I think I've gone mad. Why did Arun call me up? We didn't talk for very long but even hearing the slightest glimmer of his voice changes my world.
It's Guz's birthday today. I'll call her up. She hasn't really kept in touch. Tomorrow is Subu's birthday and also G's.
I have to learn to take care of myself. Nothing has changed. Nothing. I don't think I want to meet A, even though I'd love to see his sweet face.
I'm not really being able to remember my dreams these days. They give me indications of how things are.
Nobody will ever love A more than I do. I don't think it's possible.
But he doesn't want to be with me. And that makes me so sad. I would have done anything for him. Even this I will do, not talking to him or troubling him and giving him his peace of mind.
I told him whatever I wanted to tell him over messages. Now I won't call him or message him. I'll let him be happy.
I hope he's taking care of himself. He must be drowned in alcohol with some other pretty girl by his side.
I really hope I can get over him.
Well.
I am feeling:
Teary
Sad
Very emotional
Deeply in love
I am grateful for God's infinite love, Grace and blessings on my life.
Love,
Me.
9.01 am
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