Dear Journal,
I had my regular yoga session. Then I went and met See Dhi. I was a little low on energy through the meeting. A good lunch after some work may rejuvenate me.
Dr Shinde is out of town.
Somehow I keep thinking about A. He is always at the back of my mind.
I've been thinking about this whole acting thing. I think the past two years I tried because A always proudly introduced me as an actress.
I simply love theatre and am looking forward to Q's session today. But the field of acting is flimsy; the people are superficial and the world is all made-up and dikhava. I feel I don't quite fit in when I see Anupriya, Gau, Deepika at it.
It's a struggle. And the roles I'm offered are not tantalising. I'm not cutting myself off of it completely. Something nice comes about and I'll do it. The other day Pawan spoke to me about doing some theatre together. If it's good, why not?
Gauri needs to pay me for the Tarot session. I'll remind her after lunch. Hope she is feeeling better.
I feel that I fit in more in the field of reading and writing and journalism. I love reading and writing. I've always had my hands into several things.
I also want to be able to pay Arun back his money. I think it will please him.
Now I'll get to some work. I want Pa to talk to me.
I am feeling:
Happy
At peace
Full of love
Focused
I am grateful for God's infinite love, grace and blessings on my life.
Love,
Me.
1.17 pm
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