Friday, 13 December 2024

Journal 13.12.2024 4.49 pm feeling crappy

Dear Journal,
I am feeling positively crappy since I met Arun last. I have overdosed on Pepsi and I'm not feeling fine.
I sent him a few messages.
All day long I thought I had fever. I just checked my temperature and it's way below normal.
I haven't had a bath, haven't eaten properly and am feeling lost. Ever since I've fallen in love with him I haven't stopped thinking about him even for a moment.
But we are not in a relationship and that's made me very sad.
I missed the ps class in the evening today. I'll message and tell them I'm not well.
I have no one to talk to. See will be meeting me in some time. May be I can talk to her.
I love Arun. I'll always love him. He is so harsh. And so loving at the same time.
He is so so soo cute.
Love,
Me.
4.54 pm

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