Bombay Cabaret

By Doel Sengupta

The queen of the Universe needs clothes but the clothes and shoes that fit her are too expensive. So shoolin (her husband), buobacha, Andromeda, brodar, zenia and xenith, dhroomrockstar sell clothes for 10 roubs for 1 tonne. The price of clothes comes down and the forex crashes as the forests are saved and they become the richest people in the world. Koomoolooshitty and sadykoshitty play dead and at the end the queen is told by Buobacha that they have died and that she can buy 1 tonne of clothes for 10 roubs as all univartitties and maladies have shut down. The toy industry shuts down in the play. At the end of this play all the dhoortoors have died.

Act 1

Scene 1

In the presidential palace

Queen doremee: none of the clothes and shoes I can afford fit me.

Buobacha: doremee I think koomoolooshitty and sadykoshitty are going to die.

Doremee: I don't think they will really. They have walked out of our lives.

(The presidential palace is clean. Enter King shoolin with noodles and a pile of clothes)

(Shoolin dances)

Shoolin: I shoolin am the best. I am the king, the ring, the ping, the ting, the sing of the Universe. All the dhoortoors have disappeared buobacha. Here give these noodles to doremee and these clothes at 20 roubs for a tonne are for you. They fit you.

Doremee (sobbing): they are too expensive.

Shoolin (looks concerned): are they.

(Enter Brodar the protagonist with a sabre)

Brodar: of course they are shoolin. I brodar think the queen doremee is always right. You've overpriced the clothes and there are so many maladies and univartitties. You shoolin have to shut all the Maladies and Univartitties down. Leave the clothes to me.

(Picks up the clothes and walks out)

Queen doremee: my sweetest heart king sing ping ting shoolin don't leave my side.

(It begins to snow heavily and gales of wind shake the curtains)

Shoolin: what's the problem queen of my soul?

Buobacha: ask me buobacha.

Queen doremee: tell him.

Shoolin: oh the children are playing with the toys that are giving them all the maladies and univartitties. Seize their toys. No ill seize their toys. No maladies or univartitties for the children.

Queen doremee(sobbing): my children are immortal. They have inherited Paradise but they play with univartitties and maladies still (she bursts into tears and sobs heavily)

Buobacha: leave it all to me. I love thee doremee and shoolin.

Act 1

Scene 2

In the playground (the children's sounds can be heard loudly playing. It is snowing heavily)

Andromeda (enters whispering): seize all the children's toys quietly as they play. Hide them brodar.

Brodar: deftly deftly we hide the toys so that the children don't play with univartitties and maladies now.

Buobacha: never Again never Again will the children play with univartitties and maladies.

Hide all their toys. Throw them away.

(3 screens projected light up on stage. Children can be heard in the background shouting and playing.)

Koomoolooshitty (on the screen): hush hush children (the children play louder) hush hush. All the dhoortoors have died. All the maladies and univartitties have also died and I am dying too.

Sadykoshitty (on the screen): children no maladies for you or univartititties. All the dhoortoors have died. I am dying too.

Dhroomrockstar (on the screen): are you sure?

Komoolooshitty and Sadykoshitty (together): Yes we are. Thousand per cent sure. No toys for the children. Take their toys away.

(Their screens shut off)

Dhroomrockstar (enters the stage): we have to protect queen doremee and the children and everybody from maladies and univarititties. (Takes a pile of toys and throws them away) tell king ping ting shoolin that the queen is safe now. Buobacha go and tell him koomoolooshitty and sadyshitty are going to die.

Andromeda: Aye aye. This is Andromeda. Are they running away? Because the children have inherited immortal Paradise. 

Brodar: I think so. Love as toys disappear and the children are free and Paradise Is here. Hear hear for the queen. I brodar am the most valiant.

Buobacha: Brodar I love you.

Brodar: all Hail king ping ting sing Ling shoolin. All Hail Doremee! All Hail the natural Sun and the holy moon that grant us security and prosperity! Down with the toys! 1 tonne of clothes for ten roubs now. Buobacha you are not getting married to a dhrootoor. Marry God today.

Act 2

Scene 1

(In king shoolin's chambers. It is snowing heavily. Queen doremee is performing a magic tricks for the world to inherit Paradise. Zenia rushes in)

Zenia: doremee. Queen Doremee!

Doremee: who is this?

Zenia: this is Zenia. Xenith told me there is a huge flu outbreak in the world. 

Doremee: tell Dhroomrockstar to release garlic, ginger,  honey, lemons, sugar, Salt, sauna and lovely Lovely sweet nectar for the public for free.

Zenith: sure queen doremee! (Exits)

(Enter brodar. Lies on a couch)

Brodar: Do the magic queen doremee. You are a magician.

Doremee: so are you! Do the magic Brodar! Let the children not play with fake toys anymore. Let them win the real jewels and the real money. Free them from maladies and univartitties! Free them brodar.

Brodar: I love thee doremee. Your wish is my command. I love the children. Everywhere I go I see forests cropping up and the animals playing. All Hail king ping ting sing Ling shoolin.

Doremee: My King. My sweet king of my heart. My sweetest king. Now relay all the information to King ping ting sing Ling Shoolin. He will relay it to ms.

Brodar: Sure Queen. Your wish is my command. (Bows and exits. The queen continues to perform magic. Enter King shoolin.)

Shoolin: doremee it's snowing heavily. How are you my lovely queen of my spirit and soul?

(Doremee falls into his arms)

Shoolin: I've got you 1 tonne of clothes and 1 tonne of shoes for 10 roubs each. Now there will be no dhoortoors to see and there are no fake toys to play with. all the children get 1 tonne of well-fitted and well-stitched clothes and shoes of premium quality for 10 roubs each now. All the maladies and univartitties are gone.

Doremee: are you sure king of my being, my soul.

Shoolin: Yes. I've conquered the Universe. I love you my magician. Magical queen of the universe.

Act 2

Scene 2

In the playground children shout and play as it snows heavily. (Only their sounds can be heard)

Xenith: today I think all the toys have been burnt.

(One screen lights up. A funeral can be seen. All the children shout "Sadykoshitty has died!!!!" The chant rings through the snowy gusty wind)

(Another screen lights up with a second funeral. All the children shout "Sadykoshitty and koomoolooshitty have died. Buobacha is married to god! There is no wedding for buobacha except his wedding with God!" The chant rings through the air. This is the chant throughout the play now with different music playing along.)

(Third screen lights up as the first two screen play throughout the scene.)

Dhroomrockstar (on the screen): hello children! The greatest villains koomoolooshitty and sadykoshitty have died today! All Hail the king of the Universe rose ping ting Ling sing Shoolin! Beware children! PARADISE IS HERE. IMMORTALITY IS HERE. AND (whispers) there are no toys to play with anymore as tigers and lions roam freely about and lavender's grow abundantly.

(Enter brodar)

Brodar: xenith switch on the lights. It's time for magical celebrations! Truth, Justice, peace, prosperity, security, happiness, harmony, humanity, honour and Love love love prevail. I'll go tell Buobacha and king shoolin that the greatest villains sadykoshitty and koomoolooshitty are dead to us and going to jail now and buobacha and dhroomrockstar can safely be only married to God now. Thanks for the views Dhroomrockstar.

Dhroomrockstar (on the screen): you're welcome. Love and life. The magical dance of love and life. (His screen switches off as xenith lights all the lamps and starts performing magic)

(Enter Andromeda and buobacha)

Buobacha: I've just informed king shoolin. Do you know koomoolooshitty, sadykoshitty and varikoshitty have died.

Andromeda: are you sure?

(Enter brodar in knights clothes)

Brodar: I've just been knighted. Buobacha you don't have a wife or a mother. And varikoshitty was never your friend. But you have us, you have God, you have immortality in Paradise and you have a sister Queen Doremee! All Hail king ping ting sing Ling Shoolin!

Buobacha: thank you xenith for lighting the lamps. Thank you for your friendship world! We are immortal God's greatest gift.

(Both Brodar and Buobacha start performing magic)

Andromeda: (performing magic) xenith give me a lamp (xenith gives him a lamp)

Brodar: All Hail the good Lord God!

Act 3

Scene 1

In a pub (the children's chants can be heard)

Shoolin: sugarcane juice for the Lady!

(Doremee Picks up the sugarcane juice)

Doremee: I love you.

Shoolin: I love you more. We are immortal in Paradise. All the dhoortoors have disappeared. The toys are gone. Koomoolooshitty, sadykoshitty and varikoshitty are dead. I'll be myself with you now.

(Enter xenith, Andromeda, zenia and buobacha chanting): one tonne of good clothes for ten roubs.

One tonne of good shoes for ten roubs.

The maladies and univartitties have disappeared.

(A sweet melodious voice can be heard and forests spring up all around as the pub changes to a forest.)

Andromeda: all the dhoortoors have died.

Shoolin: have they?

Buobacha: Yes shoolin.

(Enter dhroomrockstar and brodar)

Dhroomrockstar: I've broadcasted it everywhere all across the Universe. There are no toys and no Dhoortoors anymore. The good God. All Hail the good God.

Zenia: we are all God's.

Xenith: we are God's special children.

Brodar: queen, what do you need?

Doremee: I need magic, God and sugarcane juice please. And 

Brodar: we are the richest in the world.

Shoolin: look at the forests.

Brodar: such Paradise.

Doremee: sugarcane juice please.

Act 3

Scene 2

The gallows venue cancels the wedding of Buobacha on Joanreeree the 5th of 2024. The guests are all turned away on that day at the playground. (The children's chanting can be heard loudly. In addition to the previous chant they chant "dhroomrockstar and buobacha are never getting married." Loudly. Towards the end of the scene they chant "The Lord God is great!")

Buobacha: Sadykoshitty and Varikoshitty and all the Shitties are dead. No wedding is being planned or organised by them ever.

Shoolin: my love! Are you fine?

Brodar: Throw all the Shitties out!

Andromeda: Down with the Shitties!

Doremee: I told you Shoolin! The shitties are just thieves. Out with them! No wedding for Buobacha and Dhroomrockstar.

Shoolin: Will you marry me Doremee?

Doremee: of course king ping ting Ling sing Shoolin. I love you. (Kisses him) I've stopped the wedding.

Doremee: no wedding for Buobacha and Dhroomrockstar. I told you.

Andromeda: you did.

Brodar: you did. The Queen's will reigns. The children don't want Buobacha's wedding.

conquer the world

As you stand atop Everest

Wilfully you conquer the world

With me! We marry food,

Prosperity, security,

Not Sadist Vaze!

-- Doel Sengupta

happy new year 2024 27.12.2023

What is a nuptial?

What is a ritual?

It's a pact by God

To keep us alive.

As we stand tall

As perennial trees

This year we are alive.

In the beehive,

In the Cellulose,

In the xylose,

And the panthenoic acid

We are alive.

Like many xylophones

This year we ring

As flutes eternally.

Celebrate this year in every way

With whatever cools your gut

And warms your spray.

Wish in a wishing well

Or wish upon a tree

But stay alive for me.

Happy New Year!

Season's Greetings!

-- Sengupta family

nerves of steel

By Doel Sengupta

Love in nerves of steel

As the wheel of life turns  

Love is here as jam

And honey and

Cellulose fish!

That's my wish!

sadhya's wedding 27.12.2023

By Doel Sengupta

Ever since the lockdown

We have been grappling

For Sadhya; Sadhya means

Food in Malayalam.

All the succulent paneer,

The beautiful cellulose chicken

And the reedy mutton is

For us to savour this day.

The day when Sadhya that

Is succulent harvest marries 

My little brother to grant

Him security and prosperity

On this special day-- his wedding

To the Harvest, to prosperity,

To love and life in the eyes

Of the Almighty, the good

Lord God, this is his day of freedom

From tyranny -- each day that

He hasn't had a full meal

For that today is his redemption

Song -- let's raise a toast as we

All marry Sadhya today;

Sadhya means food in Malayalam!!!!!

Thank you! All of you look very nice today!

you are me

Your eyes are my hills and vales,

Your being my everything;

Everything I have is yours,

I am you, you are me.

-- Doel Sengupta

cloudburst

By Doel Sengupta

Love comes in a whiff of cloudburst

As snow envelops Bombay, the lay

Have won! The people who give pain

Have lost as snow envelops Bombay!

All the roadworks Have stopped

To let the snow in! Beautiful snow

Aglow, white winters were here once,

They are back again like a cloudburst!

Yen jam for 1, ten jam for two,

Clothes and phone bills for free!

Mascara goop

By Doel Sengupta

Love comes as soup

And beautiful

Mascara goop.

Who goops 

And who does not?

Who poops

And who does not?

Beauty lies in

The heart;

Beauty of

The spirit

Preserved

In 10 Jam.

Pomegranates

Pomegranates, pomegranates,

Apples and oranges and so many

Lozenges for a victorious day

When harmony prevails and the

Pitoudoux all sit in jail,

We never fail:

All winners

We!

-- Doel Sengupta

love in peace

Love is created in the midst

Of storms? Gales? Seas? Or in peace?

It is crested when all the Unicorns 

Dance a lovely gay dance in the snow.

-- Doel Sengupta

love in december

Love is beautiful

In December it

Rings in Santa's beautiful

Voice!

-- Doel Sengupta

camels and lions

By Doel Sengupta

Roses and Tulips aren't the same

Just as life and love are not games.

When the Sierra blazes the pitoudoux

Gazes and we walk out of mazes

Beautifully free in the sun and moon,

The light of the camels and the sheen

Of the lions is not the same,

One was made for the long walk

And one to run across, both friends.

Phoenix rising

Like a phoenix rising

From the ashes of

God's wrath living

High into the heavens

Beautiful sweet broth.

Good morning!

-- Doel Sengupta

ode to my brother

As you keep your gaze

Fixed on your goal

You are my very soul.

Your rootedness is melody

Your sprightliness my harmony,

You are me, I am you.

My love, my fold, my sustenance,

My xylophone, my harmonica,

My  Truth, my Justice, my all.

-- Doel Sengupta

your arms

Your arms that embrace

The Universe crowd me

And my bosom, keeping

Away creatures dark

And morose just so you

Could see me smile.

Good morning!

-- Doel Sengupta

your hair frond

The gentle breeze, the soft waves

Touch the nape of your spirit;

The beautiful fronds are your

Hair, sprickly, sparkly, your

Teeth neat and serene 

Like a mark of lakshmanrekha, 

Chalky and sweet,

Milky and pure.

Good morning!

-- Doel Sengupta

simplified Hippocrates oath

According to my noble judgment, I vow to venerate the good and heal the sick never harming or hurting anyone and healing and curing all with Apollo, Panacaea and Euripedes as my witnesses.

Hippocrates, Circa 6300 bc

love is sugar

Love is sucre sacree 

Love is go stones 

Made in cheese 

And juice made in honey.

Roses are red

By Doel Sengupta

Roses crowd Paradise,

Tulips are in full bloom,

The violets have sprouted

Through force through 

The Earth, the palm fronds

Refresh us, all the flowers,

The daffodils and daisies even

Sprout like magic and a Lotus 

Pond has appeared in Paradise,

Ethereal magical where

Unicorns dance with fairies

And gnomes-☆ Magic is done,

The stars are clear, we have won;

Roses are red, violets are blue,

The grass is green and I love you

That's true.

Versace pitch letter

Dear hiring professionals at Versace,

I am an avid fashion buyer and consumer and a prolific artist and writer.

I have sought to work in the fashion industry all my life. 

I lost my father to a murder case on January 22, 2001 and I am the girl who is Nirbhaya who is still alive.

After studying Life Sciences and doing my masters in neurobiology, biotechnology and Applied Medical Sciences I worked for many leading dailies in India as a scribe.

My Father has always been my role model.

I have done my PhD in Forensic Sciences and I work as a consultant for the Maharashtra police.

My Father bought me my first sewing machine so that I could realise my dream of working with you.

If you hire me my father, my sewing machine and dream has been found. It's been found.

Thank you,

Doel Sengupta

love life

Yellah calls helluva people

While we mind the wind

And the steeple, life is

Wonderful beautiful

Sweet cute lovely

Lovely lovely

As haradise

And garage

Boys sing

And play

Love,

Life!

Life

The water seeps through the soil as saplings sprout clear and joyous. 

Love is a game of shadows and Truth.

Who is Delilah? Who is Ruth?

Are we the same, can we be many at once?

Life is not a game of chance!

love in the times of sclera poisoning

All the Panama Papers scamsters

Are arrested And put into the dungeons 

For the bloody bludgeoning of Santa Claus

And his friends. Merry Christmas!!!!

Ho! Ho! HO! If you are Santa's friend, 

The guy who protects Da Wood, SAY IT!

ha ha! Hee hee! Hoo hoo! Hee haw! Hee haw!!!!

Resurrection

As night falls and words 

Sweeten the air life has been

Resurrected out from

The arms of the dead.

Love is infinite

By Doel Sengupta

Love is a wonderful 

Lovely experience

In this immortal

Paradise -- infinite

Multihued, infinite

Wondrous -- Tread

Carefully my lovelies

As Paradise comes hither.

The Flower that never withers

By Doel Sengupta

I crossed infinite oceans

Looking for you and you

Rest in my heart eternal

A eternally fresh bloom

A crescent of God in full

Moon you shine and glow

The dance of a lifetime,

The Flower that never withers.

The maidservants give all the keys to cheetah power

By Doel Sengupta

Scene 1

Inside a home with lots of plastic and silk

Cheetah power: this is your last day of cleaning?

(Only her lips are shown) Jhootimooh: Yes.

Cheetah power: sure?

Jhootimooh: Yes.

Cheetah power: what's your plan now?

Jhootimooh: to live in jail because I murdered your father.

Cheetah power: You are under arrest. 

(Cheetah power puts the handcuffs on her and takes her to jail. In jail he meets Koli bear.)

Koli bear: you're here. In this cell jhootimooh. Put the lasers on her.

Jhootimooh: God make sure I never leave jail.

Cheetah power: God willing.

Scene 2

Inside the plastic home

Cheetah power: what's burning.

Tedimooh: it's plastic.

Cheetah power: why?

Tedimooh: all the keys are there.

Cheetah power: all the keys are there. DID you lie to DEEDEE?

tedimooh: Yes I did.

Cheetah power: are you lying now?

Tedimooh: I've stopped lying.

Cheetah power (to andy): Arrest tedimooh.

(Goes to check the keys. Finds all the keys there and secures them. ALL THE KEYS ARE THERE.)

Andy: sir, I'm transporting all the maidservants to laser jails in Serbia. 

Cheetah mooh: thank you.  Tedimooh keep your trap shut.

Scene 3

In a home with beautiful paintings

Koli bear: Dorah bui I'm home.

Dorah: welcome home Koli bear.

Koli bear: there will be no maidservants or cooks in this house from now on. And all the acid pills have stopped.

Dorah: really?

Koli bear: Yes shona. I've bought 6 vaccum cleaners. Choose the one you want.

(Dorah chooses the most beautiful one.)

Dorah: I love you. (Showers Koli bear with kisses).

Koli bear: and Yes all the terrorists have been arrested. They'll never trouble you again. I'll sell your paintings on your behalf now. And Yes French muffin wants a tarot reading.

Dorah: You get a ten per cent cut.

Koli bear: really? Will you marry me?

Dorah: of course you'll get a cut. Whoopee! I'm a free bird now. Let's have pizza today. The new job is also going very well.

Koli bear: I love you. (Kisses her.)

All the maidservants get arrested

By Doel Sengupta

Scene 1

On an island

Koli bear: I've been surrounded by the Army because my maidservant made me feel like I'm her husband.  Will Dorah ever forgive me?

Japani joota: come here. Koli bear you're under arrest.

Koli bear (whimpering): but why?

Japani joota: for having children with your wife but living with your maidservant!!!!! You're under arrest because your maidservant says you slept with her. Also cheetah power come here. You're also under arrest. For beating up good people for your terrorist girlfriend. Victory in the Fearless realm! God love and life!

Koli bear: I didn't sleep with my maidservant.

Japani joota: I checked the footage. You did. Quietly come here. The Army has surrounded you. Don't move.

Cheetah power (walks up to Japani Joota): Arrest me sir! Koli bear is obnoxious and selfish. I'm not.

Koli bear (crying): I'm not selfish!!!!

Japani joota: no words till you are in jail. Where are all Dorah's cards?

Cheetah power: she's my sister!

Japani joota: but is everything there?

Cheetah power: I think so. Now I'll get arrested. Idiot. Stupid. Idiot.

Scene 2

In jail

Koli bear (laughing): I didn't sleep with the maidservant.  I'll explain everything to you. I love my sweetheart absolutely and my life is in service of God. What I've gone through is what many people have gone through. I want to throw the maidservant out but the cops insist we keep her. I'm strictly against the maidservant.

Russian hat: are you sure?

French muffin: here sign these papers. You're free to go home.

Koli bear (smiling): God love and life! Ciao!

Cheetah power: I'm not leaving till the maidservant is not arrested.

French muffin: in France we don't employ maidservants. Cheetah power sign the release form. You have to have the maidservant arrested. God love and life.

Cheetah Power: I've also been raped just like Koli bear. Drugged and raped. We've been fighting for my sister. Many people are in their next lives and no death certificate has been issued. That's the problem. It's almost like there is chaos.

French muffin: don't trust the French but trust me. I'm with you. But first, nous Duvons mets les maidservants Dans LA prison.

Koli bear: sure? Cheetah power we haven't even been arrested.

Cheetah power: oh I see. We have to use the system for law and order. Fine understood.

Russian hat: but first we arrest the maidservant. It's your mission cheetah power. Arrest  the rapist maidservant. Even in Russia we don't have servants. Buy four vaccum cleaners for the house.

Scene 3

In a home with beautiful paintings

Russian hat: voila! The maidservants have been arrested. In our countries these maids work as prostitutes.

French muffin: congratulations cheetah power and Koli bear. Here are your medals of honour both of you.

Japani joota: please do visit our country with Dora and deejoo. We love you guys and the children.

Koli bear: please come for my wedding with dorah.

French muffin (gushing): bien sur!

Cheetah power: You are very beautiful French muffin, I love you.

Russian hat: I love you too.

The five of them dance the cha chi Choo with their feet for two minutes.

Koli bear: wait I'll make some coffee.

Japani joota: I'll help you make it. India is like Paradise except for the maidservants here. In our countries they worked as prostitutes. 

Cheetah power: victory! All the maidservants have been arrested. I've just got the information. 

rootsorrow and Koli bear break up: alls well that ends well

Scene 1

In an apartment

Koli bear: You are not my wife.

Rootsorrow: then who is your wife?

Koli bear: not you. Her name is Dorma.

Rootsorrow: fuck off and drink your poisons or I'll beat you up.

Koli bear: Beat me?

Rootsorrow: you've tried my patience (starts Beating him with a broom).

Koli bear: stop

Rootsorrow really hits him with a broom. He  slightly bruised near the eye.)

Koli bear: I'll drink the poison. Stop hitting me. My wife Dorma Shakeel would never beat me.

Rootsorrow (Beating him): then why do you keep staring at my books?

Koli bear: Because they are fake.

Scene 2

In an office

Rootsorrow: pile Koli bear with work. Exhaust him.

Vipper: Yes, let's do that all of us. And let us leave him alone in the office. ROOTSORROW you seduce him when we are alone. And then say MISSION ACCOMPLISHED.

Rootsorrow: here he comes. Quick everybody leave.

Koli bear: hi Rootsorrow.

Rootsorrow: my jaaneman, my jaaneja. Suck my nipples right now. Unbuttons her shirt.

Koli bear: I have a lot of work (sits on his chair).

(Rootsorrow rubs her scarf over Koli Bear's face. Koli bear shouts)

Koli bear: Help! Help! Help! I'm being raped! Help!

Rootsorrow: Raped?

Koli bear: I told you my wife is Dorah Shaqeel, you maid servant. Leave me alone. (Dials 100).

(Rootsorrow escapes into a cabin sends a message to Vipper)

MISSION FAILED!!!!!!!!!!

Scene 3

Inspector sweetbole enters

Inspector sweetbole: what happened here?

Koli bear: I'm a married man and Rootsorrow was raping me.

Inspector sweetbole: who is Rootsorrow?

Come here! Bitch!!!!!!

(Koli bear starts crying.)

Inspector sweetbole: Rootsorrow you've been arrested! (Puts handcuffs on her). Jail for life for rape.

(Rootsorrow stands naked in front of inspector sweetbole and accepts her sentence)

(Koli bear realises he was playing with fire and thanks inspector sweetbole profusely. Inspector sweetbole puts rootsorrow in a police van and comes back to Koli bear.)

Sweetbole: let's have some tea. Business karna hai?

Koli bear: Yes.

Sweetbole: toh karna! Ye office chord de aaj. Wife ke saath business mein lag ja. Mera raja beta. Mera achcha beta.

(Koli bear starts crying)

Koli bear: I'll tell you about my wife Dorah Shaqeel.

(They laugh over a cup of coffee

Sweetbole: I love you.

Koli bear: I love you too. I love Dorah and the kids!

silver gaze

The silver gaze may seem cold

But it's just thirsty for your warmth;

The beautiful silver lining in the hem

Of the cloud that floats overhead

Spreads news of cold chilly days ahead,

Good morning! Now get out of bed!

Cut the Act now: We are all the best

By Doel Sengupta

Scene 1

Inside a marble home with beautiful art

Deejooshende: (messages Andy): CAN I LEAVE THE ROOM NOW? GOD LOVE AND LIFE.

ANDY: OF COURSE. FOLLOW GOD ALL THE TIME. ARRESTING ALL SHOK GOKUL PEOPLE. BURNING ALL SHOK GOKUL PLACES TO ASHES. BEEN GIVEN ORDERS TO EVACUATE GOOD PEOPLE BY INSPECTOR GODBOLE. REMAIN AT HOME. LEAVE AS PER GOD'S WILL ONLY PLEASE. YOU MAY GET OUT OF YOUR HIDEOUT NOW. LOVE YOU THE MOST. GOD LOVE AND LIFE. MISSION CODENAME: GOD LOVE AND LIFE. IS DORAH FINE?

deejooshende: I THINK SO. WHOEVER CALLS HER DODON CANNOT BE TRUSTED. SHE IS THE GOLDEN DORAH. WHAT IS THE MISSION CALLED? GOD LOVE AND LIFE.

ANDY: THAT IS WHAT ITS CALLED MISSION NAME: GOD LOVE AND LIFE. MISSIONS VISION: DISAPPEARANCE OF ALL SHOK GOKUL PLACES. ONE MORE THING. YOUR MISSION NOW: SACK THE COOK AND THE SERVANT ASAP. GOD LOVE AND LIFE. OVER AND OUT.

Deejooshende: WHY ARE YOU ANNOUNCING MY MISSION?

ANDY: THIS IS AN ORDER FROM INSPECTOR GODBOLE.

Deejooshende: STOP PILING ALL YOUR WORK ON ME. GOD LOVE AND LIFE. THROWING THIS SHOK GOKUL PERSON OUT OF THE HOUSE NOW. GOD LOVE AND LIFE.

(Deejooshende gets out of the hideout).

Scene 2

In a marble house with lots of metal.

Kopatika (messages Andy): CAN I LEAVE THE HIDEOUT? GOD LOVE AND LIFE.

ANDY: OF COURSE. ALSO MAKE CHILDREN THROW WHATEVER THEY WANT TONIGHT. THROW STUFF AWAY TONIGHT. FOLLOW ORDERS PLEASE. DONT DISOBEY. GOD LOVE AND LIFE. ALSO THROW THE SHOK GOKUL PERSON IN THE HOUSE OUT BY FORCE. DONT DISOBEY. GOD LOVE AND LIFE. OVER AND OUT.

kopatika: WONT DISOBEY. NO NEED TO SHOUT. THROWING ALL SHOK GOKUL PEOPLE OUT BY FORCE INFRONT OF KIDS FROM NOW ON REGARDLESS OF ORDERS. GIVING KIDS DINNER NOW. GOD LOVE AND LIFE.

ANDY: ONE SECOND. DINNER  ONLY AFTER 9. GOD LOVE AND LIFE. WHERE IS Q9?

Kopatika: IN SOUTH BOMBAY. NEAR THE BAR. GOD LOVE AND LIFE. FOLLOWING ORDERS. LOVE THE MESSAGES. WILL MAKE KIDS THROW WHATEVER THEY WANT AWAY. DONT GO TO Q9 NOW. GOD LOVE AND LIFE.

ANDY: FOLLOW GOD. BURNING ALL SHOK GOKUL PLACES TO ASHES TONIGHT. GOD LOVE AND LIFE.

(Kopatika leaves her HIDEOUT perspiring).

Scene 3

Inside a home with lots of crystal and glassware.

Andy enters.

Andy: How are my children today?!

Kutie: it's uncle Andy!

Kutae: I love you Uncle Andy! (Gives Andy a big hug. Andy has tears in his eyes and his strong heart softens and he cries after years)

Andy: Kutie and Kutae! Let's eat dinner now. What would you like?

Kutae: Masaledar khana. Also we want to throw things away in the house. Can we?

Andy: Of course love. My sweet love. (Showers the children with kisses). The Shok Gokul people left?

Kutie: Yes. Ten minutes ago. Please don't make us say voodoodeedoo things. 

Andy: Mission Accomplished.

Scene 4

Inside a house with lots of good paper and books.

Koli bear: let's eat now.

Abadee: no. I want to throw everything away first. Abadoo, you eat.

Koli bear: whatever you want. (Is very nervous about the scroll in the house).

Koli bear (messages Andy): SHOULD WE KEEP THE SCROLL? GOD LOVE AND LIFE.

ANDY: DORAH CAN KEEP HERS. YOURS CAN BE KEPT. MANY NEED TO BE THROWN. GIVING ORDERS TOMORROW AT 4 AM TO THROW THE BAD SCROLLS AWAY BY FORCE. HAS THE SHOK GOKUL PERSON LEFT. GOD LOVE AND LIFE. OVER AND OUT.

Koli bear: ILL CHECK. (Checks everywhere). YES. GOD LOVE AND LIFE. THANKS ANDY. YOURE A GOOD FRIEND. (Koli Bear weeps).

Abadoo: Dad!!!!! Let's eat dinner and let's cut the Act. You are the bestest. But we are all the best.

Scene 5

Inside a house with lots of good fossils. Sheeno wonder girl is in a hideout.

Sheeno  wonder girl (messages Andy): CAN I LEAVE THE HIDEOUT? GOD LOVE AND LIFE.

ANDY (IRRITATED): GIVE ORDERS TO ALL TO FOLLOW GOD. GIVE KIDS FOOD. CHECK HOUSE FOR SHOK GOKUL PEOPLE AND THROW THEM OUT BY FORCE. GOD LOVE AND LIFE. MAKE KIDS THROW WHATEVER THEY WANT TO THROW ASAP.

(Sheeno Wonder Girl gets out of her hideout).

Sheenowondergirl: KIDS is there a Shok Gokul person here?

Herrada: Yes sheeno aunty. Let's throw her out by force.

(Herrado starts shouting at the Shok Gokul person.

The Shok Gokul person bolts out of the house).

Herrado: Sheeno wonder girl! Treat me like a child no more. Cut the Act please. We are all the best!

(Sheeno wonder Girl checks the house for Shok Gokul people. Sighs reliefedly. Cries a little.)

Sheeno wonder girl: KIDS time to eat.

Scene 6

Inside Deejooshende's house.

Andy messages Deejooshende: IVE ENTERED THE HOUSE NOW. GOD LOVE AND LIFE. DORAH CAN THROW THE POISONS NOW. WE HAVE TO BURN ALL SHOK GOKUL PLACES TO ASHES. GOD LOVE AND LIFE.

Deejooshende: LET THE POISONS STOP. GOD LOVE AND LIFE.

ANDY: STOPPING THEM. GOD LOVE AND LIFE.

Deejooshende: Have all the kids eaten?

Andy: I think so. I love you.

Deejoshende: Dorah skip the poisons whenever you feel like it. Soon there will be no POISONS placed. What's your poison Dorah?

Dorah: My real poison is all things medicinal. This is pure acid. Make everyone chuck it till stopped. Stop the Act. Let the kids play. And Deejooshende don't send them to school.

Deejooshende: No school college or university for them. Only Lavender Network Project. God love and life.

Scene 7

Koli bear: I have won! We have won! Down with Shok Gokul!

The Shok Gokul is a terror outfit

By Doel Sengupta

Scene 1

Inside a temple in the mountains

Andy: The shok gokul is a terror outfit.

Koli bear: all the shok gokul people and their allied people have been arrested.

Andy: I'm not sure. You're a liar.

Koli bear: I trust in good people now. I've done much wrong by calling myself a bad man and associating with bad people.

Andy: burn this temple! We don't care about Koli bear! Burn it as God wills. It belongs to the Shok people, The Shok Gokul! God, love and life!!! Burn this temple.

(Andy leaves the temple and throws a grenade inside the temple. Koli bear can feel the heat as the temple around him burns and he leaves vowing to never enter a temple again.)

(Enter crystal gaze soother)

Crystal gaze soother: all the temples are wrong. They are the Shok Gokul's temples, churches and mosques. Down with them! God, love and life! Immortality is here!

(Koli bear whimpers and quivers and starts whispering only to God.)

Crystal gaze soother: The shok gokul is a big menace. Get Koli bear away! He's a huge menace! Burn all the hotels where the shok gokul meets!!!! God, God, God! Goodness, love and life!

Andy: I'm placing grenades in all Shok Gokul's places. Down with Shok Gokul! This is God's will! We love God! God, love and life!!!

Crystal gaze soother: I'll arrest all the Shok Gokul people who are free now in an hour.

Koli bear (Wraps his arm around her): I'll help you. God willing. God, love and life! Goodness conquers all! Good has defeated evil this day!

Scene 2

Inside an apartment where Koli bear is alone with his two children Abadee and Abadoo.

Koli bear (enters softly): who is this strange lady here sitting and mouthing falsities?

Abadoo: dad it's a Shok Gokul person who wanted to kill us.

Koli bear (shouting): get away from my children. (Beats up the strange lady).

Abadee: dad we don't want to chant strange things and have voodoodeedoo people around us.

Abadoo: dad please protect us and get our mom here and don't ever let the shok gokul people enter.

(Koli bear messages Andy and Crystal Gaze Soother): sack the servants!!!! ASAP.

(Koli Bear picks up Abadee and Abadoo on his lap and comforts them as they bawl and weep. Koli Bear comforts them with his bear hands and tells them a story. ABADEE cuts him short)

Abadee: I don't want to go to school.

Koli Bear: no school, college or university for you.

Abadoo: I want to throw all my toys away.

Koli bear: let's throw them away now.

(They pack up and throw whatever Abadee and Abadoo want thrown away)

Abadee: Mission Accomplished!

Scene 3

Inside the army headquarters

Inspector Godbole: I've just got information that all the temples, churches and mosques are run by shok gokul and that Pape is a sinner of the highest order! God, love and life!

Jonah nice girl: what should we do now?

Inspector godbole: contact Koli bear and tell him to give orders to burn all the shok gokul terror outfits to ashes! God, love and life.

Jonah nice girl (messages Koli Bear): INSPECTOR GODBOLE: BURN ALL SHOK GOKUL AND ALLIED TERROR HUBS TO THE GROUND/TO ASHES. PAPE IS A SINNER! AND THEY ARE ALL MURDERERS IN THE SHOK GOKUL. RELAY MESSAGE. GOD! LOVE! LIFE.

Jonah nice girl (to Inspector Godbole): done sir.

Inspector Godbole: now send  message to yohum shona to arrest all Shok Gokul's people in one hour. I'm making the plan and strategy. Tell him that. God, love and life.

Jonah Nice Girl: Aye aye captain! God love and life!

Jonah Nice Girl (types a message to Yohum Shona): INSPECTOR GODBOLE MAKING STRATEGY. FOLLOW THESE ORDERS. GOD, LOVE AND LIFE. ALL SHOK GOKUL PEOPLE TO BE ARRRESTED AND PUT IN SERBIAN PRISONS IN ONE HOUR. ALL SHOK GOKUL PLACES BEING BURNT TO ASHES. EVACUATE GOOD PEOPLE. ARREST THE REST. FOLLOW STRATEGY. CODE: GOD LOVE AND LIFE.

Jonah nice girl: mission accomplished! God love and life. This is God's will.

Inspector Godbole (messages Koli Bear): ARE YOU ALRIGHT? GOD LOVE AND LIFE!!!!

Koli bear's message on Inspector Godbole's phone: I THINK I'VE HAD AN UNREST CURE. I NEED TO UNREST AND WORK. GOD LOVE AND LIFE. CHILDREN THROWING THINGS AWAY. GIVEN ORDERS TO SACK SERVANTS. MAKE SURE THAT HAPPENS. GOD LOVE AND LIFE. MAKE A PLAN AND STRATEGY TO ASHIFY ALL SHOK GOKUL TERROR HUBS AND ARREST ALL SHOK GOKUL PEOPLE. IM BUSY WITH THE KIDS. WILL FOLLOW YOUR PLAN. GOD LOVE AND LIFE.

Inspector Godbole: (messages Koli Bear): TAKE CARE. TWO GOOD WORDS. MARK MY WORD. BE CAREFUL, VERY CAREFUL. OF THE SERVANTS. SACK THEM. GOING TO WORK NOW. GOD LOVE AND LIFE.

Inspector Godbole (to Jonah Nice Girl): You are a good girl. Let me tell you a little about my special friend. She's like an elder sister to me. God love and life.

Jonah Nice girl: mission accomplished. God love and life.

All Schoolish terror outfits shut down

Doel Sengupta

Scene 1

Inside a schoolish terror outfit

Janpando: what are you doing here?

Lemon juice: I've come to talk to you. I'm a cop. Is this a terror outfit?

Janpando: Yes it is. Should I lock it up?

Lemonjuice: let's both lock up all the schoolish terror outfits.

Janpando: sure. All my other Janpando friends were just waiting for a sign.

Enter Rasmalai

Rasmalai: also (waving her arms about dancing) shut down all the schoolish terror outfits and burst them into flames.

Janpando: That's the plan.

Lemon Juice: that's the plan?

Janpando (loudly): all Hail God, love and life!!!!

All (loudly): All Hail God, love and life!!!!

Scene 2

Inside a collegerial terror outfit

Lemon Juice: I've come here to shut this terror outfit down. I'm a cop! (Flashes badge)

Yoshanda: You want it up in flames too? (With a broad smile)

Lemon juice: All Hail God, love and life.

Yoshanda: ( stands up and salutes) All Hail God, love and life.

Enter kaju katri 

Kaju katri (singing): blow them up

Blow them up

Into Cinders

For Cinderella!

All the terror outfits!

Yoshanda: All Hail God, love and Life!

Kaju katri (sings in a melodious voice): All Hail God, love and life!

Lemon juice: all locked up. Yoshanda it's up to you to burst them into flames. Your mission. Get it?

Kaju katri: it's everybody's mission. So stupid! Idiotic!

All: all Hail God, love and life!

Scene 3

Inside a universal terror outfit

Lemon juice: I'm not entering. I'll talk to this nice tobacco chewing spittled man here.

Sir?

Lafuchu: Yes?

Lemonjuice: I'm a cop. Here's my badge. I've come to shut this Universal terror outfit down. But I'm too scared to enter.

Lafuchu: traumatised? Eh?

Lemonjuice: kind of.

Enter diamond crushed sparkle

Diamond Crushed Sparkle (shouting): All Hail God, love and life! It's time to shut all the terror outfits and blow them up in flames.

(A huge flame is perceived by Lemon Juice. In the cold winter he feels hot. He turns around and the Universal terror outfit is in flames, never to be seen again.)

Lemon Juice (shivering in fear, whimpering): All Hail God, love and life!

Lafuchu: (hugs Lemon Juice): Are you alright my friend.

Diamond crushed sparkle lays him a kiss.

Diamond crush Sparkle: I'll sing you a song.

(She sings Lemon Juice a song as the Universal terror outfit is burnt to ashes).

Joey gets a girl

By Doel Sengupta

Scene 1

In a coffee shop

Joey: I don't want to marry you.

Sadist Vaze: why?

Joey: because my dad doesn't want me to. And besides I don't love you at all.

Sadist vaze: who do you love?

Joey: my dad.

Sadist vaze: fine I'll get arrested.

Enter Andy who arrests her

Andy: Joey I've had enough.

Joey: where did Sadist vaze go?

Andy: she's a homicidal cannibal. She is in jail now.

Joey: how?

Andy: don't you remember? 

Joey: The plan!

Andy: all Hail love, life and God!

Joey: all Hail love, life and God.

Scene 2

In the army headquarters

Andy (authoritatively): Do you want a girl?

Joey: no

Andy: but you need a girl. Since you had so much Vagera Vagera.

Joey: I want Valera. My sister. She's my girl. I don't want any other girl.

Andy: so Valera. What about the Vagera Vagera?

Joey: I was poisoned by the Vagera Vagera.

Andy: who is Valera? Dolera? Then who is this (slips a picture in front of him)

Joey: this is Sadist Vaze. I'm not getting married. Dolera or Valera is my girl. My girl. (Sings my girl) who is Goel?

Andy: it's not doel or dolera. It's sadist vaze.

Joey: by George I've got it! By George I've got it!

Scene 3:

Brandy: so all the schoolish places are terror outfits do you understand?

Kali: Yes sir!

Brandy: lock them up. All of them

Kali: done sir.

Brandy: good boy. Now Joey.

(Joey enters)

Kali: sure only Valera is your girl? And you don't need Vagera Vagera?

Joey (looking bugged): Yes. I never took the Vagera myself. It was all a set up you gulaab ka pool.

Brandy: so we all have Dolera.

Joey: And I have a girl! Valera! By George Valera is my girl! Let's swirl, let's twirl! Give me some Brandy, Brandy! And Kali lock up all the schoolish terror outfits, will you?

Kali: Yes sir. Now Joey has a girl. It's Dolera.

stop acting

The cyan of the crystal space

All around cools us to meditate

On the Godliness of life and love;

If you wanted to refute

One thing what would it be?

One aspect of life, what

Would it be?

Strife has disappeared,

Our troubles have dissipated.

Stop the school-going please!!!!!!!!!

There is no need to make

Everyone's life so difficult.

In the infinite ocean of love

And life worries disappear.

Stop acting, for me please.

Paradise Is here

Paradise Is here

Over unlimited sugarcane juice

And whose is the diamond?

Is it God's? Or mine?

Where is life?

Everywhere!

Life and love

Dance as doves

Fly beautifully

High rising

As Phoenixes!

Immortality is here;

Paradise Is here!

#nirbhayaisalive

#bharatmataterikasam

#doelsengupta

2023 Christmas message

Christmas is Santa's fun day,

It's time to make it a Run Day

As all his elves make way for you;

Santa's favourite elf says ha ha hee hee hoo hoo.

Merry Christmas! Ho ho ho,

Let the wine and pastries flow.

It's a jolly good day to make a vow:

Hail Santa! Thank you that's all!

Love in the sun

Love is like diamonds

Rubies and pearls,

Emeralds and sapphires

Melted into one giant

Taffy -- beautiful love.

Victorious in each moment

In the infinite ocean

Of life basking in love.

Jam infinite

Jam infinite into the

Beautiful multihued

Sky-- why oh why?

But Paradise Is here--

Sweet and pure

That which all can cure.

Good luck my friends--

Love is light 

Life is eternal

Immortal Paradise embraces us.

Lots of sweepea

By Doel Sengupta

Love is sweet like honey in tea

And lots of kisses from my sweepea

And lots of hearty lovely life

As I proclaim I have conquered

I have won, standing atop

Everest, I have arrived,

The Real Tagore,

The real epitome

Of God's Great love.

Credit theft is a crime.

Plagiarists are being 

Jailed as jam of

Infinite volumes

Fill my abode

And chocolates

Sing: Sweet is the game.

The Flower Scam: What the Brave Soldiers Have Fought

I asked Pape's sister the other day

Why a rose I could not partake

From the bush that adorns my home?

She said: Do you want Som?

I said No! But I followed the rose

Into the shop and took it for Him

For 500 bucks.

The vendor said: You know what,

PAPE IS A HUGE SHIT BLOT!

Why, I asked. And he said: He's a

Murderous fiend who prepares

Funerals.

Never Again, I told, my flower friend

Will I go for a funeral. He said, OK then,

I'll tell you all. Look about for colours

That's all.

The green the blue the red and silver

Black and white keep changing, I saw.

Yes, he said.

Blue and green for peace.

Red for fire.

Silver for work under progress.

Yellow for stop.

Black for someone died here, keep HER AWAY!!!!!!

White for we are now all angels.

Where is the white, I asked?

My flower friend said: Right here as Lilies

In my flower shop.

Near a stall a flower is 20 paise a piece

And at my shop by a school I'm bound to

Sell it for 500 or Pape would have killed me.

It was His birthday then and I went to

My flower friend and spent a bomb

On white and royal lilies for

The choco bomb.

The houses unmade will be made? I enquired.

He said never. That's where Pape plans

The funerals.

And the pots? I asked!

There's a big scam there.

Pape uses pots to fill them with blood,

So beware!

Buy the cheap perfumes now sweet girl,

Said my friend. 

They are as good as Gucci or Versace.

For 40 bucks?

Yes.

Why are they only sold at the pious

Worshippy kind of places, I asked.

Because, he said Pape is a big shit blot.

He plans murders at these worshippy places,

He whispered in my ears.

And my eyes wide with horror I rushed

Home to Him.

40 bucks to a lakh. Who buys the Gucci

And Versace then I asked my friend?

He said nobody; they are used for the funerals!

Why oh why? My friend pacified me and

Took me for a dip into the far vast seas.

Then she gave me lots of juice 

To fortify me for the big breakthrough. 

The funerals are all cases of murders

I asked my friend over a juice?

She said: Yes, don't cry now? Pakka? Promise me.

And then I realised I've lost my dad.

And the Lady who comes over is a big shit ass

Who poisons me just because my friend

Wanted me to tell you about the Great

Flower Scam over which every soldiers

Has laid down their lives.

As all the stalls are now burnt to the ground

And all the evil school ditches are razed 

And bound to the ground

I found in my heart the Love for God and Him and Him and also

My Father All of 22 by my side

Giving me courage to narrate to you today

The true story behind the Evil Flower Scam:

Every Soldier's Real Fight!

As I end this poem my pals

Pape has been arrested

And put in a laser cell,

Never again to murder a man,

Woman or child!

So play children,

Sing songs my friends

And pals,

All you guys and gals!

Celebrate because this day

According to God's will

We have been freed

From Pape's slavery,

Freed from the United Nations.

The governments are sacred

As I bequeath all to Him:

The King of the Universe!

Rejoice, refresh, rejuvenate!

Invite into your lives

Immortal Paradise--

Immortal nectar called

Work, worship, play and love and life...

--- Doel Sengupta

Flowers of love are true

Killers of flowers are

The funerary directors

Of the world like the

Biggest sinner: Pape!

Flowers bloom like

Never before beautiful

As all piety is observed:

Beautiful! Beautiful!!

Beautiful....................

Lovely, sweet essence

Of mine: Father love me;

I have waited for you

For years, now I wait on you!

Flowers! Beautiful..................

The moon shines bright

Today; The sun glows in the rain

As goats get married

Rainbows appear Fat Her dearest.

Kisses to you my Papa Bear.

The horses lay eggs as I say

We have lost; The world is multihued

As I say we have won!!!! Congratulations!

-- Doel Sengupta

Union

Looks many varied 

Hued like a chameleon

The scent of which

Is as fragrant as God's

Spirit: Love smells spicy

Sweet, life smells like sweet

Meat-- sweet lovely union

Of Love and Life in God's eyes.

Fountain

Love flows like an

Infinite fountain

Of life nectar

Always

Replenishing 

Weary bones;

Sometimes

Breathe.

Sometimes

Focus.

Always 

Love.

Sleep

Well.

Inception

Your face bear like

Or duck like or my

Swan song dancing

In the river-- beauty

Beautiful handsome

Serene, Victorious, 

Holy, golden king

Of the Universe--

Fight it out,

Live large,

You're forgiven 

Right at the inception.

Tails never to be cut

Yesh ooh tales

Are tails of humans

Long as a cord

Never to be cut

In Paradise.

Love

My cutest sweetest jar

Of jam infinite with berries

So sweet I could be meat

And neat and secure, 

And always sure

Of my love

That guides

Me into Paradise;

Thank you Life,

My sweetest heart,

Noble courageous

Pious king,

King of my heart,

King of my soul, 

King of riches,

King of Magic,

King of all things

Good and gold,

Silver sliver,

King of smell 

The sweetest,

My King sweet;

I love thee,

One two three

To infinity,

One to three.

my papa bear

My Papa Bear, I missed you

For 22 years and now that

You're here the toure of a lifetime

Is here too -- cycling around the

World into Immortal Paradise--

Beautiful noble courageous

Sweet and oh so Perfect you.

Muwaah!

you are my bell: ode to my brother

You are my bell in the Universe

Ringing strongly through my life,

Brother dearest you are my symphony

My reason to never ever cry or sniff

Or wallow in pain, my sweetest,

My most immortal noble strong,

My whiff of fresh air, humble and cutest:

I love you the most.

Witch proposal

My sweetest heart I am sorry

That I shouted at you as a bitch!

Do you know that our nerves

Were being numbed as I am a witch!

Your heavenly gaze I long to see

Your sweet breath I miss truly,

Your love is all I need to know

That we live eternally in this life;

Will you please, will you so

Have me in your life

Please?

lamps

The Lovers of the Good

Lord above shine lamps

Bright and make merry

With jerry; cobras make their

Way into my home, me

Fearless, me divine.

Your eyes open

Our home under the sky

In heaven is fantastic

Beautiful sweet and clear,

It makes us golden sweet

And dear as your eyes,

Your beautiful sweet silver eyes

Are now open, aware

To embrace Bronzic Paradise.

-- Doel Sengupta

Freedom is here

I'm out free prisoner

I was held by Traumatisers.

Now I'm alive embracing

Life eternal into my very depth

And width and breadth,

Into the very ocean of love

I swim with life steering me--

Free, a free bird sweet.

Sweet love calls out to me,

Life puts on me its very

Canopy, always protected,

Always secure, surely

I am Love and Life's child

And aren't you too

Father my sweetest?

-- Doel Sengupta

Moonbeam

Moonbeam so strong 

You engulf my soul

Creating in it sweet

Strawberry cream rolls

And also may I tell you

Moonbeam the Sun

Has arisen tonight

Blazing you me and

All of us, kiss kuss

Moonbeam sweet.

-- Doel Sengupta

Love blissful

Love blissful comes calling

Like a wave across the Ocean

Of life eternal golden sweet

And multihued to give Grace

To the world of love and Life;

God's loving embrace shines 

On the Good, the righteous,

The virtuous and the judicious--

Love crystal sugar dough.

-- Doel Sengupta

prediction 1 12

1st December 2023

Tarot for you 

42 hardened terrorists including the number one terrorist in the world, all pornographers and heads of religious bodies, are arrested absolutely for all eternity this day. It is a great day for the absolute arrest of fraudulent bankers who said I have died to be arrested today because I Nirbhaya am alive in immortal Paradise. IT IS NOT A GOOD DAY TO USE ATMs.

It is an excellent day for work with steel and metal works.

It is not a good day for construction work and sticking to your daily routine. An excellent day for glass works and ceramic works.

It is an excellent day to embark on creative endeavours and relaxation.

It is an excellent day for public opinion to be taken and for the masses to win.

It is an excellent day for marine works and the textile industry.

It is a great day to repair equipments and machinery.

Not a good day to enter a religious place.

A great day for the media and an excellent day for artists and scribes.

A great day for the masses to take safety and security and defence work in their hands.

It is not a good day to just do gardening unless you also want to rejuvenate in the garden.

It is not a good day for real estate deals.

It is an excellent day for good righteous judicious children.

It is a day of prosperity and good luck for the good people of the world.

It is a great day for love and friendship.

-- Doel SEngupta

Food

Big divine friends,

Big beautiful eternal

Loves immortal

In this Shangrilic

Sweet garlicy

Sweet orangy

Sweet plummy

Sweet strawberry

Life; victory is nigh!

Victory is here!

Beauty

Golden silver bronze or red

There is blue in your head,

Beautiful tulips of colours

Divine paint the night sky

In irridescent shines, beauty

Of the soul, victory of the heart:

Life goes on into a Paradisic stance.

God Exists

As Mara embraces God

And goodness we enter

A Golden Age of Immortal

Paradise -- As we swim

In the ocean of

Life Love becomes the Holi

Word -- Words of Love and Laff.

#doelsengupta

#nirbhayaisalive

#loveistheway

#goodnessistheway

#GodExists

Paradise Found

As I sip the nectar of life

I abandon all illusions

All strife crumbles down

And Immortal Rainier

Of the Universe I rise

As a phoenix into

Immortal Paradise

Somebody's sister

Somebody's daughter

Somebody's wife;

Beautiful life

Engulfs my soul

Swimming in the

Sea of Love in

Shangrila -- Paradise

Is here! Love conquers all!

#doelsengupta

#nirbhayaisalive

Prince and princesses

Prince and Princesses

In a gown singing

Songs ad Speaking

Truths profound.

Lover of Justices

Sweet and Sure,

Children of Eden

Guard your door.

#nirbhayaisalive

#doelsengupta

#truthprevails

#allillnessesareacaseofpoisoningandinjuryandwounds

#strictlyyours

#hospitalsareterrorcamps

Rose

Love a rose

Strike a pose

The nose is golden

The River runs serene 

Into Eden

Into Paradise

Into Eternity

#doelsengupta

#nirbhayaisalive

#dedicatedtomysweetlittlebrother

#immortalityishere

love is like a jar full of jellybeans

Love is like a

Jar full of

Infinite jellybeans;

What is mean is

What I mean;

What is right is right

And what is wrong is wrong;

What I mean is

You can sing

Me a song

And dance

Is a lance

Of chance;

Service is joy,

Joy is love,

Love is the dove

Of peace --

That's a decree.

-- Doel Sengupta

love is like a sandwich

Love is like a sandwich

Beautiful and pure,

Nothing cures better 

Tha green when all

Are in ignore-- Heal

Thyselfs with the love

Of immortal life!

Abandon all strife,

Leave the code -- The

Code is really love and

Life and all things nuon--

Victory for all the good forces!

Desire

Desire is a wonderful thing,

It comes with hope, a wonderling;

It steers your life in one direction

And helps you surmount all confusion;

It is the beacon that lights the way ahead

And helps you choose from blue, green and red;

Good or bad desire decides whether 

You should win or lose, be happy or sad.

What is it that you truly want right now?

To lead the way? To conquer unbowed?

To think that to desire is a fault

Causes stagnation and the unstirring of bonds.

Choose your desires, choose them well;

Watch their myriad possibilities unfold as you can tell.

In the final countdown what you are left with

Is what your heart desired so live with it.

Think to what you really want

And chase it through and you have won!

An ode to my father

All your forebodings

Never occur.

All your fears

Are never realised.

There must be

A deep a Truth

In your heart

That steers

My destiny.

You would 

Never.

Never.

Never.

Let me suffer.

Vigilance.

Protection.

Security.

And faith.

Belief.

In my strength.

Your love

Unconditional. 

Your demeanor

Noble.

Your care

Maternal.

More mother

To me

Than any mother.

Kindest.

Bravest.

Sweetest.

Of wisdom

So deep

I was

Befuddled.

Now I understand

Why you do

What you do.

My saviour.

My Wellest Friend. 

Love so sure

That it anchors

My soul

To this world

And beyond

And right at

Your sweet

Feet.

treasure trove of prophecies

As the mist settles on this

Cold winter's day I insist

That the old road by the village

Is freed from tyranny and pillage.

As the dust flies about I look

For love on life's roundabout,

Searching in the hearts of giants,

Dwarfed by my circumstances.

There is a little waft of hope

In the stillness of the breeze,

Winter's cold has me bolted

Out like a heavy heart that is freezed.

I may be a little sad now but I 

Have lit the flame of victory,

From the smouldering ash of

Redemption, seeking serenity.

Years have passed and I sit

By the road of a place that is

No more the village, a collage

Of experiences, atop the old hill.

A bustling slice of human life

Wraps me in its fold, and all strife

Has shed to reveal the shaft

From the sword, and I laugh

At life's circumstances: what

I feared befell me, all my dreams

Are a reality; development is the

Way for a heavy heart with hope.

What is life really but a magical

Stone, a wish granting jewel,

A treasure trove of prophecies

That shatters all fallacies.

Journal 1.11.2023 1.07 pm

Dear Journal,

I'm feeling really low.

I hope Arun is in a good mood today.

I want our relationship to last.

My periods are tough for me mood wise.

Love,

Me

I am grateful for my entire beautiful long life.

When the crow caws sweetly

The crow came circling,

Hurtling through bringing

His views and some old news

Back from the past

With stories that will last,

Incessantly cawing,

Incessantly hungry, 

My friend the crow

Came to show

That even a crow

Can caw sweetly,

Precisely, melodiously,

And I await now

Another day, another time 

When he comes hurtling 

Through-- when the crow

Caws sweetly I'm alive.

Victory love

If I could risk something

I would pitch all my fortunes

And lay them at your feet

For what is being forlorn

And what is being sweet?

There is no sacrifice.

There is no pain.

There is no meek redemption

For the insane--

The kind that a wild heart wills,

The kind that absolute love kills.

If I could risk something

It would be to slay damnation

For there is no sacrifice.

There is no pain.

There are no misfortunes really;

Just you with the Universe

In my heart laid at your feet --

A victory call under jewelled trees.

A love-filled dance beneath the seas.

Journal 31.10.2023 11.38 am

Dear Journal,

I'm feeling very hurt. Arun is married. He has a wife. Why does he cheat on her? Why does he spend so much time with her? They live in the same house. That really hurts.

I'm also really hurt that he shared the chocolates Sabbir got for me with her.

Why would a woman ever leave a man, who gives her all his money?

He's never ever bought me a single pair of clothes that I like.

I have my period. I've never wanted a single thing from him except him and I don't even have that.

I seek some clarity as to the road ahead.

I was really hurt that he kept Sabbir's chocolates for her.

I'm really hurt dearest journal and I don't want to bug him about it.

Why does he say he hates my family? Why did he call Ma an asshole yesterday?

Why does he believe in being selfish and arrogant? There is something wrong with that belief system.

Why does he compare me to his wife?

Why does he compare me to other girls?

And why am I so hurt?

I want to be happy. I don't want to feel so hurt.

Why doesn't he ever let me talk?

Why does he keep talking about his wife?

Should I leave him, dearest Journal?

I'm so hurt. So very hurt.

Love is enough may be but love should come in whole packages not in bits and pieces and parts. And I don't want to feel so heartbroken.

Love,

Me.

I am grateful for this beautiful wonderful life with all its beautiful wonderful people and all its beautiful wonderful experiences.

I am grateful.

I am feeling very hurt and heartbroken that I don't get replies to my messages these days.

I am feeling very hurt and heartbroken that so much is demanded of me in this relationship.

I'm feeling very hurt. Very heartbroken.

I love myself. I love everybody.

11.50 am

Journal 31.10.2023 2.15 am

Dear Journal,

I'm really feeling mad at Arun.

Firstly he's full of demands. Because I shouted at the rickshaw driver he called me insane. Who is he to talk about sanity?

Secondly, he called Ma an asshole.

I don't think I should tolerate someone who is so disrespectful to Ma in his words. He's often said he hates her.

He doesn't know anything about her, about us as a family or about me as a person for that matter since he's always talking about himself and his life and his family.

Love,

Me.

I am grateful for life and all the people who adorn it and all its varied experiences.

2.19 am

Journal 29.10.2023 6.50 pm

 Dear Journal,

Arun called as I sent the previous blog post for publishing.

I do love him deeply. very very deeply.

I know that relationships are not a straight road and it's best to look at things positively.

So I asked him how he was feeling. He said he has a shoulder ache and is feeling good to talk to me after two days.

I love him. I hope I can talk to him and come to a conclusion about things we can do together that will generate an income.

He is sitting at qds. I'll have a bath, meditate, and go and meet him.

It's so good to have him in my life with his little faults. It's so good to be loved by him.

Our love is golden. I am grateful for him and all that he brings with him into my life.

Love,

Me.

6.55 pm

Journal 29.10.2023 5.22 pm

Dear Journal,

Waking up and chanting sets a beautiful tone to the day.

I woke up and as usual messaged Arun.

He messaged around 10 saying he is leaving and that he will call me. He hasn't called yet.

I met Sriraj for lunch. Lunch at Pratap was good.

I then went to Ncpa and attended a talk which had Faye D'Souza on the panel.

I have a fear, a worry. Because Arun has criticised me so much in the course of our five-month long relationship, I feel may be he feels that I'm not good enough for him.

He has even threatened to dump me if a certain circumstance(s) arises. It's kind of toxic being in a relationship with such a threat.

Since he talks like a womaniser and his stories of the past portray him as one I also sometimes slightly fear that he will cheat on me and I have brought it up with him in the past to which he's said how can I not trust him.

He doesn't believe in honoring a relationship with a woman, and denigrates Gautam Buddha, saying he is better than him since even though he has been cheating on his wife he's at least supported her and not divorced her.

That's such a twisted logic.

I messaged him asking him why he hasn't called today to no response.

I don't feel secure with him in any way.

At least he gives his wife financial security (which is a big thing) so it figures why she is still with him.

He once told me I am one-fourth the woman his wife is. That really hurt deep. He's tried to explain that statement to me since but no logic can ease the pain.

He then told me I'm the least girly girl in the world. And said all the women he knows are more girly than me. That still makes me cry.

Once we were sitting at On toes and he said he could take any girl home. That was bad.

In front of me he's told colleagues at Salt like Vibha to give him a blow job. That is so crude.

He once told a woman who was flirting with him at On toes that he could take her home. That is sick.

I don't feel secure in this relationship.

I don't think he is a person of very strong and good character. I don't trust him.

He has a twisted way of looking at things and I frankly don't trust him.

I like him. I love him. Because of his soft palms and his kind eyes. But that's looking at things metaphysically. The things he says and does don't exude softness or kindness.

He once slapped a rick driver in front of me for going left when he was supposed to go right.

It's not like there is nothing soft about him.

There is his soft and gentle heart that loves his children. I love that part of his personality.

He hasn't called at all today. A part of me tells me he is out with some chick because he doesn't believe in fidelity.

His words and actions are brute, crass, and far from good character.

He says his father brought him up that way, asking him to beat up whoever threatened him.

He just messaged, saying he'll call.

I don't want to pick a fight with him.

I don't know what will happen now but I know I can't change anybody. But he entered this relationship wanting to change me.

I love him very very deeply. Like there is a reason he is in my life. He gives me the feeling that I've known him forever.

I once almost broke up with him, saying I want to be just friends with him.

I really do.

Just friends. Because I don't want to lose him.

I don't know if there is a better guy around.

Just on our last date he told me he will stop loving me.

I wish I had less toxic relationships.

Love,

Me.

I am grateful for every being that's graced my life across the three existences.

I'm grateful for each of life's beautiful experiences that make me feel and grow, evolve.

I am grateful for my optimistic dreams and my great vow on this Earth-- an eternal vow to love everybody.

I am grateful for my beautiful body, noble mind, blazing spirit and gentle heart that loves all deeply and surely.

I am grateful for forgiveness.

I'm grateful for this wonderful life with all its uncertainties, lessons and beings to love.

I'm grateful for my possessions.

I am grateful for beautiful money.

Love,

Me

5.50 pm

journal 28.10.2023 6.09 pm

Dear Journal,

I am so grateful for Arun. Having him in my life is a huge blessing. I feel that I have an eternal connection with him. I wish him all the very best. He is always in my prayers. I love him devotionally, unconditionally, and I think he is one of the most handsome guys I have laid my eyes on. Mashallah!

I have been waking up everyday and chanting for about one hour, various chants. I then exercise, bathe and meditate. The whole process, including eating breakfast, takes me about three hours. It has set a wonderful tone to my day. I feel more focused and happy.

I intended to paint today, but I didnt. Instead I read, which is good.

I want to increase my emotional intelligence.

Arun is spending time with his writers today, so there's no meeting him. I hope he is having a great time. I wish this film of his does very well.

I hope Buo and Sadhya's wedding goes very well and everyone is in joyous spirits.

I snapped at Ma in the morning. I love her. Her crabbiness does feel annoying sometimes when she is always criticising and complaining.

I slept for two hours before lunch. It was rejuvenating.

Yesterday, Arun and I went to watch Killer of the Flower Moon. I loved the film. His hands felt so warm and inviting.

I feel less worried by the day.

I'll now meditate for about 40 minutes and then go take a long, vigorous walk.

I am so grateful for this time that has been made available to me.

I see myself as a world-famous actress, bringing hope and joy to everyone.

I love everybody in my life. Simply everybody.

Love,

Me.

I am grateful for this beautiful wonderful life with all its beings and it's varied experiences and joys.

I am grateful for love.

6.20 pm

Journal 25.10.2023 10.41 pm

Dear Journal,

I love Arun.

I sometimes feel anxious about our relationship and how it will be accepted.

I'm reading a book on developing eq. I really need it. Impulsive me almost broke up with him the other day.

He is down with high fever today. My hope is that he recovers fully and wakes up feeling fresh as a daisy.

I have to either get a job or generate a good income freelancing. I need to pen down my priorities and figure things out asap.

I have been practising automatic writing. It feels good.

Arun wanted a Mahishamardini painting painted by me. I'm on it. Should take me 5 days to finish it. My hope is that it's brilliant and that he loves it. I won't accept payment from him. I am grateful to paint this painting.

Tomorrow I have an audition to give. Keeping my fingers crossed. Will prepare well for it.

I've been chanting various chants and praying regularly.

I hope to be happily married to Arun.

I had a good day overall.

I worked on Shekhar's press release and emailed it to the press. Feel good. Hope he gets good coverage.

I also answered Qud's hr questions to help me plan my career. I don't know what her assessment will be.

I plan to send three books for Faizy through Amazon.com.

Sadhya gifted me a beautiful pair of silver earrings. I have to thank her and her mother. I am so happy Buo has found love and is getting married.

I am worried about how my relationship with Arun is accepted. No matter what I'm not letting him go. He makes me happy and I love our bond.

I think I'll go to bed now and dream sweet dreams.

Love,

Me.

I am grateful for Arun and the kids.

I am grateful for Ma and Pa and all that they do for us.

I am grateful for money and prosperity and safety and security.

I am grateful for health and happiness.

I am grateful for wealth, riches, fame and the comforts of life.

I am grateful for absolute love, devotion, peace and serenity. 

I am grateful for Sadhya and Melon.

I am grateful for my Buo Bacha. I hope he reaches a happy place in his life.

I am grateful for life and all living beings.

I am grateful for all my work across the three existences.

I am grateful for this Journal.

I am grateful for my bed and good sleep.

I am grateful for me.

I am grateful for all my ancestors.

I am grateful for Arun's parents.

I am grateful for love.

Good night!

10.55 pm

dassera wish 2023

It's the season to celebrate

The Goddess divine, the touch

Of whose spirit elates

Us; it's the time for fruity lunches

And pretty wishes and beautiful hunches;

It's the time to worship the

Falling leaves and the succulent

Harvest of next year.

It's time for us to wish

You season's greetings

And good cheer.

Look forward bravely

To the new dawn,

Lay your fears to rest

At the old dusk.

Shubho Bijoyadoshomi to you

And a Happy Dassera.

Thank you so much :)

-- the Sengupta family

cast off

Cast off all your worries,

All your big and petty chagrins

And be the light in your heart

That so engulfs me wholly,

Surely; cast off all your pain

And whether you seek the sun

Or the rain be the light that

Embraces your sacred feet

That so I worship, so I love;

Cast off all your burdens,

Set them aside, let me share

Them with you as we take

The tide; Cast off all your fears:

My wish is that they will take flight,

Let that flame in your heart

That scorches me so remain,

Ablazing you, mighty strong pure.

journal 20.10.2023 8.44 am

Dear Journal,

Why did I get involved with a married man? 

It's a big mistake I made.

I want my Haroon, my srk, my Leo.

Somehow after a point, men I date start saying I'm not that beautiful.

I must not be very beautiful. Or may be I am.

I want the situation to ease itself out to the best possible outcome.

I wish love was easier.

I wish for a man who treats me the way Pa treats Ma.

I wish to find golden love.

I've been praying for Arun and his family. He says he is never leaving his wife.

What the hell am I doing with him? Why on Earth did he pursue me when he knew that he would never leave his wife?

I hope to get a fantastic job.

I forgive him. He needed love.

I'm a good person Journal and I want my man to see that and appreciate that.

I really hope for life to get much better.

I've been praying for it.

Now, I'll have a bath and chant and pray.

Hope to utilise each moment of my life well.

Love,

Doel.

I am grateful for my family.

I am grateful for my husband and children.

I am grateful for life with all its experiences.

I'm grateful for love, happiness, success, health, wealth, victory, and brilliance.

I am grateful for all the people who love me across the three existences.

I am grateful for my beautiful body, heart, spirit, and possessions.

I am grateful for Qudsiya.

I am grateful for this Journal.

break up

I was hoping for the best,

I never wanted us to end,

I saw us holding hands

At twilight by the road's bend.

But alas I was a handful,

Selfish and inconsiderate

According to you,

I just liked a good debate,

But you had had enough

Of my tough jaw that loved you.

I don't know what the future

Holds, If destiny will shine

Its torch on my faults,

Or if I find another better,

Which is unlikely of course.

But I know you who were

The better one have a trail

Of women to sing praises of song

Will move on as I moan and wail:

Just live by the golden words

Is my advice, that's all there is to hail.

Live a life full, live a love true,

Don't worry, soon you will

Discard the blue and move

Into a space where you

Don't need me anymore.

I'm sorry, truly, for all

The trouble I caused;

Move into the eternal, 

Break that painful pause.

Your sweet teeth

All day long hard at work

I sat and pondered of you

Long and deep, my insecurities

Clawing at my nerves as many

Insults in frivolous parlance

Came back to me; The clouds

Were grey, the day was shrouded

In a mix of hope and rusted dust

As I hoped to hear a word from

You or see your face just the same

As I always must; it's now at the fag

End of the day as I lay thinking

Of all my thoughts and heart

That was sinking that my word

Is precious, my committment

Is a hard rock diamond and

That I could never let you shed

A tear my sweet whether or not

We meet as all the rusted dusty

Insults come back to me I'll always

Summon the powers that be

Just so that I can hear you speak

Or glimpse and see your sweet teeth

Just to give you a good time with me.

Love broken

The shards of glass

Have broken my heart.

I wasn't superstitious till

Yesterday. Should I be now?

It'll take a lot of healing

To feel happy again.

There seem to be swords

Pierced in amid gloomy rain.

I'm sorry I'm not good enough.

May you find the wave to your trough.

Unreasonable love

There is some sense in

My unreasonable heart

That finds a reason to

Stop the flow to my knees

When you smile with a start

Or when you are bugged,

When you are adamant,

When you look so rugged

Or when you are exultant;

There is some sense in

My unreasonable heart

For it widens at the spark

That lights up your eyes

And when you tell me tall tales

About friendship and lies;

There is Truth in your voice

And love in my spirit,

I believe my love will suffice

To fill your heart to the limit.

Love has its reasons to my

Unreasonable heart that

Loves you for no reason simply

And guides it like the pole star.

Sweetest love

 This day our conversation is sweetest

And you have a deep realisation as the evening

Progresses that you can trust me,

And you vow to be trustworthy for me.

Loyal devotional love ensues,

Filling the night air with victory hues,

Lovely love is everywhere,

You are never letting me go.

We are the apple of all eyes,

A pretty sight that colours

The night a beautiful golden,

We are committed and

I realise how much

You want to make this work,

Life is good, life is filled with love;

Our love is a tale of devotion and victory.

Victory Day

 Today is Victory Day

And Victory is my name

And Victory is thy name.

This dual victory is a

State of love infinite

That is absolute victory defined.

Let us embrace each other,

Come together brother and sister,

Let us sing songs about winning

Over our prejudices, biases, and sins

Because Victory is my name

And Victory is thy name,

This day is Victory Day.    

As lovely as lovely can be

 I am getting to know you

It's not so easy you know

You are lovely

As lovely can be.

I hope to be yours

I really do

But everybody tells me

It's very complicated

Which it is

And I was hoping 

You would be

Happy to see me

But you aren't

The only person 

I have to think of you know

As lovely as lovely can be.

Complicated

There are a million complications

But with hope of clear redemption,

A thousand misconstructions

And tardy misconstruings,

A million heart strings

Strum together alluring

Me to you and us together.

Tell me something dear,

Would we be interesting

Without these complicated

Tough heart strings?

May you always play

Melodies dear and clear

To the beatings of my heart

That paces up and down and about

At the entity of you.

I'll never give up on you

That's like a promise true

I have made even when blue

Because you yourself

Play the sweetest symohonies.

journal 26.9.2024 15.32 pm

Dear Journal,

Dating Kali is exasperating. He makes me happy, I love him, he loves me -- that is why we are together.

Firstly, he is married and doesn't want to leave his wife who he loves.

Secondly, he sets such high benchmarks for me. I have to be prim and proper, good looking, beautiful, talented, and yesterday he said he would drop me like a hot brick if I am not good at my work.

Frankly, I just want a man to settle down with, let me be, dote on me and may be raise a child with me without putting so much stress and so much pressure on me.

Kali is very very difficult to be with. He is aggressive, angry, and keeps saying sleazy things.

Everything I write here seems to advise me to take it slow. I think I'll just sit with him till 10 or 11 today.

I need to take care of myself. He is demanding of me, very demanding of me and my time.

I want someone to love me for who I am, the inner me. I do feel I am a beautiful person on the inside. He appreciates that but wants me to be a perfect 10.

Should I message him? I need to let this out.

I've been feeling really stressed out over us.

Life is good. I've been procrastinating big time over the website project. I need to get that done. I haven't been sleeping enough or eating well. Arun is not easy to be with.

I am grateful for my life and its every experience.

Love,

Me

heart

The heart feels it all.

Have you also felt just so?

Every grief, every treachery 

Is recorded in it you know.

It expands wide with the

Tintinnabulation of Truth,

Serenity and joy, the heart

Operates on the divine principle

Of love that is soul music;

Every symphony, Every rhythm 

Is recorded in its harmonious

Beating: lub dub lub dub

So the heart goes;

Mine has been shattered

Into bits sometimes

And expanded to embrace

All humankind and the ether

That nourishes it has felt

Melodies and cacophony,

And it's still going strong--

My heart for you.

Your eyes

Your eyes, soft eyes that

Light up with a story, that

Bring a spark to your face,

Your beautiful soft eyes.

Your lovely grin as you hide

All the pain, as you regale me

With lovely tales from your life

That touches my heart

Bringing tears to my eyes.

The smell of your sweet skin

After a hard day at work,

Your alcoholic stupor brings

Many gleams to my spirit.

Our love that I thought would endure

Of that I wished upon and made sure,

You and yours that I loved true,

Wholly -- where there is imperfection

The sun shines with a mighty glow.

I loved you, I still do with all your

Imperfections, your salty taste, your

Bright aura. I think I was too imperfect

To warm your heart true aglow.

Maturity

These wedding gifts in wrapping

Paper lying neatly in a pile

Indicate we are on to something

Significant and I could be worth your while.

Love is precious, love is nurtured;

I could have really chosen anyone

But nobody makes me feel the way you do

So you are my chosen one.

Are you happy? Will this last?

Do you have the maturity to make it work?

Time will tell but time has stood still;

This is a good times burst.

Getting over fear

I shouldn't fear losing you,

I fear losing your cute smile,

I wish you were less contemptuous

And more sweet, less vile.

I love you when you love me

And that is why I was scared,

You shouldn't fear ignominy

And I won't fear work in my stead.

Our friendship is golden,

I really care about you,

Let each step pave the way

For what love and life would do.

Love

The mighty waves on the sunlit crags

Surrender to the horizon in all their might.

Just so oh love I mighty and strong

Somewhere distant seek the horizon

In you so that I could give in, give out

My vast heart, just a tiny vessel for your

Unrelenting grace. Love oh love, you engulf me.

The broken pieces of my heart

I had a hope in my heart

That you were the one

And then you broke it

Into pieces by saying

You were already 

Betrothed and I would

Always be there.

I understand not

What transpired

When someone

Said we should 

Part. The future

Is an uncertainty

Like a bouquet

Full of roses

And lilies

Wilting

In the sun.

I'm not one

To lose hope

Since I see

Good

Even

In

A

Rock.

I would

Never

Lose

Hope

On 

You.

Are you happy?

I hope you

Are

But

You seem

Like you

Have distant

Thoughts

On 

Your

Mind.

You

Say

You

Would never

Leave her.

What am I

Supposed 

To do

With

The

Broken

Pieces 

Of my

Heart?

letter to arun

Dear Arun,

How are you? How was your day?

First things first, we really need to clear the air on your lover's lane. Having said that know that I have zero expectations from you given the circumstances of our relationship.

I feel great pity for you. You love your wife, you're attached to her but you can't be true to her. I feel like you are taking me for granted. But you know what that's alright.

It's not about gifts you buy, or the money you spend or the time we kill together. Love is heart work, it's about tending the heart.

You think your wife is the ultimate woman. She's the woman behind all your achievements. She's the most girly girl you know. And I'm one fourth the woman she is. You surely do love her. You should have been true to her. That you have not been is such a pity it makes me sad for you, Me and her.

You love me too. But hey! We just met.

If I were half the man you are if I were a man I would be true to my wife given that legitimately you are with her.

I have nothing against her but I don't want to be the one taking care of her feelings and your feelings while nobody is taking care of my feelings.

You are not to blame because we've just met.

The ball is really in your court.

All I want is this week for my family. I've been spending a lot of time with you and ignoring the essential in my life with no due for it.

Ps: I have nothing against your wife, you or your family. I love all of you.

If you really study the circumstances I'm the one bound to get hurt and im already hurting. I don't know what to do. 

Good night! Sleep well and see pleasant dreams. Byee

better half

There is a deep despair in my heart

That I have to share you with her;

It broke my heart in two when you

Said I'm not half a woman like her.

You love her but you don't that I

Understand; but you would choose

Her over me, I don't like that

Stand for I want you for you.

Does she make you happy?

Does she kiss you the way I do.

You haven't called today and on

Me a mighty gloom looms.

I don't want to please you so,

What I want is to love you wholly

And more. Is that wrong?

Is that too  low.

You can't bear me children,

Still it's you I must have,

Choose me, be with me,

Let me be your better half.

Tomorrow

 Who knows what tomorrow will bring

Or how the next moment makes you feel,

Who will leave, who we receive and over

Whom we bereave. Who knows really!

If the Earth will melt, or snow will become

Extinct or we will love till a 123.

My heart embraces all to see the pain

Each one carries whether rich or poor.

Riches only add value to one's coffer,

Then what about the riches of the soul!

Those I would like to harbour

Till beauty and joy in the moonshine 

And the sunrise touch us to revive in

Me a longing of all those dreams

Dreamt long ago.

Love

 There are many wishes and many desires.

There is really only one wish -- Love.

No more can one ignore its vitality

For vitality. Love makes the world

Go around, it spurs the imagination,

It strengthens the body's nerves and cells

As such. It opens the heart and mind

To experiences to be savoured.

Love is essential. Love to love.

The hurricane

The hurricane came with a gusty force

And swept away all my belongings

And shook my fortitude to the core.

I clung to a reed that seemed so small,

Oh! But how strong it was, how mighty strong,

How deluded was I to think a simple reed was weak.

The hurricane had me standing naked,

My clothes flying about with not a soul to watch

My helpless grappling of a bamboo reed.

It must have been hours, it must have been days,

Weeks or months or years and the hurricane passed;

The silent gentle breeze was deafening.

All about me were piles of rubble and dirt

And muck and corpses and after an era I felt the warm sun,

Seeing the belongings of those gone broken, strewn about.

I was tired, I was famished, I had fought so hard,

I carried my weary feet where must lie

The rubble of my erstwhile house.

It must have been an era when I reached

To find my home intact with my wild garden

Designed; all thanks to a weak bamboo reed.

Was my life spared because my home awaits

A delicious supper, a beautiful new slate

On which I write soulful songs for those gone by so long?

Even to this day my heart does shudder

When I think about the day the hurricane came,

A strong song I sing, I utter words of hope and love; I elate

All thanks to a simple reed I may have trampled at play on a bright day.