I met A on Tuesday. The musty smell of his nose, all through his sweat and all the troubles in his mind, was to die for. Every time I think about him, the musty smell of his nose comes to mind. I could sustain myself smelling him.
He was rather worried about his brother. And he was also rather drunk. He said he'd call. But he hasn't. Well. He said we'd meet. But we haven't. Well.
He also accused me of a few things like threatening him with photos which are not true.
Yes, I was not my best as his girlfriend but I wasn't so bad. I did try. And I'm willing to try again.
I cleared my Gs and Mp interviews today. Also, Atl has an interview scheduled with me in some time now....
I have been keeping three hours in the morning, waking up early, for my yoga and chanting. I don't know why I didn't utilise the Gazebo before. There is a time for everything under the sun I guess.
Arun continues to dwell in my heart, activated further through my sustained prayers for him.
I know he will conquer. I know I will conquer.
All is well. All is well.
I am feeling sleepy.
I am feeling serious-minded.
I am feeling love.
I am feeling benevolent.
I am feeling happy.
If De calls today I'll go with him to distribute blankets for the poor.
Yesterday's meeting with Ga and See went really well. "Misfortune comes from one's mouth and ruins one. Good fortune comes from one's heart and redeems one."
I am grateful for life with all its people and all its experiences. I am grateful to good fortune.
Love,
Me.
2.43 pm
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