Journal 19.5.23 11.33 pm

Dear Journal,

Blah blah blah. My date was so blah.

He was not interested in me at all.

I mean he made eye contact but he didn't ask me even how I'm doing or anything about myself. May be he didn't like what he saw. Specsy.

I on the other hand i learnt a lot of things about him.

Where he works, what he does, what he likes or doesn't like.

I delayed him. It's his birthday tomorrow.

We got lost driving around.

But to understate it the Date was plain boring.

Naseeb hi khoti lag Rahi.

I haven't met an interesting guy in a long time.

I ache for a nice long interesting conversation. Some nice loving. Some nice canoodling. 

He said something stupid like do you want to lock eyes.

I find people who don't read a little stupid.

I asked him if he reads and he said he gets 250 emails everyday.

Bah!

To be honest to read 250 emails everyday does take effort.

Anyway, another one done and dusted.

But he did something sweet.

He got newspapers to sit on at the beach. He got chips and bought beer. And he brought me a chocolate. That I thought was sweet.

Rs 2000 notes are now getting demonetized.

Lord save this country.

I feel that I should travel abroad. Explore the world. And I will.

Pa has not yet arrived from Pondicherry.

It's a glorious night when I will get sweet deep sleep with sweet deep dreams.

Love,

Me.

I am grateful for this wonderful bed and the conybio mat. It gives me intensely deep sleep.

I am grateful that I was sweet to my boring date. Hopefully I'll find someone nice.

I am grateful for this wonderful life. It's gifts are wondrous.

I am grateful for this beautiful lovely heart and mind. It opens my eyes to the gazillion possibilities. 

I am grateful for my body. It's the temple for my soul.

I am grateful for my soul. It's aura is sweet and lovely.

I am grateful for music. It covered awkward pauses on my boring date.

I am grateful for books. They teach me. They lead me.

I am grateful for my goals. They are guiding posts. 

I am grateful for all my experiences. They have made wonderful me.

I am grateful for Ma. She is interesting, sweet and lovely. 

I am grateful for Pa. He is kind, wise and loving. 

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