You say you've probably found someone new. That really hurts me. I won't message you anymore. I'll let you be.
I don't know if you'll find a girl who adores you so as I do.
I think both of us need to get out of our megalomania, need to step into the boots that fit us and need to nurse our tired feet and our souls.
I've been doing a lot of soul searching. I know I'll never stop loving you.
I have two friends, Shreya and Shail. They were dating when I was in times of India. Then Shail broke up with Shreya and asked me out a few times. Once I was having whiskey in our garage with him and he proposed. I declined, I turned him down because I could see the love in Shreya's eyes when all of us were together.
He went back to Shreya and they are both happily married now. I'm so happy I did good.
I hope all the other women see the love I have for you in my heart and I wish some kind of togetherness with you.
I don't think anyone will love you as deeply as I do.
I know I've been struggling with my career and that you've seen me struggling with my mental health and I'm so sorry about that. I wish I had more clarity on how to conduct myself. I'm also very sorry for asking you for pocket money.
Despite all these faults my heart for you is true. I hope things will turn around for us and that I'm able to navigate my career from these choppy waters to more peaceful shores.
I really love you. I really really do.
I'm very unhappy at our break up, very sad these days.
I don't feel beautiful. And I feel hurt.
I hope you are well.
For me as far as you are concerned it's not over. It'll never be over.
I'm still head over heels in love with you.
Why don't you abuse me a little and denounce me so that I hate you. But the last thing I do is hate you.
I still love you.
I love you,
Doel
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