Today has been a simply good day. I woke up from a dream where I saw Minal Gundecha (super rich in real life) working as a waitress and having fallen into poverty. The dream disturbed me.
I have started chain smoking. I smoked a lot of cigarettes, thinking about this dream and also wrote a poem about it.
I then prepared for vakrasna demo for yoga class.
My demo was the only one without feedback and it went unclapped.
Then we did preparatory exercises for Trataka and studied a video by Hansaji on the philosophy of karma yoga.
The lesson was eye-opening.
Never ever focus on results. Focusing on results is wrong. And not taking action is also wrong. You can take action when you enjoy the action. I should not focus on results but act. Focusing on results actually may stall you from taking action. So act I must.
I came home and called Arun. I got very emotional during yoga class thinking about him. I really love him.
He did not answer the phone. He called an hour later. He was stuck in a meeting and we planned to meet at 7.15. Since then he has been stuck at Kalina and I am patiently waiting for him.
I studied Aishwarya bhava. The study of yoga really helps in living a fulfilling life.
I really want to meet Arun today.
I'll eat a small dinner and meditate and leave for Bottles and wait for him there.
I am grateful for Ma for being so lovely.
I am grateful for Pa for being so supportive.
I am grateful to Buro for being so loving.
I am grateful to Arun and to all that comes with him for his unconditional love.
I am grateful for my yoga class.
I am grateful for my beautiful home.
I am grateful for the sumptuous food I eat.
I am grateful for the internet.
I am grateful that I'm learning so much each Day.
I am grateful for my good health.
I am grateful for my prayers.
I am grateful for the love in my life.
I am grateful that a few casting directors have shown an interest in working with me.
I am grateful that Varun Pershad is looking out for a job for me.
I am grateful that I generally feel happy.
I am grateful for the Buddhist prayer of forgiveness.
I am grateful for my beautiful heart, body and soul.
I am grateful for my Dharmic path.
I am grateful for all my friends.
I am grateful for this wonderful life.
I am grateful for the beautiful date I am going to have with Arun in some time.
I am grateful for castor oil.
Love,
Me.
8.37 pm
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