Everything happens for a reason. Arun happened for a reason, my sabbatical doing Tarot happened for a reason and my family is mine for a reason.
The heart is very important. It's vital to feel the stillness of your soul and thrive.
I don't need no man right now. I'm happy being single. It calls for independence and self-motivation. I'll always love Arun but if something is not meant to be it's important to accept it. Acceptance is the key.
There is a certain spot on my soul so soft and sweet and tender and sensitive that it feels the currents around me.
I made many mistakes with Arun.
I lost my mind.
I lost my independence.
I lost my soul.
But I gained a whole lot of love. It's about finding myself again right now and making those strides.
Small things matter.
I hope to never lose my peace of mind again.
Arun is married and he loves his wife. I wonder what makes married folks who love their spouses cheat.
I found a whole man in Arun but I'm moving on now.
I don't know if I should call Twi for a walk today.
I spent the better part of the morning applying for jobs and doing yoga. Now I'm nestling in with an Oprah book. I'll also write for some time. My cigarette count has reduced. I'm so happy for that.
I am feeling:
Happy
Serious
Full of love
Sweet
Eager to have a good day
I am grateful for Arun's existence.
I am grateful for the presence of my family and friends.
I am grateful for the money I have.
I am grateful for the responses I'm getting on my job search.
I am grateful that I slept well last night.
I am grateful for Kat and Melon.
I am grateful for Oprah's book.
I am grateful for my phone and this journal.
I am grateful that I meet people.
Love,
Me.
12.52 pm
Ps: one does not just throw relationships away. Relationships are to be nurtured.
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