Tuesday, 26 November 2024

Journal 27.11.2024 1.11 pm Missing Arun

Dear Journal,
I woke up with a dream of Arun. I dreamt that Ramk had given me some work and that I have finished it and that I love Arun. I saw him in the dream as the object of all my desires and I saw him coveting an older woman. I still love Arun so deeply. I can't stop thinking about him at all.
I have the assignment from Ra Maj but I'm sitting on it. I haven't got many Tarot clients in the past month and I haven't chanted in days.
I think things plausible and true but I can't tell anybody.
I think things of all sorts and may be I should be regular with my meds. 
See Dhi has called me to her place today.
I'll meet her.
Now i'll chant after days and get on with my day.
I am whole, I am healthy, I am full.
I am grateful for my good health.
I am grateful for the money I have.
I am grateful for my family.
I am grateful for having loved Arun.
I am grateful for my friends.
I am grateful for the food I eat.
I am grateful that I'm accepted and loved.
I am grateful for God.
I am grateful for God's infinite love, Grace and blessings on my life.
I am grateful for my beauty.
I am grateful that I have Ra Maj's project.
Love,
Me.
1.23 pm

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