Wednesday, 14 October 2026

Journal 12 54 pm on 14 10 2026 oh please

Dear Journal,
Last night I saw Arun online for about an hour and I completely flipped out. I reacted very badly. I really want him to call me up on Saturday. And no, I dont want to fight with him at all. I want him to just accept it that im kind of possessive about him... please Arun... please let this pass.
In the morning Tejal called me and shouted at me over Madhav's lectures and his mom got onto a call with me.
I think she was rather rude. I pity Madhav. But I also pity myself.
I dont remember my dream of the last three nights. I definitely saw Arun in the dream. It's exactly 1.
Im really sorry that I was such a bitch with Arun last night.
I am feeling:
Heart hurt
I am grateful for God's infinite love, Grace, blessings and mercy on my life. 
Love 
Me 
1 01 pm

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