I worked all day long-- on social media, on my book and hunted for a job. Pepper called with a project.
The trick to having a fulfilling day is having a meaningful morning. Staying busy also eases the focus off cigarettes.
Vp called in the evening and I spoke to him for a long time. He has really made freelancing work for him.
I also thought about Arun and am beginning to heal my hurt heart. I feel more present and more sane.
Each generation has its challenges.
It would be too superficial to imagine that I'll ever stop loving A but I count all my displeasures and make peace.
I try to understand all Arun's troubles and pains. I'll never stop loving him but I'm beginning to not obsess over him.
I think my blessings on him are vital. I'm his true well-wisher.
Now I'll get back to working on my book. To calm the mind is not difficult but it requires focus and discipline.
I am feeling:
Sombre
Happy
Loving
Compassionate
Missing Arun
Understanding
I am grateful that I ate well today.
I am grateful that I slept well last night.
I am grateful that I had a productive day.
I am grateful that I smoked fewer cigarettes today and drank just one cola.
I am grateful that I spoke to a few friends today. I am grateful for friends.
I am grateful for Arun and my family's presence in my life.
I am grateful for Oprah's book.
I am grateful that this day went by peacefully.
Love,
Me.
9.02 pm
Ps: Persevering and maintaining the momentum towards your goals no matter what the enthusiasm is the key to excellence.
10.22 pm
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