Tuesday, 27 May 2025

Journal 27.5.2025 6.50 pm really sad

Dear Journal,
Yesterday I couldn't resist kissing A and he told me that it's over between us. There is a pall of gloom over my face and I'm really sad.
The most charming man, the greatest enchanter I have lost and I've been crying all day.
I'll try to refrain from calling him up.
Yesterday there was such a deep sadness in his eyes. I hope I'm not the cause of his deep sadness.
He must have been in a lot of pain.
I think I've lost the world's best boyfriend. Why did he stare at Munni like that during the India Pak match. That was our first big big break up. Considering that he did that I won't be surprised if he has already found someone.
I'm distraught. I'm in great grief.
I applied to a few companies today and went with Ma to Harsh for a haircut.
I can't wait to earn money and pay Arun back.
We must accept our sadness. With it comes wisdom. I feel like calling up Arun multiple times and talking to him. I miss him. Moving on is going to be very difficult.
Love,
Me.
6.57 pm

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