I shot videos for my new Tarot channel all day. I then called up Arun.
He says he's done. That really hurts.
I wish to detach from him. I still imagine I hug him and sleep each night. I don't get sleep till then.
Why oh why did I fall in love with him? Why wasn't I more discerning?
This break up really hurts.
Does he really not love me anymore?
I still care so much about him. I still love him so. May be our values don't align. He doesn't believe in fidelity and I do.
I wish I could move on easily. I'm in mourning.
Ma and Pa have such a good relationship. I wish there is someone better than Arun for me in the horizon. But is that even possible?
He's found somebody else he says! I'm brokenhearted. So brokenhearted. I'm in tears.
Love,
Me.
1.37 pm
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