the world to me.
When you read books like the Gita, or even when you read the newspapers, you read of close kin fighting each other for money and property. One of my greatest wishes is that my relationship with Buro is untarnished by all this. I hope as age progresses both of us will be able to find peace within ourselves. And I do hope that Buro forgives me for whatever grievances he holds against me. He is always forgiven by me.
I have to edit for Ashabari and write an article for Shivansh.
Sahil Lihala came over today. He is a good person to be friends with. A soft kind of chap.
Ma is cooking fish for me right now for the days ahead when they are not there. They are going for a detox camp. She is so sweet.
I shouted at her today in the morning. I should not have. Ma has made many sacrifices for us. She does so much for us. I'm blessed with great parents.
So does Pa. Pa is my gentle soft-hearted ogre. So is Arun.
Pa and Ma don't share their pains with us. Pa never does. Ma does sometimes. She has become more jovial and fun-loving in her old age. One of my greatest wishes is that I age gracefully into satisfaction, contentment and happiness.
Today in class we went a little off-topic and discussed the vata, pitta and kapha types of personalities.
I feel so lethargic and laidback. I'm definitely a kapha type of person. Ma is definitely a pitta kind of person. I do hope I am able to quit smoking cigarettes.
Love makes the world go around.
I am grateful for all the love in my life.
I am grateful for Ma and Pa.
I am grateful for Chotto Bacha and Sadhya.
I am grateful for Arun and all that comes with him.
I am grateful for yoga class.
I am grateful for my daily bread.
I am grateful for my bed on which I sleep peacefully each night.
I am grateful for Eshna and Koena, Bubul mesho and Chumkimashi.
I am grateful for my noble mind and loving heart.
I am grateful for all the projects coming my way.
I am grateful that Nidhi Saraf's person called me today. That means the talks are still on.
I am grateful for my health.
I am grateful for my beauty.
I am grateful for my beautiful mind.
I am grateful that with yoga I am slowly cultivating a positive mindset.
I am grateful for the books I read.
I am grateful for our beautiful home.
I am grateful for all my friends.
I am grateful for Dr Shinde.
I am grateful for toothbrushes and toothpaste.
I am grateful for my meditation sessions. I should really sit and meditate.
I am grateful for my ancestors' many gifts bestowed on me.
I am grateful that we were lauded today for our effort to portray Konasana 2 in yoga class.
I am grateful for the coffee I drank today.
I am grateful that I've had a beautiful day.
I am grateful for this beautiful world.
I am grateful that despite my digresses I have friends whom I can call my own.
I am grateful that I live in Bombay.
I am grateful for the vast sea and the greenery that surrounds me.
I am grateful that I met Sahil Lihala today.
I am grateful for the information age. There is so much to read.
I am grateful for my sweet boyfriend. I love him.
I am grateful for Nidhi Jain.
I am grateful for all my teachers and all my students.
I am grateful that I write.
I am grateful for beautiful children.
I am grateful for the beautiful community I belong to.
I am grateful for life.
Love,
Me.
9.37 pm
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