Journal 04.12.2024 6.40 pm after a long time an update

Dear Journal,

Life has gotten so busy that I haven't been updating my journal. The purpose of this entry is to continue paying gratitude.

I'm busy with ps, the assignments and meeting people. I met ik today and we went to qd for lunch and he introduced me to this new dating app.

I have so many guy friends it's unbelievable. I've also been talking to Twi. She is worried about her diagnosis. 

I don't really need more men to talk to.

I've also been having many cryptic dreams and have reduced my smoking. I keep seeing A in my dreams. I still love him so deeply.

Day and night paying him back his money is always on my mind.

I'm at Dr Shinde's at the moment for a sore throat. I know life will turn out stupendously well, I just know it. I hope A is doing well with whatever he is doing and that he's happy.

I am feeling:

Happy

Itchy

Tired

Full of love 

Slightly anxious

Grateful

I am grateful for ps. It's such a wonderful platform to express myself and reach out to those who need me. I'm grateful for my trainer. I have to finish today's assignments.

I am grateful for my wonderful parents. They bring me joy like noone else can.

I am grateful for Chotto, Sadhya, Melon and Kat. They are my heartbeats.

I am grateful for my wonderful friends.

I am grateful for having experienced Arun's love. I'm a much better person for it.

I am grateful for all the sumptuous food I eat.

I am grateful for the auditions that come my way. I can definitely do better in giving them.

I am grateful for my good health.

I am grateful for my beautiful home, books and clothes.

I am grateful for all the people who grace my life.

I am grateful that Mad cleaned my room.

I am grateful that I met ik today and spent some good time talking to him.

I am grateful for work.

I am grateful for the inflow of money. 

I am grateful for the treasures of my heart. I can't emphasise on this enough.

I am grateful for God's infinite love, Grace and blessings on my life.

I am grateful for all the good doctors in my life.

I am grateful for L-Glut.

I am grateful for Dadu, Dimma, Dadu and Thama.

I am grateful for love.

I am grateful for the life coursing through my veins and arteries.

I am grateful for yoga and pranayama.

Love,

Me.

7 pm