Where are you at? Where are you going? I can tell you currently I am going where you are and I'm at a place from where I don't know how to maneuver myself out. I am kind of stuck in a rut.
I'm sure you are as happy as a chump. And are raking in the moolahs. And living it up.
On June 2024 India's unemployment rate stood at 9.1 per cent, according to an official research paper. That's huge!
I'm one of those people caught in the stats.
I've been sitting at home for the past two years reading Tarot. Artificial intelligence is here and a good job is hard to come by.
I in my foolishness rejected a few job offers last year. May be I should have gone to Khaleej Times. Then Arun would have never happened.
We've broken up. But I love him even more today than when I first met him. He's a married man with grown up children and he's absolutely delectable.
How's your health?
I'm currently sitting under the building canopy to do yoga. I haven't taken a vacation in 2 years.
Do you and Arun still talk? I think you do.
My self esteem is at an all time low. My mental health has also taken a toll now and then in these past few years with delusions.
Right now I'm trying not to overthink things too much.
What has happened to me? Why am I so stuck today?
I take my pills regularly these days and should start therapy again.
My goals for ten years from now:
To be super rich.
To do at least five major films.
To publish three more books.
To have found someone (may be Arun only) as a companion.
To have good health and good self esteem.
To have a successful Tarot You Tube channel.
To be surrounded by good friends.
To take a trip some place nice abroad.
To have healthy relationships.
To have a home of my own.
And above all, to be super happy.
To contribute to those disadvantaged in a seminal way.
I hope by now my relationship with money has improved.
I wish there were easy answers and solutions to my problems in life today but I'm sure by 1st June 2035 I've found all my answers and am more spiritually evolved, forgiving and happy.
I love you my future self. I see that you are happy, content and fulfilled. And I know you make your family and friends lives brighter today.
I see you and I feel you and I know you are victorious because victory is my middle name!
Love,
Me.
1st June 2025
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