I started the day glumly, thinking about Arun. But I forced myself to get on with the day. And then as I was chanting, praying for him the phone rang and he called!
I was so surprised to receive a call from him. I always have to stop myself from telling him I love him these days. We spoke briefly, but even a few words exchanged with him is worth it. It is worth way more than all the joys of my life put together.
Anyhow, for the past month or so I feel like a great beautiful windy gale is brewing in my life and when at its force it will sweep me away. It's a good feeling but it causes me to feel that it's out of my control and I'm really trying very hard to get a grip on things. My periods are on and that doesn't help with feeling up to it.
Anyhow, today Bda didn't end up coming and that makes me happy. Sam has been sharing pics of his trip to Neral.
And I shall do all my nitty gritties and make the most of this day.
I'll always love Arun. He's always going to remain the most special guy in my life.
He asked me about the movie. It seemed like that is why he'd called. I told him that I'd declined the offer. I don't know how he feels about it.
Life is good. And like Sam says Life is Beautiful.
Yesterday, H Meh came home and told me to paint more. I really really should. But I haven't in so many months.
I ignored De Jh this morning and he felt really bad. But I can't chat with him all day long. I just can't. Even though he's very sweet and all that.
I am feeling:
A whole lot of love
Love,
Me.
2.22 pm.
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