Sunday, 18 May 2025

Journal 18.5.2025 12.17 pm ist A dream

Dear Journal,
I had a dream that I was in D-639 smoking cigarettes. I go to the back courtyard where a man who I now think is Bakar Alam and a girl join me with many clothes hung there.
I smoke and tell them it's my house and the girl is very confused. 
I then tell her it's my grandfather's house because she has doubts about my earlier statement.
A guy I know from IIT lives in the house.
I tell the girl that there is a courtyard in the front she can go and check.
I slept at 10 last night and woke up at 9.30.
These sedatives make me sleep a lot.
I really want a job at Cotton World. I really really do. I really love my Chotto, my God, my Hubbard and my Santa I really really do.
I hope u have a great day.
Yesterday Ma asked me to take an injection. Who was it? I don't want any injection. Not after having been murdered with injections.
I want my freedom from slavery.
Another thing is that I don't believe in independence. I want dependable people about me, not independable people.
I am feeling good today but the forces at large seem to be working against me. 
I want my Nash, my Arun to be recognised as the king of the Universe because after all that is why the war happened.
Love,
Me.
12.28 pm
I am feeling:
Happy 
Woke up with a body ache that is gone.
Overslept
Sweet
Determined
I need a job.
Love,
Me.
12.30 pm

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