More often than not I go unappreciated. And that is where I seek to strike a balance.
As Buddha Vows of Love Deep Understanding Truth I am committed in my mind to the ideals of love and truth and not everyone can keep up with me and sometimes I feel misunderstood and disappointed.
If I just try to accept the differences and stay silent instead of always giving my truthful opinions I'd be much happier.
When I'm close to bliss and revealing my Buddha Nature I'm loving and true, always seeking to understand, penning good poetry, nurturing people before me.
When I fall into hell I also love and am true with the pangs of it.
I should have added the word appreciation to the Buddha nomenclature because I crave appreciation and because I know how even small appreciation goes a long way I dole it out to all.
Anything in the extreme leads to sadness and when I feel underappreciated or ignored I feel really sad and fall into hell. And if I've been dealt with the opposite way with insults like my brother and mother sometimes treat me my grief knows no bounds, and my heart breaks and I weep and write about it and go into a she'll.
All this I pour into my writing. And I'm a writing Buddha; also an acting, painting, healing Buddha but mostly a writing Buddha because I know no joy greater than writing no matter what whether I fall into hell or whether I'm really happy, I always write.
I think through adhering to my values of love and truth, understanding love and truth and writing about it and balancing out my need for appreciation I will live a happy life and be able to dwell in revealing my Buddha nature.
We are all unique, we all have our specific unique qualities and each can describe the other in their own unique way. May I bring happiness to the lives in my life and the hearts within mine.
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