A lot of things have happened in the days gone past.
I had a huge fight with Arun over a stupid lie he told. I really wish he doesn't feel guilty about it.
On Saturday, I met Nidhi. She asked me to really own my space till the day we meet again. She also told me that there is no need for me to meet her that often.
She suggested that I keep repeating to myself the words I Am Worthy.
I started doing that yesterday.
As I did that I started fantasizing about future accomplishments. I wondered why my mind had taken to such flights of fancy.
I realised that I lack self worth and this is the reason I am not making progress or making money.
Doing this exercise made me realise I must value myself and I urgently need to feel that I am worthy.
Yesterday I watched a few videos out of which was one on transcendental meditation.
Today I sat for 15 minutes with the thought I Am Worthy and 15 minutes with the thought of love.
I have to do my yoga homework now.
I really hope my relationship with Arun is one that lasts a lifetime for us.
He hasn't messaged or called yet. I love him.
Additionally, Buro and Sadhya have come home for two months. Here is wishing that we have pleasant harmonious associations.
I am grateful for Ma for all the many ways She shows she cares.
I am grateful for Pa for his level headedness and love.
I am grateful that Buro treated me to sev puri yesterday.
I am grateful for Arun. My love for him is true.
I am grateful that I'm working on myself.
I am grateful for Nidhi and her valuable insights.
I am grateful for all the love in my life.
I am grateful for Madhuri who is sincere.
I am grateful for all my eternal friends. They mean the world to me.
I am grateful for Qudsiya. I love her for being so feisty.
I am grateful for my meditation sessions. They really allow me to connect with myself.
I am grateful for the food I eat.
I am grateful for Ma and Pa's good health.
I am grateful for this beautiful home and my wonderful room.
I am grateful for goodness.
I am grateful for my yoga class.
I am grateful for this wonderful day.
I am grateful that I am the best.
I am grateful that Ashwin has given me a chance in his movie.
I am grateful that I am facing my insecurities and surmounting them.
I am grateful for the abundance of money in my life.
Love,
Me.
10.29 am
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