Tuesday, 16 May 2023

Journal 16.5.23 8.10 pm

Dear Journal,
I am comfortably seated in an air-conditioned metro, away from the blazing heat outside.
I feel a little docile and a little lost. It's time to bring more discipline into my life.
So PAnd, Ma's friend, has invited us for dinner on Sunday. I look forward to it.
Ma has lost a dear friend, Neha aunty, to illness. Life is very short.
One may begrudge it, saying this and that and other various things are wrong, but truth beknown life is one glorious blessing. It is the only means in our consciousness to savour the gifts of the Universe -- Nature, inventions, relationships, etc.
A nice guy, a little short, has been messaging me. Nice because he thinks I'm nice. I don't really know him. Meeting him on Friday.
I need to get more creative.
I need to look at the positives.
I need to tap my happy button.
Love,
Me.
I am grateful for my job. Because it is rejuvenating, a means to write, and brings me a salary.
I am grateful for the money I have. Because I can save towards greater milestones, I can buy gifts for loved ones, and Because it pays my bills and for food.
I am grateful for good health. Because I can work, enjoy life and do yoga.
I am grateful for good men. Because they are a blessing, they make me feel good, and they are nice to talk to.
I am grateful for Melon. Because he is a source of love, he is cute, and a great friend.
I am grateful for Mashi. Because she is loving, kind and a great gifter.
I am grateful for books. Because I learn from them, they are my source of income, they are my passion.
I am grateful for my family. Because they are my loves, they are my support system, they are everything to me.
I am grateful for Healthcare. Because it helps one enjoy good health, stay fit, and stay joyous.
Today, I did not hallucinate at all. I focused on real life and am feeling really positive.
Today, I had good interactions with those around me. I had positive interactions with all.
Today, I chatted with a guy on sm who said all he wants from me are hugs.
I am happy Because I am rooted in reality.
I am happy Because I have started work on my novel. 
I am happy Because I networked with one literary agent today.
I have a blessed, happy, healthy life.
Love,
Me.

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