Sunday, 18 October 2026

Journal 10.05 pm on 18.10.2026 it's a lazy day

Dear Journal,
I woke up today close to 11. Then I had soup and juices and got ready to go out with my family. I wore my pink chanderi kurta set.
We went to Pragati, offered pushpanjali and ate bhog. Sadhya joined us in a red and grey saree.
Then me and Sadhya went home separately and Ma went to a pandal and sat there for two hours and Pa came home in between.
I was generally lazing around. I chanted.
Bapi kaku came home with his family.
They left a little before 9. Pa said he is in no mood to go out. So I asked Ma whether she would like to go. Finally, we decided to stay in for the evening.
I went down and spent some time with Twi.  I was telling her about Josie Grouse's writing and work.
Im still to acquaint myself with the likes of Grouse... there is Sweet Soul, there is Renaissance, then there is Grouse ...
Arun has gone to Bangalore for a week.
I did a little pranayam with Pa. Then I asked him why he doesnt find me a groom. And dad said that ever since I was young Ive had boyfriends and he assumed I would find someone on my own.
I have a feeling that Arun is vacationing in Bangalore... may be with his ex Candy.
I really want to find someone nice, someone to love, someone sweet who is devoted to me.
And I want to earn giant houses filled with money.
Bapi kaku's daughter is studying in IIT.
Pa says that he is feeling a little under the weather. He gave me two huge plops of kisses on my cheeks.
Tomorrow is packed with classes for me.
I'll eat dinner and fall asleep.
1. Something I accomplished.
I spent good time with my family and friends. I only wrote my journal today.

2. Something I handled well.
Family dynamics.

3. Something I appreciated.
The food, the love, the pujo, the family and friends, the home, the Bapi kaku and his family....

4. Something I did for my future self.
Spent time polishing my relationships.

I am feeling:
Irritable
Happy

I am grateful for God's infinite love, Grace, blessings and mercy on my life. 
Love,
Me.
10 22 pm

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